spywareonya

The other potential way. You can pick your favourite (only she hasn't wings)

This is one of the two potential ways I imagined Nancy for how she really is

THIS is a preview of the story overall feeling and atmosphere

Ok guys and ladies, this is my first and most important recontact with the forum. This story is bizarre. Absolutely crazy. It is the most intimate thing you'll ever get from me, an actual trip within my closest secrets and toughts, a voyage within my mind. I started writing these stories as a self-therapy so you can imagine how intimate and sincere they are.

There are some things I must warn you before starting. First: chapters are short so to make people more willing to read them, and they will flow as I have already written many of them, but not too quick, I want people to interact with me or they will be pointless.

The second warning is about contents. These stories are a fantasy book which tooks place in a post-apocalyptic world whose background will be divulged chapter by chapter, I just tell you that is filled with creatures of folklore and also other completely absurd. It is a constant breaking of the fourth wall, and Nancy the vampire is silly as the title says, but she is also quite dark, as still a vampire she is.

If this story was posted on literotica, it would have the following tags:

- fantasy

- sci-fi

- Human/non human sex

- scat (only mention, not description)

- NonConsent/reluctant

- violence (only mention, not description)

It is a demented mix of silly and dark, how it is possibile can be understood only by reading. Let's say that its overall atmosphere is like a japanese manga, both dramatic and silly.

You can also ask personal preferences and if they fit and I manage how to include them, I'll make custom chapters just for you! Unleash your most silly fantasies!!!

Let's begin!!!

I post only what I love to post, but mostly I post for Others. Others are what I am not, they are what I miss, they are "the other", that which toward we strive, what we love, what we want to meet in friendship. I post exclusively for Others. In the hope they will be inspired, amused, and become my friends

Hi everybody. First of all, forgive me for being away for so long. Finding myself after this last fight with my family had been hard. Even more because of work. I cannot hide I've changed. I'm different. Silly as before, even more loving, maybe. But also darker. Not in a blatant way. In a personal, solemn way. I did many things of which I cannot speak, which until just a few months ago I knew were only theorically available to somebody who followed my Path, but now I have within my memories and my cells the experience of doing them for real.

My attitude in piss pranks indeed became slightly more cruel. My narrative too became more sincere and visceral.

I still love you like no Tomorrow. And I still love happiness and cheerfulness. I just am facing a new level of sincerity in exploration. I am gonna start two very important things on this forum. One is a new serie of fictional installment. I'm not gonna abandon LOCH kinkiNESS and I will complete it, just I currently need to focus on this new kind of stories, which will prove very intimate to me. Look for "The Arrival and a silly vampire". It is my most sincere and intimate contribution since I came here years ago. I will also post pics there both fantasy and erotic, because breaking the fourth wall will be a big portion of that stories. I ask mercy because I'll need time to check all the marvellous things you posted while I was away, just as much as replying to PMs.

I will, just I need time, feeling overwhelmed won't help

I love you all

Meet me in that new fictional installment, because it is much more than fantasy piss stories, it is a blog of my soul, in the thunderous condition it currently is

I love you all so much

On 10/28/2019 at 12:09 AM, speedy3471 said:

Iam glad to hear everything has gotten back on track for her. We all face certain obstacles in life and when we overcome them we are stronger individuals 

Thanks abmin for keeping us updated

On 11/3/2019 at 11:36 AM, mickymoist said:

Same here Nancy so glad to hear you are doing better, look forward to seeing you back here whenever you are ready

Love

Mike xx

On 11/2/2019 at 9:31 AM, steve25805 said:

Love you too, Nancy. Glad you are ok.

On 11/1/2019 at 11:01 PM, Adyguy6970 said:

Love you, Nancy, and looking forward to seeing you back here when you're able.  

On 11/1/2019 at 5:19 AM, likesToLick said:

Treat yourself with loving care and be at peace with the world.  We will still be here for you when you are ready for us.

On 10/29/2019 at 12:14 AM, will64 said:

am happy your ok 🙂

On 10/28/2019 at 9:28 PM, Peefreak99 said:

We all love you too that i can promisse you are like a mother to this forum 

It's good to be back home...

@steve25805

@speedy3471

@Peefreak99

@Admin

and to ALL my friends on the forum...

I will be back soon

Thank you for EVERYTHING, and love you all...

EDIT:

I really DO love you a lot!

