My most embarrassing secret

[ABBYPEEGODDESS 1,744]

Hello Peefamily, 

Hey everyone it’s Abby here again I’m going to tell you my tell you guys something I keep secret for long time.

So many of you who follow and read my content will know I personally like peeing standing. I always use the excuse that my mom potty trained me standing since it more convenient all that was a lie. 
 

When I was born I was born with a defect in my urethra first it was shorter than usual, it reached it’s normal length when I was 2 but the first couple of years I struggle UTI’s. Now second and most importantly my urethra has an issue that’s facing up and forward which is not normal in human female. So it’s impossible sit and pee normal since my pee will shoot forward and arc like I had a penis without any of the aiming abilities. I either have two options squat and my stream will arc up a bit and go forward or stand and not worry about wetting myself while peeing. 
 

So ya I just exposed my biggest secret I potty trained to pee standing because it was the only option

[glad1 2,831]

4 minutes ago, ABBYPEEGODDESS said:

Hello Peefamily, 

Hey everyone it’s Abby here again I’m going to tell you my tell you guys something I keep secret for long time.

So many of you who follow and read my content will know I personally like peeing standing. I always use the excuse that my mom potty trained me standing since it more convenient all that was a lie. 
 

When I was born I was born with a defect in my urethra first it was shorter than usual, it reached it’s normal length when I was 2 but the first couple of years I struggle UTI’s. Now second and most importantly my urethra has an issue that’s facing up and forward which is not normal in human female. So it’s impossible sit and pee normal since my pee will shoot forward and arc like I had a penis without any of the aiming abilities. I either have two options squat and my stream will arc up a bit and go forward or stand and not worry about wetting myself while peeing. 
 

So ya I just exposed my biggest secret I potty trained to pee standing because it was the only option

I'm happy it has worked out well for you, no matter how it happened.

In any case, you always have the best stories.

[ABBYPEEGODDESS 1,744]

12 minutes ago, glad1 said:

I'm happy it has worked out well for you, no matter how it happened.

In any case, you always have the best stories.

Thanks I appreciate the nice comments 

[Dr.P 1,473]

@ABBYPEEGODDESS You have a rare and delightful secret, which I find very erotic! Thanks for sharing! You're the girl of my dreams!

[Kupar 13,322]

It's a big thing to share something that personal. Thanks for telling us, and I am happy you don't have problems now and can enjoy being special 💗

[gldenwetgoose 21,467]

One thing that’s taken a long time to sink in - or maybe my most genius discovery - depending if I’m the only one that never realised. 

You can never judge a book by its cover. And definitely you never know a what fears, worries and issues person is carrying around with them. 

There are many people I’ve got to know and love who to all around give the impression of being strong, funny, confident and beautiful people. People you and I would consider to be far too perfect and out of our league.

But so many with longstanding issues in their lives. Maybe physical medical conditions or perhaps deep invisible scars that have occurred over time from horrible experiences for example.

But the incredible Road to Damascus moment comes when they realise - those things give them a strength.  It stops being something limiting for them and starts being a power. 

Maybe someone who’s experienced depression for most of their adult life but then gets to work in a mental health environment, where they know at first hand how it feels. 

Maybe where they find that suddenly they don’t have to hide and make excuses for a physical difference in their bodies.

I’d almost guarantee if you took a random 100 people off the street, all of them would have some hidden issues.   None are perfect and none have more worth than any other.

Thank you for your honesty @ABBYPEEGODDESS and thank you to every single other user of Peefans for creating that safe place where we can have the confidence to open up and be ourselves. 

[Wolf88 32]

Thank you for explaining ABBY!

I have been with many girlfriends or dates that could really benefit of peeig standing up when your see their stream. I hope society will be moore open and acceptable with this in the future. For exemple, when I found myself into this kink it was very seen as something really discusting or strange, now it is getting main stream. Now strangled porn is the new norm.

Have some of you seen "Pee your pants challange" during Covid? In my life I have some issues with getting turned on by blowjob, but I like licking pussy. By the way, many girls don´t like performing that either so I use to make a deal, if you pee in the shower, standing of course somethimes you should not feel no shame for that. Do you understand me?

Hoovering might not be good for your health but standing up is ok.

[GenericUsername 1,107]

I can relate. I had a birth defect on my penis call hypospadias, which was fixed by a surgery as a baby but the underside has skin that isn’t smooth.

In your case, you’re lucky you don’t have to worry about using the toilet at home.

[Lsf12345 82]

Thank you for sharing that with us Abby! I feel like if anyone would be cool about that it's this group

[Guest Wetling]

So you're a little different. I see nothing wrong with that. 🙂 The most important thing is that it doesn't make your life difficult.

Edited July 12, 2023 by Wetling

[Overlord 451]

On 7/8/2023 at 8:45 PM, ABBYPEEGODDESS said:

When I was born I was born with a defect in my urethra first it was shorter than usual, it reached it’s normal length when I was 2 but the first couple of years I struggle UTI’s. Now second and most importantly my urethra has an issue that’s facing up and forward which is not normal in human female. So it’s impossible sit and pee normal since my pee will shoot forward and arc like I had a penis without any of the aiming abilities. I either have two options squat and my stream will arc up a bit and go forward or stand and not worry about wetting myself while peeing. 
 

So ya I just exposed my biggest secret I potty trained to pee standing because it was the only option

Hey Abby,

maybe it's just me but i don't find this too unusual. Bodies are no industrial mass product and no one can choose his dream model. Every single one is naturally made and you get what you get. With all his flaws and beauty. I think doctors often forget this.

I'm sure everyone of us understands this, because no one is without some kind of "abnormality". I don't like the word "normal". What is normal? What isn't? Because 1 out of 100 bodies is different, it's abnormal?

If everything is working for you painless, what's the deal?

Enjoy your body like it is. Thank you much for sharing. I know it's not easy and needs a lot of courage to share private stuff like this.

[Takashi96 1,068]

Why didn't your mom just use the boy shield when she potty trained you? 

I don't know how, but I still remember the discomfort of the hard plastic pee shield rubbing against my member.