Member Updates OFFICIAL FROM SPYWAREONYA

[spywareonya 37,961]

Hi everybody. First of all, forgive me for being away for so long. Finding myself after this last fight with my family had been hard. Even more because of work. I cannot hide I've changed. I'm different. Silly as before, even more loving, maybe. But also darker. Not in a blatant way. In a personal, solemn way. I did many things of which I cannot speak, which until just a few months ago I knew were only theorically available to somebody who followed my Path, but now I have within my memories and my cells the experience of doing them for real.

My attitude in piss pranks indeed became slightly more cruel. My narrative too became more sincere and visceral.

I still love you like no Tomorrow. And I still love happiness and cheerfulness. I just am facing a new level of sincerity in exploration. I am gonna start two very important things on this forum. One is a new serie of fictional installment. I'm not gonna abandon LOCH kinkiNESS and I will complete it, just I currently need to focus on this new kind of stories, which will prove very intimate to me. Look for "The Arrival and a silly vampire". It is my most sincere and intimate contribution since I came here years ago. I will also post pics there both fantasy and erotic, because breaking the fourth wall will be a big portion of that stories. I ask mercy because I'll need time to check all the marvellous things you posted while I was away, just as much as replying to PMs.

I will, just I need time, feeling overwhelmed won't help

I love you all

Meet me in that new fictional installment, because it is much more than fantasy piss stories, it is a blog of my soul, in the thunderous condition it currently is

I love you all so much

[will64 6,328]

i really missed you 🤗

[Peefreak99 3,722]

Finally our beloved nancy is back❤ we all missed you. Without you here there is a hole that nobody else can fill you are a mother to this forum. And a true friend of everyone welcome back❤. And take your time do NOT stress we all want you to be happy. Your precense itself brings happiness and that my friend is contribution enough.

Edited November 13, 2019 by Peefreak99

[spywareonya 37,961]

1 hour ago, will64 said:

i really missed you 🤗

 

1 hour ago, Peefreak99 said:

Finally our beloved nancy is back❤ we all missed you. Without you here there is a hole that nobody else can fill you are a mother to this forum. And a true friend of everyone welcome back❤. And take your time do NOT stress we all want you to be happy. Your precense itself brings happiness and that my friend is contribution enough.

I missed everyone of you. But if I told you even half of what I faced, I'd ruin the atmosphere of my comeback, so just believe me, I faced shit. Other things happened in the last week so this forced me to wait. But now I'm back… my starting point will be from the fictional installment, hoping people will read them and have fun with me!!!

[Peefreak99 3,722]

8 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

 

I missed everyone of you. But if I told you even half of what I faced, I'd ruin the atmosphere of my comeback, so just believe me, I faced shit. Other things happened in the last week so this forced me to wait. But now I'm back… my starting point will be from the fictional installment, hoping people will read them and have fun with me!!!

Shit might have happened but at least you are NOT shit. You are gold and loved by everyone if you ever need someone to tallk to im here❤

[Riley 13,064]

1 hour ago, spywareonya said:

 

I missed everyone of you. But if I told you even half of what I faced, I'd ruin the atmosphere of my comeback, so just believe me, I faced shit. Other things happened in the last week so this forced me to wait. But now I'm back… my starting point will be from the fictional installment, hoping people will read them and have fun with me!!!

im so so so so sorry you had to go through this. Im so glad to see you back and I think I speak for everyone when I say we really missed you 🙂 Life is really messy and can sometimes be terrible, but those experiences are what make us who we are. I am so sorry life has been horrible but we are here for you and if you ever need to rant, talk, or anything, you can always pm me 🙂 We all love you!!!!

[Riley 13,064]

Also, here is a cute fox gif @spywareonya 🙂 

[steve25805 126,015]

4 hours ago, spywareonya said:

I did many things of which I cannot speak

So glad you are back, @spywareonya

But when you talk of being changed and darker, I do wonder what a sentence like the above is hinting at, even though I almost know it is not anything you can speak of. Maybe I am being silly but I worry about you doing dark things, and my imagination could run riot with all sorts of dark imaginings.

