how did it start for you?

[Bacardi 10,131]

2 hours ago, Takashi96 said:

You couldn't believe that peeing on the floor was an option? That made me laugh out loud. But didn't you and your brother get in trouble for peeing on the floor after that?

He never did and I never got caught whenever I tried, which wasn't often.

[Ms. Tito 2,396]

Most of my fetish stems from cartoons, books, and fictional media, but I guess I could say that, being trans, worrying about where I can pee has been a big factor in my life, and I sometimes pee outside not just for enjoyment, but also necessity. Aside from the obvious "I need to pee I can't hold it" thing, it's a worry, especially outside the Northeast, that I might get clocked and then hate crimed for using the women's restroom. I'd feel safer in the woods where I'd maybe get mauled by a bear (which is super unlikely) than have to deal with a transphobic Karen screaming in my face that I'm "a danger to the children and to women." 

Edited October 21, 2022 by Ms. Tito

[Peesfully 237]

I had no sexy introduction to interest in peeing though I wish I had. My mother would never let me see her pee, but my father was very open about it. I remember him and I both peeing into the same toilet together. At our summer place it was natural and expected to pee anywhere outdoors, but again, I never saw my mother do it. My first naughty pees were against my bedroom wall at about age 6-7, for which I was scolded. I guess I was accustomed to peeing on so many different things outdoors that I assumed it was OK.

I never peed on carpets back then. Maybe if I had it would not have been detected as quickly!

[GenericUsername 1,108]

I had anxiety going to the bathroom at school when I was young. That’s surely where my first erotic thoughts about pee came from.

[Peenicks 864]

Most days after middle school I'd visit my grandparents who were very sociable with the neighbors, to the point where they'd have someone I'd never met atleast once a week. One of the neighbors happened to have a kid about my age, probably older.

While we were playing together we both mentioned having to go to the bathroom and I wanted to show her the cool master bathroom my grandparents had, so I was walking around the bathroom talking about it while she was peeing unabashedly on the toilet in the corner. If I recall, we didn't even have the door closed.

But once she was done she stood by the toilet waiting for me to go, and while I had looked at her a couple of times while she went, she stared at me the whole time. I think she mentioned how "boys don't sit like that" when I was going, so clearly she was more knowledgeable on the subject than me. 

I dunno if we were being "devious" and I certainly didn't view it sexually. I knew that it was something you wouldn't typically do but I just didn't really care at the time, we were having a conversation and I wanted to keep talking, lol.

[likesToLick 10,216]

I don't think there was ever any kind of incident for me.  I was interested in the idea of girls peeing from about the age of 6 I think.  I remember fantasizing, around that age,  about going into the girls toilets at school to watch them.  I never did anything about that,  and never told anyone.   In 1964 society had very strict rules about how children should behave,   and it was much safer to keep silent and obey all the rules, rather than to speak and risk a beating.

My love for the idea of giving cunnilingus came into being somewhere around the age of 12,  and again there was no actual event that created the desire in me.  It just came out of nowhere.  I never saw anyone doing it,  and had never seen even soft porn at that age.  I didn't even hear that some women liked to have their pussies licked until maybe age 15 or 16,  and didn't dare try it myself until 17.   I do remember though that a lot of my excitement about it in those early days came from the thought of kissing a girl's "pee place." When it finally did happen for me,   my girlfriend's beautiful pee scents and flavours after she had been to the toilet were even more wonderful than I had imagined,  and discovering that women enjoyed being kissed down there and could have orgasms from it was like a miracle.

So,  while there was no incident that gave me the idea originally,  I think that gorgeous experience of smelling and tasting her urine while I kissed my girlfriend's pussy absolutely confirmed me as a pee fan for life.

 

[LovesToWet 3,800]

Not making it to a toilet on a road trip and wetting myself in my car in a car park made me realise I enjoy that side of things. I also remember seeing a photo in a magazine of a woman peeing on another woman which made in look more and then I was hooked

[Schmitty20 313]

When I was younger I used to hang out with this one girl from the neighborhood. She was 1 year older than me and we weren’t dating or anything but we got along great together and we were good friends. It was the summer time and we were at the park that was a couple blocks down the street from our houses. We were all the way at the other end hanging out by the creek joking around and laughing. All of a sudden she starts squirming and holding herself and said to me I really need to pee. I just said ok let’s walk over to the bathrooms so we did. Now these bathrooms in the park weren’t really taken care of too well and they were usually very filthy. My friends name was Sue and Sue walked in the woman’s side and immediately came back out and said I can’t go here they are filthy and there are no toilet paper or paper towels. I said to her do you want to go home and she said that she really needed to go and it was too far. She was dancing around and holding herself and I asked her what she wanted to do. She just looked around and there was no one else around and she just squatted down next to the bathrooms and she just peed in her shorts. I was amazed and it seemed like she was peeing awhile and she just said to me please don’t tell anyone I did this. I just said don’t worry you know you can trust me that I won’t. She said thanks and she asked if I could do her another favor and I said sure what. She asked if I could go in the boys bathroom to see if there were any toilet paper or paper towels so she could try and dry her pants off. I went in and all that was in there was some toilet paper so I brought some out. She started drying her pants off the back of her pants were really soaked and she kept trying to dry them. I asked if I could do anything to help her and she asked if I would help try and dry the back of her shorts. I took a wad of toilet paper and started rubbing up and down on her shorts and I said that they were really soaked. She just said to try and dry as much as possible and we would hang out until they were pretty dry because she didn’t want to go home with wet pants because she said her mom would be really mad and punish her. I continued to dry as much as possible and then we went by the creek and sat down for awhile until her pants were pretty dry. I think back to that day now I at the time I didn’t realize how lucky I was and how hot that was. 

