Childhood pee experiences

[GenericUsername 1,036]

I used to have anxiety about public toilets and would hold it when I went somewhere. That had to have been a trigger for this.

[SnakeFace 233]

On 4/7/2023 at 6:35 AM, Lsf12345 said:

Could you find discreet places outdoors instead?

Yeah, I would often find somewhere to go outside instead.

[Lsf12345 69]

On 4/20/2023 at 12:59 AM, SnakeFace said:

Yeah, I would often find somewhere to go outside instead.

That certainly sounds better than gross public toilets 

[weequeen 1,848]

I've written about it in other posts before but always glad to write more about my childhood pee experiences in more detail because there's a few

but also as a kid I used to hold my pee until I was desperate to go. I don't know if I didn't want to stop what I was doing and go or what, but I was put in diapers until I went to Kindergarten, and I was told I couldn't pee in my panties like I did diapers. For a few more months my parents would make me wear diapers when I got home. Then when I was comfortable I would pee in the diaper after holding it as much as I could during the day. I would have accidents at school when I couldn't hold it. I remember one time I had to pee sooooo bad at school and I ended up wetting myself outside during recess. Embarrassing at the time when I realized that wasn't something I was supposed to do, and it was something I hadn't had a problem with until I went to school that I had to not pee myself and not hold it until I was bursting. But I eventually got out of wearing the diapers and had no more accidents at school. But I still liked holding my pee when I could at home or as I got older with friends (some stories I talk about in above linked post). Had a couple friends who played some pee games with me just for fun. My best friend at the time we would drink as much as we could and then find places to leave our pee puddles inside and outside, and just overall being open about our pees. We'd even quietly talk on the phone about our pee when we weren't at each other's houses. I bet her room especially, when they changed the carpet it was flooded with our pee! Good memories and fun to think back on as the beginning of my pee fascination.

Edited April 22, 2023 by weequeen

[Ilovepeestains 368]

I was a horny kid. My first experience, when I was a boy, I was naked and had to pee, and thought it would be fun to piss into my dirty clothes basket. I remember how exciting it was to spray my pee all over my clothes, somewhere I wasn't supposed to pee.

One time I got my sister into trying to wet a diaper. She's a few years younger than I am. She let me put the diaper on her. But before she could use it, my mother caught us and scolded us.

Years later, as a teenager, I got into wetting my pants. After the rest of my family was in bed or away, I'd let myself get desperate, then I'd stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom and watch myself piss into my pants. Then I progressed to wetting myself in my bedroom, which was riskier because my parents had to walk through my room to get to theirs, and I had very little privacy. Actually one time my mother walked through my room after I had pissed my pants. I could even smell it. But the lights were off and she didn't notice.

I would also sneak down into the basement when nobody was around and piss all over stuff down there. There were boxes of stuffed animals and toys, and I pissed all over that stuff many times. I also peed all over the basement floor in various spots.

During the summers, we'd often go to the public swimming pool, and of course I'd always pee in the pool every time I had to go.

Then I progressed to pissing on the carpets in my sister's and step brothers' rooms. I'd pee in their closets on the carpet, or various spots around their rooms on the carpet, behind their dressers, under their beds. I even pissed on the lower bunk bed in my step brothers' room. They never found out I did any of that.

Nowadays I get turned on more by pissing on my own stuff than on anyone else's.

Edited April 24, 2023 by Ilovepeestains

[SnakeFace 233]

When I first started watching peeing porn as a teen, I would always hold it in until super desperate, usually until I was leaking out pee. Then I would go find somewhere to pee. Sometimes in a cup, sometimes outside, sometimes in the bathroom floor drain or in bins around the house. Always at 1am when everyone was asleep.

[Havelock 1,388]

I'm late to this thread but I've written about it quite a bit before. Growing up I spent summers in the EU and had the good fortune of being able and encouraged to pee many different places outside. I would often do this in the presence of my cousins (male and female) and the nannies/ house staff. This contrasted with the US where I was not permitted such pee freedom and probably helped establish my pee interests. 