 

[spywareonya 37,961]

19 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

So glad you are back, @spywareonya

But when you talk of being changed and darker, I do wonder what a sentence like the above is hinting at, even though I almost know it is not anything you can speak of. Maybe I am being silly but I worry about you doing dark things, and my imagination could run riot with all sorts of dark imaginings.

 

We have a lot ot talk about, Steve. The width of your imagination isn't something you should be ashamed of. There is nothing insulting in considerimg me capable of literally everything, even killing somebody, given an hypothetical situation where such an action is fitting. I haven't killed anybody, nor do I plan anything of the like. I just underwent exploration of psyche so deep that I met the myself which lays under every layer I acquired from the world (without them belonging to me in first place). This made my dark half lighter, and my light half darker, until they were one and the same. And when you give up separating the two halves, your dark side is constantly with you, much lighter than before, yet constantly with you. This makes you gloomier, and more solemn. But it also makes you able to finally state which is the degree of holiness inherently possessed by cheerfulness and happiness, and I finally debunked every supposed seriousness, and I'm so happy now!

ps I missed you absolutely. Every single day I wanted to log in and PM you, but was overwhelmed by my internal fights. I love you Steve, LOVE you

[spywareonya 37,961]

1 hour ago, Riley said:

im so so so so sorry you had to go through this. Im so glad to see you back and I think I speak for everyone when I say we really missed you 🙂 Life is really messy and can sometimes be terrible, but those experiences are what make us who we are. I am so sorry life has been horrible but we are here for you and if you ever need to rant, talk, or anything, you can always pm me 🙂 We all love you!!!!

I'm not the kind of person who asks for help, because I have the duty to help Others and talking of my problems diminsh the time I can spend in service unto Others. But thank you from the heart, my sweet friend. More than anything, thank you for the foxy gif, I LOVE it!!!

[steve25805 126,015]

3 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

I love you Steve, LOVE you

I love you too, Nancy

[spywareonya 37,961]

19 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

I love you too, Nancy

Nancy heart makes TUM TUM TUM

[spywareonya 37,961]

2 hours ago, peeingone said:

@spywareonya Welcome back cutie! 

Thank you!!! It's good to be back… 

[Chicklover99 566]

Welcome back Nancy I have missed you and you’re always with friends here. 

[spywareonya 37,961]

14 hours ago, Chicklover99 said:

Welcome back Nancy I have missed you and you’re always with friends here. 

This place is very important for me. I never found such a place else then here

[Adyguy6970 876]

Hi Nancy.  It's just fantastic to have you back and I hope you're now okay.  Welcome back.  Love you, Adrianx.  

Edited November 14, 2019 by Adyguy6970

[spywareonya 37,961]

25 minutes ago, Adyguy6970 said:

Hi Nancy.  It's just fantastic to have you back and I hope you're now okay.  Welcome back.  Love you, Adrianx.  

My delicious friend, thank you

I am so happy to be back and I love you all for welcoming me this way

Check my story if you want, many are meeting me there and it's cute!!!

[spywareonya 37,961]

3 hours ago, peeingone said:

@spywareonya Hey I recently sent You a message with the title Hey Please read this! And 2 months ago I also sent a message under the title Brand New PM. If You get time to read My messages then please just read the first one only which I sent today ignore the one I sent 2 months ago. Read the one from today called Hey Please read this! But ignore the Brand New PM. Pretty soon I will also check out Your new story. 

As soon as I can, I do everything. Don't push me, I already told you months ago

[spywareonya 37,961]

14 minutes ago, cheekyfe11a said:

Welcome back Nancy so lovely to see you back on the site. I look forward to reading your stories and seeing your picture postings. 😄

cheekyfe11a x 

While I was away I often tought about your incredible pictures… and believe me I am so happy to talk to you again! Love you!!!