Screw what others may think beachmom. I think it's really cool that you admire guys like your son's to have confidence to spray their pee in front of anyone, anywhere, and that you enjoy being able to watch your well endowed boys relieve themselves freely in front of you.  Personally, I love flopping my willy out for my Mum so she can watch me pee. Her and I are both currently working on a plan where I take her into a public men's toilet where she can watch me pee against a urinal or at trough urinal up close, (preferably the latter for us both) because she too likes to watch me just as must as I love to show her, haha. 

How was your morning pee in your diaper? 

That’s sucks. I would be totally ok with you wetting yourself and preferring to use your diaper since you have a medical condition. But yeah hiding it can become an issue. That’s why I am open  to date a girl who’s into water sports and wetting diapers so we don’t have to hide it from each other. 

I don’t wear all the time, only once in a while. I haven’t worn since October. When I do wear it’s usually to bed or lounging around the house. I don’t wear out in public and don’t wear 24/7. I try to pee as much as I can before I change it. There are also cloth diapers than can be reused. But I have heard cloth diapers don’t work that well. But if I became a full time bed wetter on my own or with a partner I would get a mattress protector and embrace leaking once in a while. When I wet my diaper I just want to soak it and let loose without letting the possibility of leaking bother me. 

Lol, for any of you who are mildly interested, I just sent my Mum a short video of my dick having a nice long piss at the trough in the male public toilets down at my local park.  She sent back a message asking if that is the trough I am going to take her to so she can hold my willy while I pee, and also in the same message she said to me how she can't get her mind off of what I told her that circumcised  stranger and I did together at a trough urinal recently. You know, where him and I both pressed the heads of our dicks against the trough wall and pulled the flush allowing the trough to flush, sending water flowing down the vertical metal trough wall, cascading over our permanently exposed heads. I then returned a text asking her if she's masturbated while thinking about that since I told her. She then confirmed that she had been, and incidentally she was even doing so at that exact moment her and I were texting each other. However, she also elaborated on what I told her by saying how up until last night never in her life has she ever had an orgasm that was as full on as the one she had while thinking about what that stranger and I did at the trough together. She also proceeded to tell me other things like how she would've loved to have been there to see first hand us boys standing there with our dicks against the trough, and how she would've loved to take both of them in her hands and gently hit them against the trough repeatedly. She also confessed to me how she really wanted to give me a really sensual and full on head job while she kneeled down in front of either a urinal or trough, and how she wanted to do it in full view of any guy who walked in and how she would introduce herself as my Mum to every guy who approached us... Needless to say I started to stroke myself while she was telling me all this, which then evolved into me just video calling her so that Mum and I could jerk off with each other. It was so fucking hot hey!  I even confessed to Mum while watching her run her fingers up her labia and continue to press and rub her really nice clit how hot would it be if my Sister (name hidden) caught us (Mumsy and I) doing the things we've been doing together lately. Mum unsurprisingly agreed but also added how much she would love for Sis to walk in on us and see her kneeled down in front of me with my willy head in her mouth sucking me while she tweaked and pulled her nipples. I added "Fuck yeah Mum, while you're doing that I'll turn and look Sis in the eyes and say Check this out [name withheld] watch me come blast Mum!" I then said how "[name withheld] could see first hand her big Brother spurt my come all over your face and in your mouth Mum!" So with all that talk Mum and I jerked off to complete orgasm with each other over a video call. Fuck it was awesome!