Here are some links. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Phyche 371]

My piss kink was very much a progression over the years. I was never raised to be open about peeing and was always taught to only ever use a toilet, Itaught myselfto be more open/nonchalant aboutit over the years. I originally discovered my piss interest when I was around 10 years old. When I was around 12 I started peeing in my room as both a rebellious act and just sheer laziness. That's why I started pissing in between my bed and my wall in the middle of the night. At 14 I started peeing in other places around the house where I knew I wouldn't get caught like sinks, the yard, the basement, etc. By then I had pretty much stopped using the toilet except for in public. When I was 15 I started wanting to see how for I could push it and started pissing in public anywhere I could except the toilet, by then I totally stopped using the toilet. I started pissing on the public bathroom floor instead. I stayed in the privacy of bathroom for a few years, originally with no one else in there then progressively started caring less and less about who sees. When I was 17 I started openly pissing in public no matter who's around. I'm now 22 and since I was 17 nothings really changed, I'm a bit more nonchalant about it now but that's all.

Edited September 16, 2023 by gldenwetgoose

[aquavite2 638]

On 3/31/2023 at 2:55 PM, Schmitty20 said:

. She just said I couldn’t wait I was starting to pee in my pants. She finished and stood up and pulled her pants up and said I peed my pants a little can you tell. I looked and there was a visible wet spot in her crotch area and I said a little but maybe it will dry quickly. She said I hope so and please promise me that you won’t tell anyone. I just said don’t worry I won’t I promise. She said thanks. I think back and I really thought that was hot and I actually got to see her pee and she didn’t really care about that she only cared that no one else knew that she peed in her pants a little. 

Like Schmitty I had a couple of times I saw girls in grammar school wet themselves when I was alone with them, all accidents. These are etched in memories. One girl, Debbie, and I played monopoly a lot and were evenly matched, so that are games went on for days, an hour here, an hour there. She was cute and usually wore dresses/skrits, and was not very modest so I saw her panties a lot as we sat on the floor, always loving the views. One day playing monopoly I was lying on my stomach as she sat across from me, often her white cotton panties in view. I realize at one point she was holding herself over them, but somehow didn't realize that was because she had to pee badly. All of a sudden she said something like, "Oh, no...I can't hold it", and let go a huge flow through her panties, as she backed up from the board so as not to wet it. No idea how long she kept peeing, but time froze in my mind as her puddle got bigger and her panties wetter and more yellow, even she she pulled her dress around her waist so as to not get it wet. That failed. Anyway, she finished, saying she was so sorry as she stood up, her now soaking/dripping panties in complete view as she continued to hold her dress  up. I finally  got unfrozen saying I'd get some rags, and returned with them, and we began to wipe up her pee from the floor. Her dress was very wet, and then she said she'd go home and change, and made me promise not to tell anyone. Of course my mom found out as Debbie left, returning in about ten minutes and we continued the game. I never told other kids nor did Debbie and I talk about it again, but have held the memory since Debbie's accident happened. We were about 10 or 11.

Edited October 9, 2023 by aquavite2

[aquavite2 638]

The other experience with Carolyn's cousin, was quite different. Mary was just about my age, while Carolyn was maybe 6 months older, but it was the same summer. Mary and my parents were at our small rented house on a small but really nice lake, sitting on the porch overlooking the lake. Mary and I, both very good swimmers, asked if it was OK to go for a swim, as we had done many other times. Mary's mom said sure, but noted Mary didn't bring a bathing suit, and Mary immediately said she'd swim in her underpants, which she has once done before. I of course did have a bathing suit but decided if Mary was going to just wear underpants, I would also. We swam off a small pier, just out of sight of the house's porch, but once we were in the water could be seen by our parents. We got to the pier and took of our shirts and pants. My underpants were white, as were Mary's, both cotton. As we stood there in our underwear sort of ready to jump off the pier Mary said, "I have to pee". I replied she could pee in the water telling her I also had to pee and would pee in the water, too. Mary said something like, "Since we're going to get our underpants wet anyway, let pee in them while they're dry, right here." I  had had a few wetting accidents when much younger, and found the idea intriguing and somewhat exciting and taboo (a word I didn't know then). I said OK, and shortly after that Mary let go, her legs spread and began to wet her underpants, making them somewhat see through and barely tinged yellow. She finished, looking at me, who had turned pee shy and my penis a bit hard, making it harder to pee. I finally did manage to begin, and as I wet myself Mary said, "I like the feeling of peeing in my clothes, my underpants." I was excited and embarrassed not so much from standing there wetting but from my small erection, and quickly jumped in the water. Mary followed. Again, we didn't talk about it, but when we got out to dry off Mary said she liked what we did. I shook my head in agreement. I've always wondered as Mary got older if she is one of us, someone liking wetting and peeing. No idea.

