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after not too long the sensations my imagination were conjuring up had spread through my body. i couldn't help but slip the makeshift toy into the wetness of my muffin. the motions of it down there felt so satisfying.

is it masturbation if i'm pretending to pleasure you? like it it did make me kinda horny imagining what would happen if you were standing in front of me. 🤭😇 so much so that i needed to actually feel something in my mouth. and my curling iron was the first thing i saw that would be the right size and shape. 😳 it wasn't the same sensation of having warm throbbing flesh in my mouth, but taking it in like it was, definitely added to my arousal.

stayed my tennis skirt, even after coming home, because i loved how it felt, especially in the wind when i went outside. it's too short to sit on, but i guess heavy enough to not be caught in this breeze. honestly thought it was going to inadvertently upskirt me. lol. but since it didn't, i gave my camera one instead. 😇

omg. 😳 i know i let you often see me compromised, but experiencing the defenseless of being exposed in my bra and panty to a total stranger feels so strange. like catching him sneaking looks as he worked was 🫣 kinda embarrassing, and yet so validating. 😇💕

sometimes. but usually i feel too skittish. seriously. as i was sharing these i was going to write something along those lines. i wouldn't have felt as conscientious of it if i was at the pool or beach, but it feels so out of place here. 😇

it was kinda exciting, despite how vulnerable i felt, being in my underwear in public. ☺️

haha. thanks. 💋 idk. sometimes no one else is around. sometimes i feel like i can't hide. though, usually the only time i get caught is by people driving by when i have to do the like 2 blocks along the main road. if i remember this time right, the only person who maybe say me was someone riding by on a bicycle as i came around a corner.

it's been really pleasant in the evenings. had a really nice walk again. and did it while only wearing a bra and panty. 😳😇🤫

relaxing on the porch with a very comforting cup of tea. even if it is slightly embarrassing that my pad's visible, there's no reason to be ashamed of my womanhood. it is what is. 😇 but, after a few days of only using toilets, having a period does kinda become tedious. 🤣

the wings doing their job. haha. one handed removal is kinda hard.

haha. thanks. definitely not the ones i should have worn that day. but how was i to know it was going to start early? though i was amused by how my pad looked inside them. 🫤

even without a skirt, it's not impossible to be panty peeked. heehee 😇 i had actually picked this t-string expecting it to expose itself. and was a little surprised it wasn't totally obvious more often.

sometimes i worry about it, sometimes i don't. but, i do usually scan an area before i decide to pee. i'm more worried about physical people around that i wouldn't want to see me rather than cameras though. and also sometimes trying to decide how to pee: like is there someplace more secluded to have a squat, or can i get away with just letting go out in the open; or maybe i can better get away with wetting myself instead.

haha. i don't really consider my front porch public. but, i guess it technically is. i mean it's not like you wouldn't be able to see, and i am outside. lol. 😇so i'd just had a really refreshing bath and stayed in my towel when i went out to relax on the porch with another wine cooler. only, when i went to pick up my drink, it kinda slipped off. 🤭😳 felt a little shocked and embarrassed, but not enough to try wrapping myself back up in it. teehee. and despite feeling all exposed, stayed that way until i finished my beverage.

thankful for comfy undies. 😞🩸

haha. even though i had to wear comfy undies, and am really not feeling my sexiest, i felt naughty enough to go for a pantsless walk. 😳

idk. lol. i come out on my front porch in my undies like aalll the time and don't really think anything of it. but, this night, i felt really sexy and sensual for some reason. it kinda just started by a short, quick rub of my clit over my panties while sipping my tea. or sometimes just feeling the soft night breeze caressing my bare skin. but, my insides were warming with that tingly sensation of desire. before i knew it my fingers had found their way completely inside my muffin, and came out with the tell tale sign of physical excitement. and i wasn't able to resist the lustful feelings overc

meh. 😞

exactly what @Paulypeeps said. steve, your dedication and contributions are wonderful. but, you have to take care of yourself first, sweetie. it's understandable that spending time here doing what you do may be a hobby, and maybe even therapeutic, but when it becomes too daunting that it's no longer an escape from reality, it won't hurt us if you need to scale back. i myself, have kinda been to and fro with life outside lately, so totally understand. when you're able, i'm sure we'll still be around to enjoy what you can offer. 💋

gosh. there's just so many options though. 🤔 i do kinda agree with sophie that lace is a great choice. and have, in the past, done just that. but, for the purpose of the topic, i think i would actually go with a microfiber bikini. being able to feel them become wet is always fun, but they would breathe and dry quickly too, so hopefully keeping things discreet longer.

welcome! i hope you find everyone here accepting and cordial. there are many wonderful people who frequent peefans; it might be prudent to maybe hang out in the live chat, or add to the many ongoing discussions in some of the forums that appeal to you. while we are all on here for similar reasons, not all of us enjoy the same way, or have the same expectations about them. and i feel like that is the best way to begin mingling and meeting others who share your interests and flair. meaningful engagement is bound to build relationships with those you connect with, and to the community as a whole.

omg?! for reals? 🫣🤭 teehee. it always feels a little embarrassing knowing i inspired someone to do that. like i don't really think about it when i post stuff, though sharing on a site like this one, i guess i suspect that it happens. and i 💟 that my own shenanigans are enjoyed by others, but it's always surprising to find out. 💋

was feeling a little desirable. can you tell? 😇