Moving Forward and Goals

[will64 6,328]

so yesterday i had a doctors appointment to check on my mental health and telling how i feel so after talking he conclusion that i have low esteem and confidence also he going to send latter to this place that help people on the autistic spectrum so i have to wait and see what happnes but for now what am going to is to try and boost my low esteem and confidence like what spywareonya say's too me your are strong and More than you think! 😀

also i migth take up programming basics its like lego {which I STILL LOVE building by the way YOU NEVER too old for lego} but in numbers am looking in to that but am going to use a raspberry pi for it and also i want to be MORE open about mental health issues so that i can be truthful with you guys and gals 😀

Thank you for reading 

Peace 

[spywareonya 37,961]

10 minutes ago, will64 said:

so yesterday i had a doctors appointment to check on my mental health and telling how i feel so after talking he conclusion that i have low esteem and confidence also he going to send latter to this place that help people on the autistic spectrum so i have to wait and see what happnes but for now what am going to is to try and boost my low esteem and confidence like what spywareonya say's too me your are strong and More than you think! 😀

also i migth take up programming basics its like lego {which I STILL LOVE building by the way YOU NEVER too old for lego} but in numbers am looking in to that but am going to use a raspberry pi for it and also i want to be MORE open about mental health issues so that i can be truthful with you guys and gals 😀

Thank you for reading 

Peace 

Don't you notice, reading this from outside, that you are getting Beyond already?

Will, listen, and fucking mark my words

WE ALL WAIT FOR NOTHING ELSE THAN TO SEE YOU BLOSSOM

Would you ever to be in need of people to talk to so to nail your progresses through human contacts, we ARE HERE

 

AND never fear people would be less interested in dark an painful topics like yours. This place is a pee-fetish site but in the intentions of all of us THIS IS A MEETING PLACE

You are HOME HERE

Abd though we all have our fights and cannot be constantly online, you will never be alone (this last one thing is more a cuddle rather then something I really think you need, for I sense a terrific power in you and I don't really think you need constant company, but maybe your HEART does)

With all my love, Nancy

[will64 6,328]

5 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

Don't you notice, reading this from outside, that you are getting Beyond already?

Will, listen, and fucking mark my words

WE ALL WAIT FOR NOTHING ELSE THAN TO SEE YOU BLOSSOM

Would you ever to be in need of people to talk to so to nail your progresses through human contacts, we ARE HERE

 

AND never fear people would be less interested in dark an painful topics like yours. This place is a pee-fetish site but in the intentions of all of us THIS IS A MEETING PLACE

You are HOME HERE

Abd though we all have our fights and cannot be constantly online, you will never be alone (this last one thing is more a cuddle rather then something I really think you need, for I sense a terrific power in you and I don't really think you need constant company, but maybe your HEART does)

With all my love, Nancy

thank you from the bottom of my heart 😀

[speedy3471 10,655]

58 minutes ago, will64 said:

so yesterday i had a doctors appointment to check on my mental health and telling how i feel so after talking he conclusion that i have low esteem and confidence also he going to send latter to this place that help people on the autistic spectrum so i have to wait and see what happnes but for now what am going to is to try and boost my low esteem and confidence like what spywareonya say's too me your are strong and More than you think! 😀

also i migth take up programming basics its like lego {which I STILL LOVE building by the way YOU NEVER too old for lego} but in numbers am looking in to that but am going to use a raspberry pi for it and also i want to be MORE open about mental health issues so that i can be truthful with you guys and gals 😀

Thank you for reading 

Peace 

I totally agree with you about lego lol. Hell iam 35 and still play with lego hahah. 

You are among friends here. Anything I can do to help just ask

[2prnot2p 1,066]

@will64

Trust me, you are not alone.  Many people have mental health issues, including myself.  My late son did too.  You can do what you put your mind to.  And, we're all here pulling for you to be happy in whatever you decide to do.  Be good to yourself always! 🙂

[steve25805 126,015]

@will64

Trust me, you are not alone. I myself have suffered depressive episodes in the past and have struggled for over 20 years with an anxiety disorder.

In more recent years I have been winning the struggle most days, weeks and months and am on top of it. I have it cornered. But it wasn't always like that.

You are amongst friends here.

[gldenwetgoose 21,486]

I can't echo what @spywareonya and everyone else have said - we've never met in person, but we are friends and we are here to listen, hug, laugh and cry with you or anyone else who needs it. You are part of this community and whether you realise it or not, you give all of those things to us too.

Mental health is finally being recognised as just a real thing in the professional world as flu or a broken leg - that's great!  I would say though, don't let the label define you.  What I mean is, the doc may have evaluated your situation and suggested that you have low confidence - but don't lock yourself behind that door - "I couldn't do that because I have low confidence....."   

I'm guessing that both lego and programming have characteristics which suit you - needing to take a methodical, ordered approach. Putting the right elements together in the right order.  I can relate to that too. 