[Jamespeelover 75]

When I was 9 or 10. I was playing with a girl outside and she said she had to go pee but her parents told her if she comes in she has to stay in so she sat on the dirt parking lot and had her pants down and started peeing. She told me not to look so I didn't then she got up and went back to playing and I seen her pee spot. We kept playing and I kept going back to her pee spot and kept smelling it.

[Kirby23 954]

I don't know if I had any single event that triggered my fetish, I think to some extent I was always interested in girls peeing, even at a young age. 

One incident I remember was when I was about 12, my dad and I were tailgating prior to a football game. We were in a parking lot which was adjacent to a woods. I went into the woods to pee, and a little further in I saw two women squatting, facing away from me, with their bare butts directly facing me. I remember being interested, but also feeling embarassed and "naughty" for wanting to watch them. I think eventually my shame took over, and I went somewhere else and let them have their privacy.

I also remember watching the movie "Goonies" as a kid, and being intrigued by the scene where they all have to pee, and wishing they showed more of the "girls room."

[Ilovethepeefloe 7]

Girls what was your childhood pee experience like. Did you ever hold it just for fun.did you ever hold it until you wet yourself basically how did you discover your thing for pee 

[peegirl99 942]

I remember being very young ... maybe 5 or 6 ... and in the summer we would go swimming at my grandmas house. I distinctly remember every time I had to pee while swimming I would get out of the pool and run around the side of the house as if I was going inside ... there was a small powder room off the kitchen near the door... but instead I’d squat down out of view and pee through my swimsuit. I remember my thought process being that it was hard to get my suit on and off while wet so it was just easier. Being so young there was nothing sexual about it but part of me did enjoy it. 
 

As I got older into my early and mid teen years I started peeing more at home in my room. Usually on towels or thick period pads. 

[ppppppp 1,499]

I know that I've always been interested in watching girls pee.   There was one occasion at school when one of my classmates waited too long, lost control and wet herself standing next to me in the playground.  I just stared, fascinated to watch the pee running down her legs and splattering into the growing puddle.

On holiday in my teens I saw a girl squat in the shallow water at the seaside.  Suddenly I realised that I was watching her piss through her swimming costume.  That was a trigger point.  After that I started to watch out for girls peeing at the beach.  As there were no toilets at the beaches we went to, I would see a few peeing in their swimsuits most days.  

[Jonjet0208 691]

Peeing had two cracks at getting my attention! The first was in a porn video I had (which I’ve posted about elsewhere) where a couple of the scenes featured the girls peeing. I’d never seen it before and couldn’t believe they’d show that! Haha. But I did find it fascinating. 
 

A few years later I was living overseas. Showering one morning my gf at the time came in and peed, which no one had ever done in front of me before. She was surprised I was so shocked, and started making a habit of it to wind me up. Over time she got a little more bold with what she’d show me, I started being a little more vocal about how it made me feel, and we began getting sexual with it.
 

Had she not started peeing in front of me in those days I’m not sure I’d have ever developed this fetish like I have. I’ve not been able to get that same engagement with it since which is a little sad as I’m definitely not done with pee related interests.

[Ilovethepeefloe 7]

@Jonjet0208 that sounds like a great experience thank you for sharing

[The99Club 351]

On 11/1/2022 at 1:38 PM, Kirby23 said:

the movie "Goonies" as a kid, and being intrigued by the scene where they all have to pee, and wishing they showed more of the "girls room."

Same here! That said, I think this scene was considered kind of graphic for its time

[Takashi96 1,075]

2 hours ago, The99Club said:

Same here! That said, I think this scene was considered kind of graphic for its time

Same here. Except they didn't show a second of the "girls room." The girls just went around a corner and off screen. Gave little kid me the impression that however girls do it outside of a bathroom must be too unsettling for the public? 

[Overlord 451]

Hey there! Hope you're all fine!

I want to write down my story, my way into the peeing fetish i have today. Hope you enjoy and maybe learn something for your own case.

I'm sorry for the long text, but as i'm writing it down, more and more memories surface again and i want to give you the whole picture as i can remember. I've read all the posts before and begin to think that maybe i was very lucky with my experience because i've had a lot of them, compared to others here on the forum. Or at least i'm telling you the whole, true story.

Also sorry for my bad english, it's not my native language.

 

For a long time i've never questioned why i'm into peeing. But as i startet to think about where everything began, i came to the conclusion that it developed over time and from a very early age.

I grew up in a little rural town with a lot of woods and fields around who served as our big playground. I had the chance to grew up as a very free child. The only rule my parents gave me was, that i'm at home when the night falls. Same for my friends back then.

I think we were a group of about 5-10 kids out of the whole neighborhood aged at maybe 6-10. Most of them boys like me but we also had sometimes company of 3-4 girls.

If school was out, we were most of the time out in the woods far from home playing and adventuring. So it was normal for us back then when we had to pee to just do it where we were. The boys mostly did it blunt in front of everyone to see. The girls did it a bit more secretly behind some tree or bush. But we didn't think of anything sexual back then.