The title is a play on words

Fall means autumn, but also implies a waterfall, like the Whole ocean was moving, in a world shaking way… because that' how I felt

This is the story coming with my latest video, here

https://peefans.com/gallery/image/35623-oceans-fallmp4/

That night had been among the most important of my life. Not only did I came upon a total transformation of my deep character, but because the happiness we shared was inhuman. It was still very hot (things just changed, it’s raining now and climate ain’t very merciful), and the breeze was gentle even at night.

We just conquered a week full of spiritual and employement difficulties and we wanted nothing other than get drunk (not self-destructively, not this time… just light-headed) and lose in each other’s love.

We wento to a seaside town near or own, and we walked along. Boats were everywhere, but for the first time in my life I did not hate those rich people, only had mercy for the majority of them, whose richness made superficial, and respect for the few of them, who were honourable like a poor, just richer.

Alex and I smoke a big cigar, if you notice I was smoking it while pissing but the breeze blew the smoke away so you can’t see the puffs forming, sorry!

We walked on a seaside walk, we hugged and said nothing, we just ended some big shots of a delicious beer we bought, we just watched at the stars, breath each other in, no words, only the night, the absolute dark, the wind, and his skin on my own.

At one point we reached a place with street lamps, he stopped walking and kissed me with a passion we never reached, not even in the very beginning of our story. I could not wait any longer and started crying like a baby, the fire liberating through me, I tossed myself on my knees and angrily unzipped him. I started to such his cock like I was lost in a desert and found a fresh water bottle. He was limp at the beginning, I adore how peculiarly small his dick is when “sleepy”, but he started to get hard immediately, not simple passion (altough I was using the 110% of my blowjob skills and fuck me if I’m not the Queen of Cocksucking) but the same love that ran through me. It became all erect in his 8 inches long (and almost 2 thick) so quickly that it bordered a sci-fi movie with human flesh doing things on the edge of impossible.

His smell was so dense I became dripping wet, not just in the inside, I could actually feel my body all messy and sticky down here,  I looked up at him while he was still smoking the cigar, I smiled evily at him in a wordless supplication for his cum, but he made sign to me to get up, and to bent over on the back of a bench nearby. Then I felt him inside of me, sliding inside like we were all covered in some oil.

He rammed my pussy without gentleness, as all of it was transcended into the emotional attitude, which was of pure love, without leaving any visible in the form of pointless delicacy, he tore me open, we were under the only streelamp of the area, on a bench, but for the first time it wasn’t out of exhibitionism, which I adore anyway, this time was different. It was actually that I would have preferred being jailed than wait for his love. I physically felt like in heaven, and cummed after less than five minutes, my scream was not held back, he felt me cumming, he got out and hugged me and kissed me, then he lent me the cigar (I got twice horny at the tought he had held it in his mouth while he fucked me doggystyle all that time), and went down on me, it was cute because his cock was still hard and out of his trousers, and kneeling down he risked to actually brush it on the ground, not exactly hygienic, but he found the right position, and started to lick my clit, he knows I get more sensitive after cumming, so he often does things like that, fuck first and preliminaries later, I smoked the intense aroma of the caribbean tobacco and lost myself in the imagination of an orgy, with dark skinned girl exploding with the freshness of youth, and Alex as our emperor, sticking his cock wherever, and I could almost see the light while going a bit off, and his tongue was wickedly great, I cummed so hard I am actually getting wet at the memory of it..

He then got up, hugged me and kissed me again, but now I wanted to suck his cock for good and get all his cum out. I gave the cigar back to him, dutifully knelt in front of my man, and started to play with it, which was so hardened that the very single nerves and veins almost were protruding forth, Alex’s cock at that level of arousal is between disgusting and mind-warping, similar to those dildoes with all veing and nerves on the outside. He was even harder than before, meaning he got horny at licking me and this made me feel so special and romantic, that I completely lost my mind, and made a thing I rarely did, because it’s complicated, but that time I felt the female need to communicate to him my deranged love, so I used my hand to pull his skin as back as I could, then I deepthroated the shaft until the very base of it while still keeping it with thumb and index holding the skin back, and in the end clamping my lips on the point where I was holding it with fingers so to use my mouth to keep it unsheathed, and then go back and forth with my very throat, until he physically exploded in my innards. He came so hard I could feel the pressure of the jizz everytime a new spurt was ejected. It was warm but couldn’t feel any taste as it was puoured down so deep in me that we humans have no sensory organs so past our mouth.