[will64 6,328]

thank you very much everyone for the kind words 😀

[spywareonya 37,961]

2 hours ago, will64 said:

thank you very much everyone for the kind words 😀

This thread is the glory of this forum. it finally proved what I have Always wanted to demonstrate: we are superior creatures. We are sensitive. We understand. We LOVE. And now, my friend, we understand&love YOU, who got the guts to open yourself with us, and we respect you. You opened up a dam with your sincerity, and we are all with you. Keep us updated and Always feel free to write anything you want, we are tight around you and we will never fail you

[will64 6,328]

don't worry i will keep you guys and gals updated and allso am not going to rush my Goal's am taking it one step at a time 😀  

[spywareonya 37,961]

1 hour ago, will64 said:

not going to rush my Goal's

ABSOLUTELY

The fact we cheer you up doesn't in any way mean this can be turned in a fictional story of which we want a new chapter to read and reply each week

This is the fucking holy pilgrimage of your LIFE and we can only kneel down in utmost respect and worshipful SILENCE

We are just here when you need, like a DIARY

Huge hugs my friend

Never back down

[will64 6,328]

a update bit of a 😀

so my mother works at a Toys and Gifts shop so i ask her last nigth if she can ask her boss if i can do like a hour of helping around the shop to help build my confidence and the reason why I chose were my mother works because i kown the people who work there and i rether be in a work place with people that i kown and not with strangers that I don't know 

BUT nothing is solid yet so i have too wait and see what her boss say's about it 😀

 

[spywareonya 37,961]

39 minutes ago, will64 said:

Toys and Gifts

MARVELLOUS

Such a place!!!

 

39 minutes ago, will64 said:

if i can do like a hour of helping around the shop to help build my confidence 

Wonderful. This is the right way!!!

 

40 minutes ago, will64 said:

BUT nothing is solid yet so i have too wait and see what her boss say's about it 

Indeed you already shoved courage, now if the seed doesn't bloom, we'll come up with something else!!!

[will64 6,328]

well my mother's boss has agreed to let help me around the shop for hour a day and aslo  he said i can come in any day or time i like so thats good it will be a BIG HELP for me 😀

Edited March 12, 2019 by will64

[spywareonya 37,961]

10 minutes ago, will64 said:

 

well my mother boss has agreed to let help me around the shop for hour a day and aslo  he said i can come in any day or time i like so thats good it will be a BIG HELP for me 😀

GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[speedy3471 10,655]

3 hours ago, will64 said:

well my mother boss has agreed to let help me around the shop for hour a day and aslo  he said i can come in any day or time i like so thats good it will be a BIG HELP for me 😀

That's awesome, good for you

[spywareonya 37,961]

10 minutes ago, speedy3471 said:

That's awesome, good for you

What is Amazing is that he took this decision a few days ago, and he is winning already against so many barricades life set in our face daily!!!

[speedy3471 10,655]

2 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

What is Amazing is that he took this decision a few days ago, and he is winning already against so many barricades life set in our face daily!!!

Absolutely. He has just made huge leaps and bounds. 

[spywareonya 37,961]

9 minutes ago, speedy3471 said:

Absolutely. He has just made huge leaps and bounds. 

That man is powerful. I didn't wrote what he quoted just to cuddle him: I have Always been convinced!!!

[speedy3471 10,655]

2 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

That man is powerful. I didn't wrote what he quoted just to cuddle him: I have Always been convinced!!!

Your a very good judge of character Nancy. Your absolute right in this case

[spywareonya 37,961]

10 minutes ago, speedy3471 said:

Your a very good judge of character Nancy. Your absolute right in this case

Here we enter a very deep thing and since I have absolute respect of Will, I'm not gonna expand this offtopic but, one of the role of Witches, is to quickly understand if a person can be used or not in our war to take over the world, one soul at a time

We believe that sensitivity and braveness must rule instead of money and arrogance, and we encourage good souls to act and to believe in themselves

It's actually one of the reasons why I am here, I ADORE piss but I also am here on a mission, encourage great souls

And Will definitely is a HUGE soul

He just never met somebody telling it to him enough repeatedly to shake his strenght from slumber

 

But see how rapidly he is rising!

Edited March 12, 2019 by spywareonya

[will64 6,328]

yep am climbing the mountain to success 

[spywareonya 37,961]

6 minutes ago, will64 said:

yep am climbing the mountain to success 

And you are impressive. I am amazed by your… ehehehe… strenght of WILL ahahahahahaha

Beside the good-hearted joke on words, I am sincere

We all cheer up for you

[steve25805 126,015]

@will64, you are doing this. You are doing great.

My anxiety used to manifest itself in social phobic ways. I tended to be anxious and paranoid around people, and struggled with social situations.

Eventually I took the plunge and signed up for a few hours voluntary work each week in my local Red Cross charity store where I knew the people who worked there and no pressure cos I was unpaid.

It worked wonders for my self confidence and acclimatising me to real life social situations. Now I work for a living in a large supermarket, meeting and chatting to people all day long and am totally relaxed at it. Because of this I am in a wholly better place psychologically compared to a decade ago.

Sounds like you might be making those first tentative steps, which you just need to take one at a time and see where they lead.

Good one. I think you are on a wise and beneficial path.

[spywareonya 37,961]

10 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

@will64, you are doing this. You are doing great.

My anxiety used to manifest itself in social phobic ways. I tended to be anxious and paranoid around people, and struggled with social situations.

Eventually I took the plunge and signed up for a few hours voluntary work each week in my local Red Cross charity store where I knew the people who worked there and no pressure cos I was unpaid.

It worked wonders for my self confidence and acclimatising me to real life social situations. Now I work for a living in a large supermarket, meeting and chatting to people all day long and am totally relaxed at it. Because of this I am in a wholly better place psychologically compared to a decade ago.

Sounds like you might be making those first tentative steps, which you just need to take one at a time and see where they lead.

Good one. I think you are on a wise and beneficial path.

Holy shit this is MARVELLOUS Steve!!!

A story of hope and achieved self-overcoming!!!

This is what I am about and after!!! Thank you so much for enlightening us about it!!!