At the same time i, and i think the others too, began to be curious about the opposite sex and how it all "works" for them. Like kids normally do.

So i remember a special occasion, where only i and the 2 girls from the neighborhood where out in our garden playing. We had a big garden with berrybushes etc. If i had to pinpoint out a special moment who triggered my fetish for peeing, it was this one i think.

I don't remember how everything exactly went down, but me and one of the girls made up a deal that i can look at her peeing and she can look at me for this. So she took my hand an we got behind some bushes. She pulled quickly down her pants, squatted in a way that i had a good view of her vulva and then she almost instantly let out a powerful, gushing stream of pee. After she was done, she pulled her pants up, giggled and waited for me to take out my penis. So i did and startet peeing a big arc in front of her, her gaze all the time on my wiener.

We repeated this a few times in near future. She asked once if she can hold my penis while i pee. I allowed it back then, even if i don't think it was some sexual desire for me back then. It was just the curiosity.

 

There were some other occasions that i think cemented my fetish forever.

One time around the same time of my life, maybe some years later, another girl that i knew from school invited me home. We knew each other already well and played together before. But never with the group i was normally out, because she had some beef with some of the guys. (Kids are cruel).

So we were in her room, playing and talking. As we began for some now unknown reasons to play doctor together. We undressed and inspected each others bodies firmly. Again, i think this was just pure curiosity of the opposite sex and nothing sexual.

At some point she asked me if i need to pee because she really wanted to watch me do this. I didn't really needed to go at this time so i said no but maybe later and under the condition that i can watch her pee too. She agreed, we dressed up again and she went down to the kitchen to catch some sodas. We drank all the sodas until we needed to pee badly, so we went to the toilet together. I whipped out my penis and startet pissing into the toilet under her observant watch.

As i was done, she first hesitated a bit of peeing in front of me. I told her that was not fair of her, we had a deal. After a bit of haggle, she pulled down her pants, sat on the toilet with her legs closed and started peeing. I told her to open her legs, i can't see anything and fortunately she obliged.  So i could enjoy the view of a steady, fizzy stream of pee shooting out of her vulva.

We repeated this almost every time i was invited over to her. She even prepared the sodas in her room. And she even gladly opened her legs from the start to let me watch the whole golden show. She also wanted to hold my penis while i was peeing.

Sometimes later we also went out into the woods and peed there together.

It was some fun times and maybe this was also the time where pure curiosity turned into something more, something more sexual and my fetish that i have today. I remember enjoying it a lot to watch her pee and her holding my penis while she made a mess around the toilet by training her accuracy. I even got hard sometimes to a point i couldn't pee anymore, then she was disappointed with me. lol.

 

Another peeing trigger story worth mentioning, comes from my family holidays. 

My Mom and i were flying annually to Greece for 2 weeks of holiday at the beach. My Mom had a friend who had a house there and even lived for some parts of the year in Greece. So we planned our days off to the time her friend was also there with her family. She had a son and a daughter who were with her in holidays. This was in the same time of my life as the stories i told before. So i was around 6-10 years old i think. The daughter of my Moms friend was in the same age as i was, her brother was some years younger. I bounded a lot over the years with that girl, to a point i would say she was my best friend. I also saw her sometimes back home, but this was rare. Most of the time we were together in Greece.

So almost every day we went all together to the beach. Really beautiful sandy beaches. Her little brother was not always coming along because he was just a bit to little for too much sun. And the best times we had when we two were alone. Our parents let us play alone on the beach and in the sea, while they were enjoying the sun in some loungers or on the towel.

We, i and the girl, were always pretty openminded around each other. I don't remember how, why or who started this but i think it's the same reason like always, curiosity. 

So we played sometimes at or partially in the sea, when she had to pee. She then just stopped and let it flow through her bikini panties for me to watch closely.

Once we were in the water as she took my hand and placed it between her legs, as i got the feeling of the water getting slightly warmer around my hand. She giggled and admitted that she just pissed in my hand. As you can imagine, my revenge followed not long after as i took her hand and did the same to her.

Sometimes we build massive sand castles or dig a big hole in the wet sand. This hole was so big that we could easily fit both in there and our lower body was concealed from other guests of the beach. We then played like it was our house or something like that. Ate our ice-cream and drank our sodas in there. We even made some little benches of sand where we could sit, look at each other and talk. Those holes survived sometimes for days only with a little maintenance of us. 

But of course my best friend and i needed to pee from time to time. Too lazy to go into the sea, or the toilet, we just let it flow in our swimsuits. I sometimes took my penis out to pee so i didn't wet myself. This to the great pleasure of my friend watching me do it. After some time i asked her if she could pull her bikini aside so that i can see it come out too. After this question i was doomed for the rest of my holidays with pissed on feet. Of course i didn't care at all, at this time it was just funny and interesting to watch for me an her. She discovered very quickly that when she's pulling her panties aside to pee while sitting across of me, it's not just dribbling down her legs, but a powerful stream shooting out of her vulva directly on my bare feet in front of her and it was very funny to her. After some practice she even managed to aim her stream a bit up on my legs and every time giggled and laughed out loud.

Well, i of course couldn't let this declaration of war unanswered. So every time we were unattended in our selfmade hole and i needed to pee i whipped my penis out of the side of my speedos and pissed on her feet and legs as well. It was great fun. And thinking of it, it was actually my first golden shower. Not that i noticed that back then.