[puddyls 23,301]

so i kinda always feared being left out. like if i went to the bathroom when no one else did, i'd miss something important or fun. it made me hesitant to excuse myself from class or from playing with friends unless there was a pause or break in the activity- either just through it being done, or because someone(s) else needed the bathroom too. 

as a young girl, with little to no bladder control, this caused more than a few embarrassing moments. like to the point that it seemed my family had kept a change of clothes in the school office through like 5th grade. 

but it wasn't until i was like 15 or 16 that i felt something more than embarrassment from it. like i don't remember any accidents happening for several years as school now had periods between classes, and generally like maybe i was also better at assessing situations and my ability to hold got better. and to this day i still have that desire to remain involved in an activity, but anyway, that want caught me off guard one afternoon. and while i was completely mortified at having an accident, i was also just as intrigued by all the sensations. it took my teenaged mind awhile to process it, but i eventually wanted to recreate that experience. and thus began my experimentation. 💕

 

[glad1 2,597]

16 minutes ago, puddyls said:

it took my teenaged mind awhile to process it, but i eventually wanted to recreate that experience. and thus began my experimentation. 💕

Which you have done very well, I might add. ❤️❤️❤️

[PrincessApricot 385]

I don’t think I had a particular incident that sparked my interest. I’ve always enjoyed peeing, as long as I can remember. Whenever peeing would be mentioned on a TV show I was intrigued and whenever an ‘acceptable’ reason to pee outside came up I was secretly excited to do so. 

[marie420 52]

My mother was very open with me in the past. We had a pool in the garden and in the summer I was actually allowed to pee anywhere I wanted.

Once I had just dried myself in the sun and realized that I had to pee, but no longer wanted to go into the water. So I asked my mother where I should pee. She said piss where you want

[Havelock 1,388]

5 hours ago, marie420 said:

My mother was very open with me in the past. We had a pool in the garden and in the summer I was actually allowed to pee anywhere I wanted.

Once I had just dried myself in the sun and realized that I had to pee, but no longer wanted to go into the water. So I asked my mother where I should pee. She said piss where you want

So where did you tend to pee around the pool?

[marie420 52]

14 hours ago, Havelock said:

So where did you tend to pee around the pool?

Different, sometimes I just peed when I was in the pool. But have also sometimes sat on the edge and peed in it

[Maggie_555 1,389]

On 10/21/2023 at 6:00 PM, Havelock said:

So where did you tend to pee around the pool?

Life moves in mysterious ways as I've found this thread today by doing a search with 'pee' and 'pool' as keywords.  🙂  

My first experiences were of seeing boys of around my own age peeing was when I was at school.  Luckily my walk to/from school involved walking past an area of trees and bushes.  A few of the boys were naughty in there and I liked this. 

[Havelock 1,388]

8 hours ago, Maggie_555 said:

Life moves in mysterious ways as I've found this thread today by doing a search with 'pee' and 'pool' as keywords.  🙂  

My first experiences were of seeing boys of around my own age peeing was when I was at school.  Luckily my walk to/from school involved walking past an area of trees and bushes.  A few of the boys were naughty in there and I liked this. 

Did you ever join them peeing in the bushes?

[Maggie_555 1,389]

11 hours ago, Havelock said:

Did you ever join them peeing in the bushes?

No, but I wish I had now!

[greh 34]

In my family we were always really comfortable with nudity and pee. Whenever we would be out in the yard playing we would always do it naked, so we could get as dirty as we liked and then simply get hosed down and get all the dirt off us. Whenever my parents would play along they would also be naked. And when they were naked and out in the yard and needed to pee, they would often just pee where they were, hands-free, standing completely nonchalant. Often continuing doing what they were doing like nothing was happening, sometimes even while they were walking.

