Why are you into pee?

[Mojovo 51]

there's a lot of posts on here that basically boil down to "what causes the pee fetish?", which is similar to what i'm asking here, but not quite.

What I'm asking is: why are you, specifically, into pee? what do you think caused it for you personally?

[diaperedboilerman 12]

I really have no idea why I have always liked diapers and peeing my pants as well as women peeing their pants and in diapers. I have been interested and liked it as far back as I can remember. I guess I was born with it if that is possible? 

[cumslut_peeslut 1]

Interestingly enough, I had bladder issues as a kid. I would deliberately hold my pee for hours at a time because I didn't want to stop what I was doing to go to the bathroom. This caused me to pee my pants at least twice and led to a UTI once. I have a feeling that's related to liking pee now, haha

[chubbyjack 349]

2 hours ago, Mojovo said:

there's a lot of posts on here that basically boil down to "what causes the pee fetish?", which is similar to what i'm asking here, but not quite.

What I'm asking is: why are you, specifically, into pee? what do you think caused it for you personally?

Seeing women with panties down and seeing 

OMG I CANT BELIEVE IM DOING THIS ON CAMERA

Look on their faces 

[Chris50p 76]

I love the feeling of all that warm water running around my balls and pooling around my bum. I like to be very desperate and try to run for the loo at the last minute, but i often end up having an accident in my knickers.

[InOddPlaces 317]

Not a clue!

I've been fascinated by peeing since I was a young kid, so the roots are in innate behaviour, not something I have learnt.

I derive pleasure from the feeling of everything related to the bladder, naughtiness of doing it where I shouldn't, and seeing other people doing it. Part of the warm comforting feelings around wetting are probably back to nappy days (before cognitive memories start) so maybe learnt, but there had to be something innate for them to be regarded as pleasurable, just assisted by those early years.

[FlashFloodWarning 71]

Probably a combo of the lovely sensory feeling + it being modeled to me by a parent.  I've been into it since way before school age so I can't narrow it down to one experience like seeing a peeing scene in a movie or even a personal experience.  I've been into it since before I had a libido or sexual orientation.  "It" being wetting.

[Mojovo 51]

19 minutes ago, FlashFloodWarning said:

Probably a combo of the lovely sensory feeling + it being modeled to me by a parent.  I've been into it since way before school age so I can't narrow it down to one experience like seeing a peeing scene in a movie or even a personal experience.  I've been into it since before I had a libido or sexual orientation.  "It" being wetting.

It's funny, I sort of feel similar, but with peeing outside instead of wetting (which I've never been into and rarely ever did)

 

I like ur username btw 

[jorel2012 268]

I always was interested in pee, be it my own pee or someone elses. 

As a child I often ran around in my grandparent's really huge barn (separate rooms for different grains, rooms for machines and tractors, and huge rooms for storage), fully naked and peeing whenever and wherever I wanted. No one was watching and no one cared.

When I was 15 I was in France and was able to buy a french porn mag. It was full of piss porn and that hooked me for life. 

Thank god I have a wife that supports me with my fetish. Would not have good sex without pee.

[Havelock 1,561]

I've written about this before but I think its either innate or it was a result of growing up with traumatically different cultural norms around peeing. I spent the school year in the US in a very preppy environment and summers in Europe.  In the Europe (mostly Spain but also France and Germany) I was cared for by very sweet nannies who allowed and encouraged me to pee outside frequently in a variety of areas.  The nannies made peeing on all kinds of things fun. I also hung out with my cousins in Europe who were equally free to pee. I'm a very visual person and it was interesting to see my pee stream on various surfaces and interesting to see my female cousins pee streams. It was also conceptually interesting to me that I could leave puddles and wet marks on all kinds of surfaces (storefronts, nice marble facades, windows etc.) that would be quite risque in the US.  By contrast in the US my nannies were strict, serious and very concerned about what they considered proper so I was hardly ever allowed to pee outside and if I did I was chastised for not having gone in the toilet. I think sometimes this was traumatic for me. 

I also went back and forth between US school environments and European summer school/camps with very different norms. It was normal to pee on the playground and in nature in summer camp in Europe. When I got back to the US I did the same thing at my school playground (which was large and ver natural) and I was sent to the principals office and guilted by being shown nuns who were praying for my sins. I was told I always needed to ask to go inside for the bathroom. Returning to Europe again next summer, I asked to go inside to the bathroom while on the playground and I was laughed at and told to go where we were outside. When I would not go, I was then helped and encouraged to wet a tree. So basically I had massively different cultural contexts that felt their peeing habits should be the norms. They could not fathom that norms are different somewhere else even when I would try to explain.

Layered into all of this are stories of family loss and infighting. Without going into the details, those early days in Europe were filled with love, togetherness and basically the last days of a big happy family experience. Thus I think I associate peeing freely with that time of love and comfort. 

[nopjans 1,179]

@Havelock did your European nannies ever pee openly?