As you can imagine, those were the best holidays i've had in my live. Even it wasn't very sexual for us back then. But it was so much fun. I was waiting to return to Greece the whole year, so i could play and pee with my friend again. Of course i've never said anything to my parents about this special fun we had together.

After this experience we shared, every time we met back home, wich as i said was sadly rare, we got out for playing and peeing together. We even drank a lot back home and took a full bottle of water with us so we could pee multiple times. We got out with full bladders to make it a challenge who pees in the most awkward spots. Including some construction sides, fields, woods, sheds, hedge labyrinths, etc.

 

Man, i can't stop writing my stories down. I'm sorry and hope you're not too mad at me and enjoying it. Actually i can't believe retrospective how many piss adventures i had back then. But this is the last story, i promise!

So, time has passed and i grew to a young adult. 17 years old to be exact. It was then when i met my second girlfriend. And boy she was a wild one. (My first GF isn't worth mentioning in this context.)

Also at this time my piss fetish was already well developed and i knew i was into pissing stuff and golden showers. Thanks to internet porn i was able to uncover and try out my fetish for myself.

She was pretty heavy into parties, concerts, drinking and smoking pot. As her boyfriend i was more or less obliged to go with her each weekend at some random party. So we went out drinking and having a good time with mostly her friends. She was very openminded and had not a lot sense of shame. So it was not uncommon after some drinks were downed, to catch her squatting down in a dark street corner or just in the plain open grass behind a party tent and piss like a racehorse. I actually thinks she disliked the idea of a toilet very much. Also her best female friend was sometime pissing with her, so sometimes i saw her best friend peeing too.

After some time in our relationship, she frequently asked me to go with her when she had to pee and not anymore her best friend. Just to be her lookout while she's blessing some grass or concrete with her powerful piss stream. I normally used the opportunity to take out my dick myself and pissing along with my GF. It wasn't always easy because most times i got rock hard in no time just by watching her pee and holding my dick out in the fresh air. If this happend mostly she just giggled at me an began to play with my penis for a few seconds until she let me alone to finish peeing.

Sometimes my GF asked me if i could come with her and her friends to take the lookout while they were peeing. So it was not uncommon to me watching 3-4 girls squatting down and peeing somewhere while  i took the task of the big bad protector of my pissing girls and advise people to take another route when they get to close. I think my GF already knew by then that i was into that stuff, so she gave me the opportunities to watch the girls peeing. Or at least, it's what i imagine now.

It wouldn't take long until i asked her how she thinks about my fetish and we began to talk. So she suggested that i came with her to the toilet and watch her pee and we try from there. So we went, she sat down on the toilet, legs wide open and just pissed up a storm for me to watch. Quickly she saw my massive boner in my pants, pulled it out and began to suck it. Shorty after i unloaded in her mouth. From then on it was clear what we had to do.

She was completely on the same page as i was. And we began to pee for each other deliberately . She let me look at her peeing in all the forbidden spots we found to pee for her. Then one time she began to hold my penis while i was peeing. And again, teenager hormones, i got always rock solid at the moment she took my penis in her hand. But she was very gentle and gave me the time i needed to concentrate until i could pee. So she trained me to be able to pee even when a hot girl is holding my dick. And she took a lot of pleasure out of it. She enjoyed it big time aiming my penis while i was pissing, Or just watching how far i could go.

We were walking one day in the woods together and there was a little bench. We sat down, talking, giggling when she mentioned that she wants to pee here. I said go for it. She stood up in front of me and pulled her pants down to her knees, she hollowed her back like a queen, so that her pussy straight aimed in my direction and then let go a massive, hissing, fizzy piss stream out of her beautiful vulva. And right in front of my feet formed a big pisspuddle on the dirt.

So i asked her sometime later if she's down with giving me a golden shower and to my surprise she agreed. We drank a lot of liquid and went under the shower, where i kneeled down. She was already bouncing and dancing around as she lifted one leg over my shoulder to show me her beautiful exposed vulva which already began to dribble out some drops of pee. She asked me in a hurry if i'm ready, i answered yes and then she let it go. A massive, unbelievable powerful piss stream hit my chest and my neck. I began to drink from her golden fountain and enjoyed the warmth of her piss streaming down my body. I drank a lot from her godly juice and began to lick her clitoris while she pissed down my chin. Immediately she stopped peeing. She scolded me for doing this, because she can't pee when i'm licking her. So i stopped and shortly after, another big gush of hot piss overwhelmed me with more joy and lewdness.

As soon as she finished, i began licking her wildly. Sucking out every drop of her juices who flow out of her peehole and her vagina. I couldn't control myself. My whole body was shaking from the experience. Like i took some mind altering drugs. At this moment i knew, i was hooked forever. I can't live a normal sex life anymore. I need this in my life. Everything else will be boring after this.

It took me a moment to calm down, realizing what just happened. She kneeled down with me, giggling, kissing my pisscovered face, hugging me in the shower and then stroking my painful hard dick.