I remember one time when I was doing something out in the yard naked and my dad walked over to me also naked. And when I looked over I saw that he was peeing while walking. His dick was swinging around quite a bit with every step so the pee went all over the place. He then greeted me, still peeing and we talked for a bit. We then started to walk inside together and I had to pee too, so I followed his lead and peed while we were walking and talking. And I remember him giving me a big smile when I did that.

I got really used to doing this and whenever I needed to pee while out in the yard, I would never stop what I was doing to do it. No matter who I was with or what I was doing. One time when I was playing soccer with my siblings I just slowed down to get the flow going and then continued running around. My penis bounced and flopped around while I ran so the pee went absolutely everywhere, some getting on my legs and even a little on my chest. And when I was dribbling the ball and someone was trying to get it, my pee would splash the ball and get all over their legs. My siblings never minded it very much. They all did the same, peeing wherever they were. They weren't as nonchalant as me though, they would usually get up and pee into a bush, but they all peed while walking once in a while. Though they weren't as good as me at peeing while running and jumping around but they did it with me sometimes. One of my sisters could do a cartwheel while peeing and it would get everywhere.

Once when I was playing with the water guns with my siblings, I was in a team with my brother against our sisters and we were crawling around in some tunnels in a big bush. We stopped and then began discussing a plan of attack. But while we were talking my brother started peeing. Since he was sitting on his knees, his pee was flowing down his thighs and making a puddle in front of me, he didn't acknowledge it at all and just kept talking. I really liked that and when we finished planning and were crawling out, I went first and started peeing on the way while crawling. So my brother had to look up at my butt and crawl in my pee trail, and he laughed at that.

Another time when I was like 10, I was again playing with my siblings with the water guns having a good time. My dad was standing and preparing the grill and wasn't naked. My younger sister then started shooting him with water, soaking his clothes. He got mad at her and went inside. But a little later he stormed out of the back yard door, naked and with a super big water gun he must've bought just for this occasion, laughing maniacally. He then started chasing us and spraying us with massive amounts of water. Us siblings joined forces against him, using some bushes as cover from dad's torrent. The battle lasted a couple minutes until dad's gun ran out of water, we then ran around the bush and started shooting him with water all over, until he admitted defeat. He then started giving my younger sister a lesson about not bothering people when they aren't playing along and everything. But in the middle of that speech he started peeing. And the fact that even when saying something important he wouldn't bother to hold it in really amused me.

Other times when my dad was playing with us with the water guns, he would never get distracted by needing to pee. Once while me and him were standing next to each other, he started peeing while he was shooting and walking. Another time we were hiding behind a bush. He was kneeling down on one knee and we were planning how to attack. And in the middle of talking he started peeing, which went all over his leg. I really enjoyed it and I had to pee as well. I started to pee right before we were going to run out and attack. My dad saw that I was peeing and laughed at the fact that we were both attacking while peeing. Another time when we were just running around together, he started peeing without stopping. His floppy penis sending pee in every direction, some getting on me. I was really impressed and asked how he could do it, and he said that it just takes training. Later on I learned to do it and told my dad to watch. I ran in a circle and without stopping I managed to start peeing. He was impressed and was clapping, and seemed almost proud, as I was jumping around peeing. One time while I was playing with my siblings and both mom and dad came over to us, both naked. And while we were talking, mom started to pee, almost hitting my brothers leg. She walked away after a little bit, still peeing, but dad sat down on hit butt and joined us. My younger sister grabbed a toy dump truck and started filling the trailer with pee. My dad laughed at this. A little later, my dad started peeing too as he was getting up to his feet. During the course of standing up his dick flopped over in my direction and accidentally got a little on my shoulder and hair. He was apologizing a lot, still peeing but I just laughed.

While resting in the wood loungers by the pool my parents would never get up to pee. They'd just pee lying down and continue doing what they were doing, reading, talking or just resting. Me and my siblings did the same but since I really liked peeing, I would sometimes lay my dick on my belly pointing up. So when I peed, it would get all over, drenching my chest and then flow down my sides. My mom saw me doing this once and asked me why. And I just said that I liked the warmth, to which she said "sure, I guess so".