Only at that point we noticed a woman, walking along in the complete darkness around the streetlamp spot, which was no more than twenty feet from us, and obviously saw everything since we were exactly under the light.

I felt nothing to say, I just stood up slowly, proud of the love I shared with him who is my highest reason of life. Alex was even bolder, he just stood where he was and held his own cock in his hand, starting to piss on the very bench while smoking with the other hand. He really risked a lot, if she recorded him with her phone we could have been jailed, but she just walked by, they made eye-contact but she said absolutely nothing at all, his strong spray drenching the bench. The whole thing made me horny as fuck, but was exploding with piss, so as soon as he finished, I took the cigar back and just walked over the wall which separated the walk from the downhill docks. In the distance I could see the Fall Carnival (many towns have it, around the world, beside the February classic one) with lights and music, the breeze gently caressed my pussy and ass, I bent over the low wall and lost myself in the wind. The cigar was delicious, my mind was so light I was blown away in the very wind, then Alex told me he was recording me, ah ah ah, so I just squatted and he pointed away to not record my face, then  was back on me as I pissed on the ground the testament to my amazing night. I was still smoking and felt like a queen having her own proper time…

I pissed a lot, in the wind a small fart was inhaudible but I know what my lovely bum does… ihihi!!!

...the video ends with the fullmoon, a bit little on the screen but majestic to behold, over our heads and the marvels the night granted us…

@Riley

Sophie is right

We struggle, my sweet, sinful angel… my beloved fighter… we are born to fight...

I am traversing a difficult moment myself

Alex confessed to me some of his most intimate doubts about life, about the inherent shadows he feels, hidden in the nonsenses we daily express… and we started a personal trip toward our depths to definitely debunk what restrain us from living to the fullest

I want to ask forgiveness to @steve25805, @Peefreak99, @speedy3471, @Admin, and all my friends, for being so absent, but in the past months I felt a growing distance between the degrees of absolute love I wanna give to this forum, and my actual capability, engendered not by problems here, but some hidden immaturities which lingered in me from the times I was a vigilante and risked life daily

I somehow unvoluntarily transmitted the message that life is an empty box, innocent of being pointless, yet empty nonetheless, and that courage and love can and must fill it with light. it seems brave and optimistic but it's not, inherently

The truth is that life possesse an inherent light, that can be perceived when we let our old self go

I am completely destroying myself to be reborn again

I will come next week with a new video, which I shot this past weekend during the fullmoon, on a marvellous seaside location. It is maybe my favourite, most romantic and deep video until now. It is been sending to Admin while I write thee lines,  and it will be set live this weekend if Admin manages to, you guys should never forget he is a human being full of duties like we all are, but I hope we will manage to, as this weekend is the Autumn Equinox, and the video was ment to be for it

It will come with story attached, it was an impossibly romantic night of no-streetlamps seaside walking, public bench full sex, and pissing (not only the one you'll see in the video)

And before Halloween a new, horror-themed photobook will be shot. The Halloween video will be scary, long and horror-themed. Beware.

I tought about this places during all days of my absence. My love for the people here extended even byond what I was able to until recently, I feel like I am ten years older, and my love for each one of you is just as mature

For those who believe this, I also had some impressive occult experiences, like a ritual I performed and feared it failed, ending up with my body actually pushed down on my bed, by a physical, invisible push, not a sensorial/nerves hallucination. Alex too was scared.

I am also progressing in a power fashion in my employement, and Alex will spend the next months trying to publish a thriller book he wrote, of which he's currently writing a sequel even before obtaining knowledge of green light from publishers

My life is starting to take a new direction

I love you all from the depths of my heart

ALL of you

Even if I did not mentioned you with the @ function, as I used ti only for those which with I PM daily, and I am sure they felt my absence more

It was my destiny, a necessity, Beyond personal choice

But my love stands unsurrended

Be sure, all of you, that I will check all you guys posted while I was away

Nothing will be left behind by my love

I crave for you, both sexual and non-sexual threads

I love you

I love this forum

Thank you Admin for creating it, thank you Peefaners for inhabiting it, thank you my closest friends for putting so much of yourselves into making this place legendary

I will be back

with a magnitude you never saw since a lot

Thank you all

See you very soon