She asked me after a while if i would be able to piss in her mouth now. I said yes and stoop up. She was still kneeling in front of me. My dick still rock hard and i had a really hard time to squeeze out some piss. She was very patient with me. I tried thinking of old socks and doing the groceries. After some time my dick relaxed to a point where i was able to pee, so i warned her, she just smiled back at me. I began to piss on her boobs. She almost immediately goes after my stream to taste it in her mouth. So i aimed more up to her face and she began to drink from me. I pissed all over her face and in her ravenblack hair. She began to rub her eyes out from the piss that got into them beautiful icy blue eyes. She giggles again and starts to caress her clitoris with one hand, and her stiff nipples with the other. After i was done, she stoop up too and we giggled, hugged and kissed, pisssoaked how we were. She started stroking my penis and i caressed her clitoris and labia. Then she turned around and i fucked her from behind in her beautiful, tight vagina until i unloaded the biggest load of my life i think. That was an orgasm i hadn't since then again. It took me a minute to compose myself but after that i got down on my knees and licked her pussy who was oozing out my semen until she came violently.

After this, we showered together and placed our weak bodies in front of the tv to cuddle the rest of the night away.

For the rest of our relationship we rarely peed alone ever again and had a lot of fantastic golden showers. She showed me one time how much control she had over her bladder. As she was pissing on me one day, she just stopped midstream like she was closing a faucet and then taunting me if i want more. If i said yes she just opened her pissfaucet, showering me again with her holy golden juice. I was pretty impressed by her. I didn't knew girls can have such a control over her bladder.

 

But well, after this relationship ended i've sadly never encountered somebody else who was likeminded about my fetish. But i miss it a lot. I need this in my life again. That's maybe one of the reasons i'm here now, writing this down. We need to help each others out who are likeminded i think. Even if it's only reading and writing about stuff we love and need. It gives a good feeling to not be alone.

 

So that's it. That's how i get into pissing stuff and golden showers. Hope you enjoyed reading! And to everybody who made it through the full text, thank you so much for reading! It means a lot to me and i worked almost an entire afternoon at this. Just thinking, remembering and writing it down. I'm glad i did this. Much of good memories.

If you have questions or want to help me with my desires or need help with yours, feel free to message me!

Have fun, take care of you and your loved once! See You soon!

[jeffpicard 134]

On 7/5/2022 at 4:29 PM, DannyRomand said:

Hi.

I read that pee is a fetish that is most often triggered by something specific, even if it's not until years later that you realise where it came from.

Interested to know whether you can pinpoint a moment that set you off on this path. 

Here is my story which I'm sure (alongside another which I have written about previously) led to my fascination.

As I said, love to hear your thoughts and your experience - 

My parents used to have some friends who had kids the same ages as myself and my older sister. Every few months we'd go over to their house. Our parents would go out for dinner, and us teenagers would stop in to watch videos, eat sweets etc.

Later on, the older siblings went off to university, leaving just me and their daughter of the same age.

At the time, as teenagers we were into playing video games, so we spent hours doing that. Their daughter used to love them and really couldn't stop giggling as we were playing. 

She'd complain every now and again that her giggling got so bad that she would wet herself a little, and occasionally she'd have to go off and change her pants where she had leaked.

I remember one time her asking me to look to see if she had wet herself, and bending over in front of me in her jeans so that I could tell her if she had.

Looking back, I think she was coming on to me (I think she was probably a bit more mature than me) but at the time I didn't really realise so took the request to look at face value. Nevertheless it was quite amazing to have a girl of my age stand in front of my and ask me to look at her bum.

I said that it was impossible to see through the thick material, so with a little daring she pulled the top of her jeans down over her ass.

I can still vividly remember that sight, first time, her pink comfortable cotton knickers, her legs pressed together so the bulge of her panty covered pussy poked out from under her ass. She had leaked pee slightly so that area was darker and moist, and a damp patch was making it's way along the groove, then slightly off to one side.

It was an amazing sight for a young lad, and both perfectly innocent that there was such a fetish.

Thinking about the missed opportunity still hurts me. Especially since that was one of the last time I saw her. Our parents were less friendly for whatever reason, and we at the ages where we stopped coming along anyway.

As far back as i can remember, even before i started school, i lived with my widowed grandma on weekdays, as my parents worked, and i followed her everywhere, even when she used the toilet.

She did' nt stop me watching her, and i found the sound ,and the view " interesting".

Not that it was sexual at the time, but as i grew up, i remembered...and the fetish grew with me.

[Bob3322 92]

7 hours ago, jeffpicard said:

As far back as i can remember, even before i started school, i lived with my widowed grandma on weekdays, as my parents worked, and i followed her everywhere, even when she used the toilet.

She did' nt stop me watching her, and i found the sound ,and the view " interesting".

Not that it was sexual at the time, but as i grew up, i remembered...and the fetish grew with me.

I had much of the same experiences in the 1960s with mature women who would come to out home for weekly meetings. 

[Schmitty20 313]

I also remember another incident when I was in school. I went to a catholic school and we were probably in 5th grade and we had an assignment to do and everyone was quiet and all of a sudden we heard this splashing on the floor and I looked up and the girl in front of me just peed in her pants while sitting on her chair at her desk. Nobody said anything but the teacher came over to her and said oh Reanne why didn’t you say something that you needed to go to the bathroom. She just started crying and the teacher sent her to the nurse and they called her Mother and her mother came to school to bring her a change of pants and she was back in class after lunch. No one ever said anything to her or ever teased her about it and now I think back I thought that was really nice. At the time I didn’t think anything of it but now I would I think that probably was one of many incidents that attributed to my fetish. 