[Alpian 707]

As many others, I have no clear memory of when and how it started. Already as a kid I was infatuated with the female body and when playing outside with girls - which happened rarely enough - I tried to convince them to pee outdoors with me. Sometimes they obliged, but requested I'd not look. Which I respected of course, increasing my curiosity even more. Well, this curiosity spun into my daydreams as a teenager and developed into a solid kink in adulthood.

[wetterisbetter123 9]

It could be an early preference that I learned.  I remember being like 7 years old and peeing on the shaggy rug in the bathroom, which was alot of fun.  

But most likely it was watching a little school friend pee right in front of me under a slide at our local park.  I would have been about 12 years old.  The schoolbus always lets us off near the park, and some of us decided to go play on the slides.  This girl, I guess she had a crush on me, she was a little older.  She comes over to me and says that she has to pee really bad, and is going to pee under the slide.  I think she said something like "Do you want to pee with me?"  Well, I was a little bit stunned but she could tell I wanted to.  She grabbed my hand and we went under the slide.  She kneeled as she dropped her panties and looked at me, I got on my knees and self-consciously unzipped my fly and took it out.  We were somewhat facing each other, when she let fly first, peeing her stream and darkening the sand into a little puddle in front of her.  I was amazed, taking glances at her.  A bunch of firsts.  First time I saw girl parts, and first time I showed a girl my own.  That left a permanent impression on me.  I equated her peeing to intimacy, revealing her "secrets".  

It's been like that ever since.  I equate peeing with intimacy, and its very much tied-up to how it feels, and sharing a personal space, doing very personal things.  Which is probably why I'm into desperation, among all the other fun "pee" things.

[wetterisbetter123 9]

I guess the other thing I remember is another school girl, Samantha was her name, came to school every day wearing black leather pants.  The kids made fun of her, because she smelled like pee.  I guess that's why she wore leather all the time, it was harder to see the wet spot.  She was always nice to me.  I couldn't believe how cruel the other kids were.  God-damn kink-shaming shitheads. 😄

I kind of liked her "pee smell".  I liked when we would do activities in class together, besides being nice I sometimes got a smell of that nice pee smell.  Which to me felt intimate, secure, close.  All good things.

[chubbyjack 349]

1 hour ago, wetterisbetter123 said:

It could be an early preference that I learned.  I remember being like 7 years old and peeing on the shaggy rug in the bathroom, which was alot of fun.  

But most likely it was watching a little school friend pee right in front of me under a slide at our local park.  I would have been about 12 years old.  The schoolbus always lets us off near the park, and some of us decided to go play on the slides.  This girl, I guess she had a crush on me, she was a little older.  She comes over to me and says that she has to pee really bad, and is going to pee under the slide.  I think she said something like "Do you want to pee with me?"  Well, I was a little bit stunned but she could tell I wanted to.  She grabbed my hand and we went under the slide.  She kneeled as she dropped her panties and looked at me, I got on my knees and self-consciously unzipped my fly and took it out.  We were somewhat facing each other, when she let fly first, peeing her stream and darkening the sand into a little puddle in front of her.  I was amazed, taking glances at her.  A bunch of firsts.  First time I saw girl parts, and first time I showed a girl my own.  That left a permanent impression on me.  I equated her peeing to intimacy, revealing her "secrets".  

It's been like that ever since.  I equate peeing with intimacy, and its very much tied-up to how it feels, and sharing a personal space, doing very personal things.  Which is probably why I'm into desperation, among all the other fun "pee" things.

Did you ever do anything else with this girl?

More pee activity?  

Anything else?

[wetterisbetter123 9]

41 minutes ago, chubbyjack said:

Did you ever do anything else with this girl?

More pee activity?  

Anything else?

Not pee stuff, I was really young at the time.  She flashed her panties one time when we got off the bus.  But it was all pretty innocent.  Just set things in motion for my interest later in life, perhaps because I did wish I had done more.  

[chubbyjack 349]

8 hours ago, chubbyjack said:

Did you ever do anything else with this girl?

More pee activity?  

Anything else?

Was thar her first time seeing a penis?

[Peevert 937]

On 12/10/2024 at 6:35 PM, Mojovo said:

what do you think caused it for you personally?

Love Canal  😛 Actually, I noticed on another site that a lot of us who are into it, including Patches, who was once the US' largest distributor of panty wetting movies, lived near Love Canal. But that has ro be a coincidence, Right? 

[oliver2 4,499]

1 hour ago, Peevert said:

Love Canal  😛 Actually, I noticed on another site that a lot of us who are into it, including Patches, who was once the US' largest distributor of panty wetting movies, lived near Love Canal. But that has ro be a coincidence, Right? 

You’re getting revenge by spreading your own personal pollution? 🙃

[randomiser 180]

No idea ... but the concept seems to have evolved through the years.

As a kid, I had a period of "rebellion" pissing on the floor in my bedroom, which I shared with my younger brother.  That's when I first pissed on myself whilst lying on a towel.  The towel was discovered by my mum so I stopped, but the idea was planted.

Many years later I was alone in a hotel somewhere and decided to piss on the floor, which resulted in a hard cock and the inevitable consequences.  That experience opened the metaphorical flood gates and pissing in random places became part of my sex play.  Pissing in public, especially, has given me the best orgasms ever since.