how did it start for you?

[Loller 371]

No single experience but I was pretty pee shy as a kid/teen. I found public men's rooms and especially urinals embarrassing. It felt embarrassing to pee next to other boys/men with my little pee-pee in my hand for everyone to see. Troughs felt especially embarrassing as they also had the aspect of "all boys are peeing in the same urinal". I always chose the stall over a urinal. I also had a phase where I avoided peeing outside, always holding it in till I got to a toilet even though peeing outside is pretty simple for boys. I found the thought of someone possibly seeing me pee outside extremely awkward, especially if it had been a girl who saw me pee and especially if she had been able to also see my penis. I had seen other boys pee outdoors and I felt a little embarrassed for them, but also simultaneously admired their "courage". This was probably ages 6-10 or so.

As I got a bit older (like 11-12 years old), I started to shake off the old embarrassment and tried using a urinal at school. I remember it, it was three single-user porcelain urinals in a row in the boys room. No dividers so it was a big step for someone who was previously pee shy. I peed there (sometimes I had company at the urinal) and everything went well each time. My shyness level started to drop and I began using urinals in other restrooms too every single time instead of the stall. I even went to a trough a few times. I also began peeing outside every chance I had and really started to take advantage of having a penis. At the same time, I got more interested in girls and their bodies and especially how they answer the call of nature when outdoors...

Edited December 29, 2022 by Loller

[bbguvus 15]

It all started when i was a little kid watching 5 minute crafts on my tablet. One of the people peed there pants on it and it interested me. I watched that clip over and over again. Later, i decided to google people peeing there pants ons youtube. I would sit in my room on my tablet watch all of those, and wondering what was wrong with me.

When i was ten i began to have this fantasy of a public room where everyone could pee wherever they wanted, somewhat like a water park. One day after thinking about that forever i had the bright idea to try it, (from the safety of my shower) and so therefore i had my first self pee. Afterwards i began to start peeing in random places in public bathrooms (decorative flower pots, cabinets). Eventually however, i started to think i was wrong for this so i pushed all of it to the back of my mind for many years.

Fast forward. Im in my room watching porn. I discover squirting. Amazing. I click from one video to another until i eventually come across a pee video. Pee. I watch that one video and “finish” amazing fast. It was crazy. I began watching more and more until one thing led to another and i was “knee deep in piss”. 

Now i have discovered that what i have is a piss kink, and i am very happy about it. I love to pee in naughty places and masturebate to videos of people pissing. It only took my entire childhood to figure it out lmao. The End.

[Loller 371]

I was pretty pee shy as a kid/teen. I found public men's rooms and especially urinals embarrassing. It felt embarrassing to pee next to other boys/men with my little pee-pee in my hand for everyone to see. Troughs felt especially embarrassing as they also had the aspect of "all boys are peeing in the same urinal". I always chose the stall over a urinal. I also had a phase where I avoided peeing outside, always holding it in till I got to a toilet even though peeing outside is pretty simple for boys. I found the thought of someone possibly seeing me pee outside extremely awkward, especially if it had been a girl who saw me pee and especially if she had been able to also see my penis. I had seen other boys pee outdoors and I felt a little embarrassed for them, but also simultaneously admired their "courage". This was probably ages 6-10 or so. Before the age of 6, I had peed outside many times just like all little boys do. I dunno how the embarrassment around outdoor peeing and "visible peeing" like at urinals, started for me. I guess it's some sort of sense of modesty that got really strong in me: you know how little kids aren't ashamed of being naked around other people but they start getting embarrassed about it when a bit older. Peeing is sort of similar, it's a private thing.

As I got a bit older (like 11-12 years old), I started to shake off the old embarrassment and tried using a urinal at school. I remember it, there was three single-user porcelain urinals in a row in the boys room. No dividers so it was a big step for someone who was previously pee shy. I peed there (quite often next to other boys) and everything went well each time, we even had some conversations at the urinals with other boys. I felt like a real man now that I had started going to the urinal. My shyness level started to drop and I began using urinals in other restrooms too every single time instead of the stall. I even went to a trough a few times when I encountered one. Previously troughs had felt awkward but these times they felt exciting in a good way. I felt manly aiming my pee on the stainless steel wall of the trough, moving my stream up and down and side to side. I also began peeing outside every chance I had and really started to take advantage of having a penis. I chose the places carefully so nobody would see me. After getting more used to it, I also peed outside standing right beside my friends who were also peeing with me. At the same time, I got more interested in girls and their bodies and especially how they answer the call of nature when outdoors...

Edited December 30, 2022 by Loller

[CON2H4 583]

3 hours ago, pop-a-squat said:

and two alcoholic parents

How are they doing now?