[grumpy13 60]

I had gone through a bad divorce and was feeling low. The dental office I worked in was having a Christmas party and I was convinced to go that it would do me some good. Outside of the dentist, I was the only other male in the office. I did all the dental lab work while the rest were the assistants and hygienists. The party was at one of the assistants homes. Everyone had left except a handful of the assistants. We were all getting quite drunk with Christmas cheer. We were all complaining about the need to get up and go pee. Some how in the conversation I let it be known I'd never watch a woman pee. The lady of the house said to me that she would give me a special Christmas gift. She stood up and took my hand and lead me to the bathroom. She helped me unzip my pants and held my cock as I peed telling me that she liked to watch men pee. When I was done, she pulled her pants down and told me Merry Christmas! She sat on the toilet, spread her legs wide, then pulled her pussy lips apart so her peehole was clearly visible and let out a long golden piss. I got an instant hardon and was immediately smitten with the beauty and excitement of peeing. One of my best Christmas gifts ever!!

[Phyche 433]

I've been fascinated by peeing since I was around 8, I've never liked using toilet and have always tried to find a place to pee avoiding the toilet whenever possible. My first pee experience was in a gas station bathroom, I purposely aimed for the floor/wall, same thing at urinals. I usually still do this, but I'll also pee in an alley, elevator, public transportation, ect.

[Bob3322 92]

I have posted my story before. It started at about 9-11 years old. This was in the late 60s. Mine just had to do with listening to ladies pee. My mom hosted weekly meetings of the local womens club. 10-12 ladies would show up most more mature some even 50-60. All wore those long dresses and skirts. My bedroom was right next to the bathroom which shared the other guest room. So it had a door to each room. The walls were paper thin and the toilet was right next to the door to my bedroom. We had a long hallway with wooden floors do I would hear the clicking of the heels. Sometimes the clicking would be very fast meaning that the woman was most likely really needing to pee. I would listen to everything and try to imagine what was happening. The bathroom door would open. She would walk in close the door and lock it. She would walk across the large bathroom to the toilet which was near my door. I would hear dresses or skirts being lifted. Girdles being lowered. Then the sounds and they varied however many started with a tinkle. Then they would start to hiss, and done were very loud. I think because the hallway was so long they felt like no one heard them. This obviously got me very excited!! I never missed a Thursday night. 

[PissBoner 131]

On 11/27/2022 at 9:17 AM, Overlord said:

Hey there! Hope you're all fine!

I want to write down my story, my way into the peeing fetish i have today. Hope you enjoy and maybe learn something for your own case.

I'm sorry for the long text, but as i'm writing it down, more and more memories surface again and i want to give you the whole picture as i can remember. I've read all the posts before and begin to think that maybe i was very lucky with my experience because i've had a lot of them, compared to others here on the forum. Or at least i'm telling you the whole, true story.

Also sorry for my bad english, it's not my native language.

 

For a long time i've never questioned why i'm into peeing. But as i startet to think about where everything began, i came to the conclusion that it developed over time and from a very early age.

I grew up in a little rural town with a lot of woods and fields around who served as our big playground. I had the chance to grew up as a very free child. The only rule my parents gave me was, that i'm at home when the night falls. Same for my friends back then.

I think we were a group of about 5-10 kids out of the whole neighborhood aged at maybe 6-10. Most of them boys like me but we also had sometimes company of 3-4 girls.

If school was out, we were most of the time out in the woods far from home playing and adventuring. So it was normal for us back then when we had to pee to just do it where we were. The boys mostly did it blunt in front of everyone to see. The girls did it a bit more secretly behind some tree or bush. But we didn't think of anything sexual back then.

At the same time i, and i think the others too, began to be curious about the opposite sex and how it all "works" for them. Like kids normally do.

So i remember a special occasion, where only i and the 2 girls from the neighborhood where out in our garden playing. We had a big garden with berrybushes etc. If i had to pinpoint out a special moment who triggered my fetish for peeing, it was this one i think.

I don't remember how everything exactly went down, but me and one of the girls made up a deal that i can look at her peeing and she can look at me for this. So she took my hand an we got behind some bushes. She pulled quickly down her pants, squatted in a way that i had a good view of her vulva and then she almost instantly let out a powerful, gushing stream of pee. After she was done, she pulled her pants up, giggled and waited for me to take out my penis. So i did and startet peeing a big arc in front of her, her gaze all the time on my wiener.

We repeated this a few times in near future. She asked once if she can hold my penis while i pee. I allowed it back then, even if i don't think it was some sexual desire for me back then. It was just the curiosity.

 

There were some other occasions that i think cemented my fetish forever.

One time around the same time of my life, maybe some years later, another girl that i knew from school invited me home. We knew each other already well and played together before. But never with the group i was normally out, because she had some beef with some of the guys. (Kids are cruel).

So we were in her room, playing and talking. As we began for some now unknown reasons to play doctor together. We undressed and inspected each others bodies firmly. Again, i think this was just pure curiosity of the opposite sex and nothing sexual.

At some point she asked me if i need to pee because she really wanted to watch me do this. I didn't really needed to go at this time so i said no but maybe later and under the condition that i can watch her pee too. She agreed, we dressed up again and she went down to the kitchen to catch some sodas. We drank all the sodas until we needed to pee badly, so we went to the toilet together. I whipped out my penis and startet pissing into the toilet under her observant watch.

