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@BronzeMantis I was on Omorashi.org a few years ago. I was even on their discord server... Well... It was mostly men.and i kept telling them why didn't they try to bring more women in. Why didn't they promote on their website about the discord server more than just 1 single post. They really didn't seem to care to bring more women in. I tried to tell them if it's just men in here, some women might feel like it's a 'meat fest' and just leave... i took it upon myself to try to promote the discord server on their site...they hated the idea and their mod team pretty much bashed me after that. I th

Each of these stories are completed except for 'The Cuddler' Alice - 62 pages- 25,400 words Alice 2- 68 pages-25,000 words Alice 3- 61 pages- 25,384 words Alice 4- 63 pages- 24,997 words Alice 5- 70 pages- 29,015 words Magicians helper- 58 - 29,056 words 3rd class lovers 71 pages- 31,645 words peter pan story- 51 pages- 22,648 words park of silence - 55 pages- 29,096 words Puppy love- 112 pages- 57,677 words flower children - 81 pages-37,073 words Broken Dancer- 127 pages-60,444 words Hatter baby- 129 pages- 60,607 words Recipe for Love- 132 pages- 64,500 Prin

I've only used tampons maybe 3 or 4 times during my life... i think once or twice during the 'swimming' week of gym class... then once or twice when i was on vacation with my husband and i wanted to go to the pool. I don't really use tampons.

Social media, was... i had hoped, would play a big role on my social life. Living with a chronic illness it's hard to get out and meet people. Plus being chronically ill some people i think view me as a burden..that they just 'dont want to be my friend' due to my illness. In high school i really struggled to make 'friends' i didn't really have plans on the weekend. In college i still struggled to make friends. I was really hoping social media would help in this aspect. I don't drive. I work from home. My husband works 40 hours plus is in college class (on a campus). So i don't see him much. It

It's a nice thought though. If it could work out.

I ask this because i've had the internet since 97. Originally it was this new breakthrough invention that could help you feel more 'connected' and 'social'. If anything it feels like the opposite. From Aol chat rooms, icq chat, myspace, twitter, tumblr, instagram, facebook, discord and more... i tried different social media outlets but end up feeling like i'm either being ignored, bullied, forgotten, pushed aside or just..feeling invisible. Any close connections i've formed on those social media outlets have sadly disingrated to nothing and i've lost a lot of best friends. I feel like i'

I've never met someone actually into watersports... I'd feel so shy/nervous. I wish there were more people in the midwest that was into watersports.

I've never actually met someone in person that was into watersports... like to the level that i am interested in it. i'd feel so nervous.

I tried discussing it with my husband. he pretty much said, 'it won't happen. let's not talk about that. you worry too much.' Your own thoughts were great!! There was comfort. there was acceptance. arousal. snuggling. It was very sweet!!

AWWWWW!!!!!!!! I love it!!!!! So very much!!!! See... I had actual night time accidents up until i was 14. It was really embarrising since i ended up having an accident not only during sixth grade camp but at a friends sleep over... both extremely mortifying humiliating experiences. The night time accidents stopped completely right before i turned 15. I've been married for 11 years now and i haven't had an accident since age 14 but i still have this fear in the back of my mind that... 'what if i wet the bed again.' and how mad my husband might be... i know i'd cry...and i'd keep

Hi there. I'm asking this question because my two best friends i used to talk to pretty much every day, drifted away and haven't spoken to me in months. I really have no one else to talk to besides my husband. I am chronically disabled and rarely leave my apartment. I could really use a friend to talk to. I'm not looking to get 'personal' or discuss 'watersports' all the time. I'm looking for a friend that understands boundaries and that won't 'pressure' me to do stuff or send stuff. Just a casual friend. But someone that i could actually speak with. I do have skype. I'm really looking for som

A short story about a girl that has a accident at night and the guy (her boyfriend that she slept with) says it's alright and comforts her so she doesn't feel embarrassed. You can name the girl 'Alice'. Mid 30's. If you have more questions you can private message me. Thank you!

Good job!!!! 😄

I finally received my comfort therapy toddler doll. I adore her. She's so precious!!! 🙂

I posted it in hopes that someone would enjoy it. I posted it so..if someone was having a rough day.. maybe my story could make them smile. maybe they could get 'lost' in another world like the writing made me feel. also... in hopes that.. maybe they'd find a character they could relate to. basically they are love stories... it's always... lead female has a difficult life... and the lead male saves her in some way. and makes everything perfect for her. That's all i feel comfortable saying.

I fear rejection because of why i write and what i write. meaning... because i write to cope with stuff... if someone says 'Your writing sucks, it's horrible' but lets say.. i wrote the story because i was depressed and sad about stuff and the writing helped me cope... then i'll feel lousy about how much it helped me. i'll feel 'regret' for writing it... And yes also because it's really that intimate that i fear rejection for what they are about... but the reader wouldn't really know unless i explain it to them... but i would know...even if i didn't tell them...

I started writing stories when I was 12 years old to cope with bullying at home and at school. Boys in school bullied me. My father worked a lot. My older brother verbally and physically abused me. I felt alone and unloved. So i wrote love stories to 'fill that gap' and give myself the comfort and joy that I as a preteen needed/wanted. Fast forward a few years and students in school found out about my writing and bullied me about it. My best friend at the time loved my writing though. We'd actually write for each other. Fast forward to my mid teens.... I kept writing... I went from short

I started my period yesterday evening. I wear a diaper during my period so the blood won't stain my panties. I just peed a few moments ago and bled a little on a white pad so you can see it better. Flow is still pretty heavy today. Feeling ouchy.

sounding orgasms are nice!

Hooray for boobies! If you know what CD title reference that's from let me know. 😄 Tell me what you like about your breasts and maybe what you don't like. Do you like to wear or bra or maybe you prefer going 'bra free'. When i was a baby i had open heart surgery. Which resulted in a horizontal scar on my chest. It actually goes through my left breast, right below the nipple. So below the nipple it is flat against my rib cage. I have the upper curve but not below. It didn't really bother me until i started going through puberty and i would be in the girls locker room for gym class an

You are a brave strong woman for writing this!! *HUGS* I am sorry that, that guy said that to you. Each persons body is special and unique. If each woman had the exact same 'flower', we'd all still be beautiful but i think differences makes us more ourselves. 🙂

I last pleasured myself... hmmm sometime last week..and it was to a photo. 🙂

Me and my husband haven't made love together since February. Any advice? We've tried to rekindle the romance but we both end up giving up. It's for us to stick with a 'program'

They said we might get 'a few snow flakes' but nothing much at all. no accumulation. I'm so bundling up for the pumpkin festival tomorrow. gonna wear my winter coat and my scarf/gloves/hat. with my portable oxygen machine.

i'm going to a halloween party tomorrow with my hubby. then to a pumpkin festival on Sunday 😄