[Pisslover40 1,140]

My first encounter with watersports is with my first girlfriend after my divorce when she thought it was funny to piss on my face while in the 69 position. At first I was angry and disgusted at her but a little later changed my mind and wanted more but she got disgusted at me and broke up. Lol thank God for her.

[Euro 310]

Just like to add...

Negotiation is good, sort'a good good ! !  thing ... I'll do your kink if you will do mine 🙂

xx

[steamlover6 719]

22 hours ago, Alfresco said:

there wasn't the abundance of material to enjoy that there is now and there wasn't any way of connecting with other like minded people. 

I recall the frustration of experiencing quite alone the fascination and love of girls peeing in those early days and thinking I must have been the only one to have such unusual kinky thoughts. It wasn't until one night in a famous club in London where this lovely smiling fun-loving young lady came up to me in such a friendly way and over a drink insisted I tell her all my darkest secrets, that I felt duty bound to tell her about my fantasy of girls holding their pee and finding a naughty place to pee with me. I fully expected her to frown and shy away from me, but she didn't..... She grinned and said she loved the idea so much herself.! Well it was certainly a turning point in my pee life as she also told me that a lot of people love it too. So we ordered a bottle of champagne, sat around the dance floor and held our much needed pee together all night for each other's delight and pleasure! Suddenly I was able to talk and share it cautiously with others, opening up a whole new chapter in life.

Just imagine life in those days without Peefans to share all our pleasures!

[PisSRL 70]

I guess I will start with myself, from a teenager I always imagined I would be out with friends and they would be desperate to pee but not want to sit on a log or the ground so they would use me as a toilet seat. Just sit on me and let it flow.  It’s only grown since then 

[PissDude 470]

I barely remember not having one. When I was little and girls had fewer inhibitions, they’d be playing outside and think nothing of relieving themselves. I remember when I was about 4, another couple boys and I stepped into some playhouse on the playground because we needed to take a leak, and a girl followed us in saying she had to pee too. She squatted down. It didn’t take very much to realize they were different and to grow a desire to see them pissing again. Of course, that was about the time they outgrew it, but in my early 20’s, I found what I needed on the Internet.

 

There was a case when I was about 3 my mom would babysit a girl about a year older them me. She’d stay in our house a lot, and even spend the night. We’d go into the bathroom together and when we were playing outside, we’d both go together.

[gldenwetgoose 20,253]

@PisSRL - I've merged your excellent question with this existing thread.

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[PisSRL 70]

5 hours ago, gldenwetgoose said:

@PisSRL - I've merged your excellent question with this existing thread.

Lots of interesting answers already to browse through.

Was looking for something like this, but yes it’s definitely interesting to see how we all ended up here 🙂

 

[Bladderlad 718]

Can remember it really clearly, although a very long time ago lol. I was a teenager and we lived in the coast. At the beach on a really sunny busy day. Needed the toilet so went to the men's room which was really busy. Was suddenly fascinated by seeing lots of adult guys pissing. Before that had always been preoccupied with wetting myself, but think that had started from a place on anxiety more than anything else?

The rest as they say is history... 😀

[Ms. Tito 2,040]

On 7/6/2022 at 1:59 PM, Kbeasley7 said:

I'm in the camp that I have no idea what triggered mine, but I wish I knew! I wonder what the statistics are, who remembers vs who doesn't?

I don't entirely remember but I think it was mostly media and subliminal messaging crossing my brain wires. 

[oliver2 3,899]

1 hour ago, Ms. Tito said:

I don't entirely remember but I think it was mostly media and subliminal messaging crossing my brain wires. 

“Media”? Futa hentai? 😉

Edited February 25, 2023 by oliver2

[Ms. Tito 2,040]

Nah, think children's cartoons, books, tv ads. Like those seeds were planted waaaay back. 

[PetieT 2]

Honestly, most of my life I haven't even encountered that. But at some point I watched an old hentai. The old drawings. Probably from the '90s. And there's this girl did it. I was incredibly turned on. Ever since then, I love old hentai and piss :)

[PisSRL 70]

For me, when I was a teenage I used to always fantasies about being outside with a female friend of mine and then being bursting for the toilet but not wanting to go on top of a tree stump or on the cold ground so I would sit down and let them sit in me and just pee, this then evolved into them peeing and fantasising about the stream running down my cock giving me an erection which would hit off there pussy as they peed

[lengajesytec 164]

For me it started when i was 6 or 7 im not sure, i was curious why my mother did always tried to find a private place for my sister to pee, she would ask me to wait or step away, so it got on my mind. This one time, we were at a parking lot, and my sister had to pee, so my mom asked me to wait on the other side, so i ran to the other of the car and immediately looked under the car, at that moment i was so confused why my sister was peeing a stream in front of her and another sprinkling down (she couldnt hold it and started peeing in her tights) , i was confused in a weird way, i realized my sister pee was "faster?" than mine, i even had some weird dreams about it, not exactly scary or nightmares, but i felt stunned and intrigued. 