Speaking of the pool, while we were encouraged to pee in it but we were told to prefer to pee in the grass, trying to limit the amount of peeing in the pool. So I peed in the pool all the time, and got really good at peeing while swimming. We were never really discrete about peeing in the pool either. We would stand by the side or on the jumping board and pee into the water, even with others in the pool, and were never stopped by our parents, they did it as swell. My dad would sometimes pee from the diving board. Most often hands-free and nonchalant, diving into the pool while still peeing. But other times he would aim his dick to try and pee as far into the pool as possible. Which I also did sometimes. We also had one of those floating lounge chairs and it had cup holders. And sometimes I would sit on them and pee into the cup holders until the pee overflowed and spilled into the pool. Again, parents just found it amusing.

There rule to try and avoid peeing in the pool when convenient wasn't really strictly enforced. We never got in trouble for peeing in the pool, even when not swimming. My parents didn't really follow the rule either. One time when I was swimming my dad came over and talked to me for a bit, he was naked. After a couple of minutes he walked over to the edge of the pool and in the middle of talking started peeing into the water. The noise was a little distracting but we continued to talk like nothing was happening. Us siblings would also pee in the pool to mess around with each other. Sometimes when I was swimming my brother would stand at the edge of the pool and aim his dick to try and pee on me and I would do my best to avoid his stream. And I would often do the same to him. My sisters were never as bold as me and my brother but they would sometimes sit by the edge of the pool and pee into it while talking to each other.

 

Edited October 25, 2023 by greh
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[nenTyp 488]

I think I always liked it, On the playgrounds at ~5 years old, I had a friend with whom I would always pee in bushes. In kindergarten I had someone else tp pee with outside and we even got cought once.

I have told my parents when hiking at 8 years old, that it is more fun than peeing outside than into a toilet and they kinda agreed or at least accepted it.

I onced showed a female friend how far I could pee by arcing my stream over a bunch of toys places on my rooms carpet. I got into quite some trouble for the carpet stains, but just said I had some accident. This must have been arround 7 years old.

I remember at circa 12 years old I was playing hide and seek with two girls from the neighbourhood and one showed me her favorite hiding bush. I pressured her for reasons why It was the best, till she said one could hide in there for a pee. I then used it for that and agreed with her.

Afterwards I realized that it might be a bit of an inapropriate topic, but I always went outside when I could, using the bushes on my school grounds as well. Anytime I was with someone I encouraged them to pee outside as well. 

At 13 I was on vaccation when I met 2 boys who peed into the ocean. I know that is normal and I have always done that to (same as my parents). However they stood on the beach at this campground and peed into the ocean. That was fun to be a part of.

At arround 15 when looking for porn, or rather any situation where one cpuld see a womans body naked, I stumbled onto pee videos and admitted my fetish zo myself.

[pee2poop 111]

What an exciting experience When you were with a young female same age what would you do? Would you pressure them to go outside 2? side of road?  Admitting it to yourself must've felt right though.

[Havelock 1,388]

@greh you had a quite liberal experience at home growing up. What was your family’s attitude outside the home? Were you and your siblings encouraged to pee in public (streets, parks, playgrounds, parking lots etc.)?

[Havelock 1,388]

On 10/26/2023 at 8:27 AM, nenTyp said:

I have told my parents when hiking at 8 years old, that it is more fun than peeing outside than into a toilet and they kinda agreed or at least accepted it.

@nenTyp did they accept you peeing places outside other than hiking?

On 10/26/2023 at 8:27 AM, nenTyp said:

I remember at circa 12 years old I was playing hide and seek with two girls from the neighbourhood and one showed me her favorite hiding bush. I pressured her for reasons why It was the best, till she said one could hide in there for a pee. I then used it for that and agreed with her.

Did you ever get to see her pee there or pee together with her?

[WateryMoose 269]

On 10/23/2023 at 1:39 AM, Maggie_555 said:

Life moves in mysterious ways as I've found this thread today by doing a search with 'pee' and 'pool' as keywords.  🙂  

My first experiences were of seeing boys of around my own age peeing was when I was at school.  Luckily my walk to/from school involved walking past an area of trees and bushes.  A few of the boys were naughty in there and I liked this. 

Same for me, I'd go from/to school by foot and walk past an area with trees and bushes so if the need arose I'd just go there.