As i was done, she first hesitated a bit of peeing in front of me. I told her that was not fair of her, we had a deal. After a bit of haggle, she pulled down her pants, sat on the toilet with her legs closed and started peeing. I told her to open her legs, i can't see anything and fortunately she obliged.  So i could enjoy the view of a steady, fizzy stream of pee shooting out of her vulva.

We repeated this almost every time i was invited over to her. She even prepared the sodas in her room. And she even gladly opened her legs from the start to let me watch the whole golden show. She also wanted to hold my penis while i was peeing.

Sometimes later we also went out into the woods and peed there together.

It was some fun times and maybe this was also the time where pure curiosity turned into something more, something more sexual and my fetish that i have today. I remember enjoying it a lot to watch her pee and her holding my penis while she made a mess around the toilet by training her accuracy. I even got hard sometimes to a point i couldn't pee anymore, then she was disappointed with me. lol.

 

Another peeing trigger story worth mentioning, comes from my family holidays. 

My Mom and i were flying annually to Greece for 2 weeks of holiday at the beach. My Mom had a friend who had a house there and even lived for some parts of the year in Greece. So we planned our days off to the time her friend was also there with her family. She had a son and a daughter who were with her in holidays. This was in the same time of my life as the stories i told before. So i was around 6-10 years old i think. The daughter of my Moms friend was in the same age as i was, her brother was some years younger. I bounded a lot over the years with that girl, to a point i would say she was my best friend. I also saw her sometimes back home, but this was rare. Most of the time we were together in Greece.

So almost every day we went all together to the beach. Really beautiful sandy beaches. Her little brother was not always coming along because he was just a bit to little for too much sun. And the best times we had when we two were alone. Our parents let us play alone on the beach and in the sea, while they were enjoying the sun in some loungers or on the towel.

We, i and the girl, were always pretty openminded around each other. I don't remember how, why or who started this but i think it's the same reason like always, curiosity. 

So we played sometimes at or partially in the sea, when she had to pee. She then just stopped and let it flow through her bikini panties for me to watch closely.

Once we were in the water as she took my hand and placed it between her legs, as i got the feeling of the water getting slightly warmer around my hand. She giggled and admitted that she just pissed in my hand. As you can imagine, my revenge followed not long after as i took her hand and did the same to her.

Sometimes we build massive sand castles or dig a big hole in the wet sand. This hole was so big that we could easily fit both in there and our lower body was concealed from other guests of the beach. We then played like it was our house or something like that. Ate our ice-cream and drank our sodas in there. We even made some little benches of sand where we could sit, look at each other and talk. Those holes survived sometimes for days only with a little maintenance of us. 

But of course my best friend and i needed to pee from time to time. Too lazy to go into the sea, or the toilet, we just let it flow in our swimsuits. I sometimes took my penis out to pee so i didn't wet myself. This to the great pleasure of my friend watching me do it. After some time i asked her if she could pull her bikini aside so that i can see it come out too. After this question i was doomed for the rest of my holidays with pissed on feet. Of course i didn't care at all, at this time it was just funny and interesting to watch for me an her. She discovered very quickly that when she's pulling her panties aside to pee while sitting across of me, it's not just dribbling down her legs, but a powerful stream shooting out of her vulva directly on my bare feet in front of her and it was very funny to her. After some practice she even managed to aim her stream a bit up on my legs and every time giggled and laughed out loud.

Well, i of course couldn't let this declaration of war unanswered. So every time we were unattended in our selfmade hole and i needed to pee i whipped my penis out of the side of my speedos and pissed on her feet and legs as well. It was great fun. And thinking of it, it was actually my first golden shower. Not that i noticed that back then.

As you can imagine, those were the best holidays i've had in my live. Even it wasn't very sexual for us back then. But it was so much fun. I was waiting to return to Greece the whole year, so i could play and pee with my friend again. Of course i've never said anything to my parents about this special fun we had together.

After this experience we shared, every time we met back home, wich as i said was sadly rare, we got out for playing and peeing together. We even drank a lot back home and took a full bottle of water with us so we could pee multiple times. We got out with full bladders to make it a challenge who pees in the most awkward spots. Including some construction sides, fields, woods, sheds, hedge labyrinths, etc.

 

Man, i can't stop writing my stories down. I'm sorry and hope you're not too mad at me and enjoying it. Actually i can't believe retrospective how many piss adventures i had back then. But this is the last story, i promise!

So, time has passed and i grew to a young adult. 17 years old to be exact. It was then when i met my second girlfriend. And boy she was a wild one. (My first GF isn't worth mentioning in this context.)

Also at this time my piss fetish was already well developed and i knew i was into pissing stuff and golden showers. Thanks to internet porn i was able to uncover and try out my fetish for myself.

She was pretty heavy into parties, concerts, drinking and smoking pot. As her boyfriend i was more or less obliged to go with her each weekend at some random party. So we went out drinking and having a good time with mostly her friends. She was very openminded and had not a lot sense of shame. So it was not uncommon after some drinks were downed, to catch her squatting down in a dark street corner or just in the plain open grass behind a party tent and piss like a racehorse. I actually thinks she disliked the idea of a toilet very much. Also her best female friend was sometime pissing with her, so sometimes i saw her best friend peeing too.

After some time in our relationship, she frequently asked me to go with her when she had to pee and not anymore her best friend. Just to be her lookout while she's blessing some grass or concrete with her powerful piss stream. I normally used the opportunity to take out my dick myself and pissing along with my GF. It wasn't always easy because most times i got rock hard in no time just by watching her pee and holding my dick out in the fresh air. If this happend mostly she just giggled at me an began to play with my penis for a few seconds until she let me alone to finish peeing.