[Havelock 1,388]

43 minutes ago, lengajesytec said:

For me it started when i was 6 or 7 im not sure, i was curious why my mother did always tried to find a private place for my sister to pee, she would ask me to wait or step away, so it got on my mind. This one time, we were at a parking lot, and my sister had to pee, so my mom asked me to wait on the other side, so i ran to the other of the car and immediately looked under the car, at that moment i was so confused why my sister was peeing a stream in front of her and another sprinkling down (she couldnt hold it and started peeing in her tights) , i was confused in a weird way, i realized my sister pee was "faster?" than mine, i even had some weird dreams about it, not exactly scary or nightmares, but i felt stunned and intrigued. 

@lengajesytec I remember having similar interesting feelings at that age or younger when my female cousins would pee outside. I was also fascinated by their streams which went forward in front of them when they were squatting and would hit the pavement or dirt with such force and speed. As i have recounted in other posts they would sometimes have pee races on the ground and could beat me with the velocity and momentum of their streams. Interesting that your mother tried to hide your sister. Would she make you go to a different place even if you also had to pee? My family was always much more open with us peeing together outdoors.

[lengajesytec 164]

13 minutes ago, Havelock said:

@lengajesytec I remember having similar interesting feelings at that age or younger when my female cousins would pee outside. I was also fascinated by their streams which went forward in front of them when they were squatting and would hit the pavement or dirt with such force and speed. As i have recounted in other posts they would sometimes have pee races on the ground and could beat me with the velocity and momentum of their streams. Interesting that your mother tried to hide your sister. Would she make you go to a different place even if you also had to pee? My family was always much more open with us peeing together outdoors.

She would do that cause the streets were crowded i guess, if i had to go it wasnt that much of a trouble. I also had more chances to compare, as we would go camping often in the middle of nowhere, some girls for sure can pee, others (like some of my cousins) not so much, good thing we got along so well it was a laugh matter and were just having fun.

[Havelock 1,388]

2 minutes ago, lengajesytec said:

She would do that cause the streets were crowded i guess, if i had to go it wasnt that much of a trouble. I also had more chances to compare, as we would go camping often in the middle of nowhere, some girls for sure can pee, others (like some of my cousins) not so much, good thing we got along so well it was a laugh matter and were just having fun.

So it was a bit of a double standard? She would make your sister hide, while you were allowed to pee more freely in public?

[lengajesytec 164]

2 minutes ago, Havelock said:

So it was a bit of a double standard? She would make your sister hide, while you were allowed to pee more freely in public?

Weird right? I was so confused as well, what happened when she peed outside? i even could stay when she was in the toilet at home

I wasnt exactly freely let pee in public, i had to face something like a tree or a tire. But yeah. 

[Havelock 1,388]

2 minutes ago, lengajesytec said:

Weird right? I was so confused as well, what happened when she peed outside? i even could stay when she was in the toilet at home

I wasnt exactly freely let pee in public, i had to face something like a tree or a tire. But yeah. 

I always think its interesting how female caretakers (moms, nannies etc.) often guide boys to pee on something like a tree or tire as you mention. It’s like some subconscious societal norm they have picked up that males should be taught to pee on things. 

[wearwhities162 1]

2 hours ago, Xanthous Gaze said:

Back when Google didn't have a safe search filter, and when I was a teenager with raging hormones. I was using search terms that sounded Academic enough not to be red flagged. 😅 Female anatomy, Nude art history etc...after browsing through thousands of thumb nails. I couldn't click on any of of them because if I browsed to a pornsite then I would have gotten in trouble. 

I saw a photo of a very attractive Ebony woman standing outside in the street, in front of what looked like an upscale apartment building. It was obvious enough she had, had too much to drink by her stance and the smile she had. See was happily drunk peeing in the street. 

I can't explain it. But I was mesmerized  I didn't scroll through any more thumb nails for the rest of that night. After that my new found fetish developed from there. For many years it was a very guilty pleasure. Wasn't until my late 20s I decided to own it, was going to stop feeling guilty about something I got pleasure from. Today I like almost everything associated with the fetish. 

interesting

[Alpian 483]

@Overlord , thank you for sharing your experiences - it's always great if someone takes the time to write extensively for others to participate.

@Havelock: I like your idea of "some subconscious societal norm they have picked up that males should be taught to pee on things." 🙂 I've never had much female guidance on these matters, so I can't tell how it is in my cultural background - it was more us kids teaching each other how to pee outside and discovering things like peeing farther when pulling back the foreskin or avoiding to piss on electrified fences. Unfortunately, in my neighborhood we didn't have a lot of girls, so female peeing remained a well hidden secret to me until well into puberty.