Sometimes my GF asked me if i could come with her and her friends to take the lookout while they were peeing. So it was not uncommon to me watching 3-4 girls squatting down and peeing somewhere while  i took the task of the big bad protector of my pissing girls and advise people to take another route when they get to close. I think my GF already knew by then that i was into that stuff, so she gave me the opportunities to watch the girls peeing. Or at least, it's what i imagine now.

It wouldn't take long until i asked her how she thinks about my fetish and we began to talk. So she suggested that i came with her to the toilet and watch her pee and we try from there. So we went, she sat down on the toilet, legs wide open and just pissed up a storm for me to watch. Quickly she saw my massive boner in my pants, pulled it out and began to suck it. Shorty after i unloaded in her mouth. From then on it was clear what we had to do.

She was completely on the same page as i was. And we began to pee for each other deliberately . She let me look at her peeing in all the forbidden spots we found to pee for her. Then one time she began to hold my penis while i was peeing. And again, teenager hormones, i got always rock solid at the moment she took my penis in her hand. But she was very gentle and gave me the time i needed to concentrate until i could pee. So she trained me to be able to pee even when a hot girl is holding my dick. And she took a lot of pleasure out of it. She enjoyed it big time aiming my penis while i was pissing, Or just watching how far i could go.

We were walking one day in the woods together and there was a little bench. We sat down, talking, giggling when she mentioned that she wants to pee here. I said go for it. She stood up in front of me and pulled her pants down to her knees, she hollowed her back like a queen, so that her pussy straight aimed in my direction and then let go a massive, hissing, fizzy piss stream out of her beautiful vulva. And right in front of my feet formed a big pisspuddle on the dirt.

So i asked her sometime later if she's down with giving me a golden shower and to my surprise she agreed. We drank a lot of liquid and went under the shower, where i kneeled down. She was already bouncing and dancing around as she lifted one leg over my shoulder to show me her beautiful exposed vulva which already began to dribble out some drops of pee. She asked me in a hurry if i'm ready, i answered yes and then she let it go. A massive, unbelievable powerful piss stream hit my chest and my neck. I began to drink from her golden fountain and enjoyed the warmth of her piss streaming down my body. I drank a lot from her godly juice and began to lick her clitoris while she pissed down my chin. Immediately she stopped peeing. She scolded me for doing this, because she can't pee when i'm licking her. So i stopped and shortly after, another big gush of hot piss overwhelmed me with more joy and lewdness.

As soon as she finished, i began licking her wildly. Sucking out every drop of her juices who flow out of her peehole and her vagina. I couldn't control myself. My whole body was shaking from the experience. Like i took some mind altering drugs. At this moment i knew, i was hooked forever. I can't live a normal sex life anymore. I need this in my life. Everything else will be boring after this.

It took me a moment to calm down, realizing what just happened. She kneeled down with me, giggling, kissing my pisscovered face, hugging me in the shower and then stroking my painful hard dick.

She asked me after a while if i would be able to piss in her mouth now. I said yes and stoop up. She was still kneeling in front of me. My dick still rock hard and i had a really hard time to squeeze out some piss. She was very patient with me. I tried thinking of old socks and doing the groceries. After some time my dick relaxed to a point where i was able to pee, so i warned her, she just smiled back at me. I began to piss on her boobs. She almost immediately goes after my stream to taste it in her mouth. So i aimed more up to her face and she began to drink from me. I pissed all over her face and in her ravenblack hair. She began to rub her eyes out from the piss that got into them beautiful icy blue eyes. She giggles again and starts to caress her clitoris with one hand, and her stiff nipples with the other. After i was done, she stoop up too and we giggled, hugged and kissed, pisssoaked how we were. She started stroking my penis and i caressed her clitoris and labia. Then she turned around and i fucked her from behind in her beautiful, tight vagina until i unloaded the biggest load of my life i think. That was an orgasm i hadn't since then again. It took me a minute to compose myself but after that i got down on my knees and licked her pussy who was oozing out my semen until she came violently.

After this, we showered together and placed our weak bodies in front of the tv to cuddle the rest of the night away.

For the rest of our relationship we rarely peed alone ever again and had a lot of fantastic golden showers. She showed me one time how much control she had over her bladder. As she was pissing on me one day, she just stopped midstream like she was closing a faucet and then taunting me if i want more. If i said yes she just opened her pissfaucet, showering me again with her holy golden juice. I was pretty impressed by her. I didn't knew girls can have such a control over her bladder.

 

But well, after this relationship ended i've sadly never encountered somebody else who was likeminded about my fetish. But i miss it a lot. I need this in my life again. That's maybe one of the reasons i'm here now, writing this down. We need to help each others out who are likeminded i think. Even if it's only reading and writing about stuff we love and need. It gives a good feeling to not be alone.

 

So that's it. That's how i get into pissing stuff and golden showers. Hope you enjoyed reading! And to everybody who made it through the full text, thank you so much for reading! It means a lot to me and i worked almost an entire afternoon at this. Just thinking, remembering and writing it down. I'm glad i did this. Much of good memories.

If you have questions or want to help me with my desires or need help with yours, feel free to message me!

Have fun, take care of you and your loved once! See You soon!

Your stories got me hard and horny. Ive always wanted these expierences!