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Holy shit, yes I watched Shock Video on HBO as well. I remember that bit about the Japanese girls peeing down those pipes. That was the first time I realized that Japanese women seem to have big bladders. There were at least 2 of those documentaries, and I'm almost certain that one was Shock Video 2002. It also had another scene where a guy was enjoying sex with his new wife after their wedding and then she goes to the bathroom to pee. He crawls over and peeks in, seeing her standing over it like a man. It was fake and the actress was probably holding a water bottle or something, but still it

No. Mens and women's separate, but right next to each other. I came out of the mens a few seconds after she came from the womens, so that's how I ended up walking right behind her.

It's a free for all, good bad and ugly. I never messed around in the forums, but I submitted a few stories about a year ago, and OMG, the trolling is strong as the Hulk in full rage. I mean it's STRONG. But I'm okay with that, I support free speech, no matter how offensive. People comment, and some are supportive, others offer constructive criticism that is helpful, and others are out to drive you to suicide. They tore my stories to complete shit, to the point of insulting me on a personal level like I owed them money. I wanted the harsh criticism from authentic critics though and it did help

On the way home from work, I was sitting at a red light of a high traffic 4 way intersection. It wasn't quite the highway part, but close enough that people usually drive at near highway speeds. As I was sitting there waiting, I saw a little girl, maybe 7 or 8 years old, bundled up in her coat, carrying her school backpack, all alone as she was crossing the 2 lanes of this busy road. When she got to the other side, she was struggling to find footing in the grass, because there was no sidewalk. It's dangerous even for adults to walk along this stretch of road since there is so much traffic and

I have an electronic drum machine that I've made some music on, but I need to invest in a proper pc and DAW software to actually create polished finished music, which would be a blend of electronic, jazz, lounge and downtempo. I played the recorder eons ago when I was a kid, but I definitely want to learn piano, as that is my favorite and saxophone is a close second that I like to learn. Being able to play jazz improv on piano is all I would need in life from that point on! Another instrument I love is jazz trumpet, love the sound of a trumpet with a mute for that "wah wah" sound they mak

"They say most of your brain shuts down in cryo sleep...all but the primitive side, the animal side"

At work, we are currently in the midst of our annual financial audit. They are new to our company this year and as such are really questioning everything. The head auditor, Kayla is quite a sight to see. She's on the taller side, curvy brunette, usually wears black pant suits, high heels and glasses. She's young, probably late 20's. I'm very attracted to her and on a few occasions over the past month, I've come out of the restroom right after her, (haven't heard her peeing yet, keep missing on her way in) so I was able to literally stare at her ass for a few seconds, until she turned back into

If you're not attracted to men at all, then you're not gay. Admiring a dick is not the same as desiring one. Like I can enjoy watching a hot woman blowing a guy. Part of the enjoyment is seeing her handle it and using it to pleasure herself, especially if it's a big one. As men, we naturally measure our worth against other guys in this way, but it stems from wanting to please a woman, so when you see a well-endowed guy making a woman melt, it's a guilty pleasure as an observer. It can be intimidating to be around a guy that you know is bigger, if maybe you saw him at a urinal and got a glimpse

Yes, less sexy but I felt that it should take a more depressing tone for the finale. Thanks!

The Sweetest Summer Job 3 (Conclusion) Throughout the summer, Shelly and Brenden had little contact, interacting purely as coworkers in their days working at the appliance shop. Though in agreement with her that putting an end to their secret white-hot indulgence into the depths of their mutual fetish was best, he still wanted to taste her golden fluid and make contact with every inch of her. Shelly created some distance between them by working a reduced schedule during July and August, telling her husband that she was only needed on a part time basis due to his nephew providing extra han

An owl. Owls are chill as shit, predators, make funny sounds and have those mean looking eyes.

Oh how I've dreamed of this, envious of women. If I was suddenly a woman, I'd spend a lot of damn time in public women's restrooms just listening to endless streams. I know a handful of ladies at my job who are serious power pissers that sound like they can put a dent in the porcelain when I walk by in the hall. I would love to regularly be in there when they stop in and rub one out with my new anatomy as they blast away in the next stall.

You aren't alone. There was an article recently that focused on warning women of the dangers of holding their pee for orgasmic purposes. I believe it's referred to as a peegasm. There are a lot of women doing this if it had to be publicly addressed.

I want to be happy for you that she is willing to fulfill this for you but I don't know that this is necessarily a good thing based on her reluctance. Obviously she hates the idea and seems to only be doing it due to not wanting you to watch other women pee. I would be worried that she will grow resentful at doing something that she is not comfortable doing. Hoping that she finds it surprisingly fun and "sees the light" and wants to keep indulging. Do keep us updated. Can't wait to hear how this turns out.

If she's over 45, you're probably fine in that aspect, but still, smart to keep close tabs!

No problem. I'm glad you are in therapy and getting help. If you don't mind, maybe update us some time with how your self worth is coming along. I'd like to hear if things are getting better for you.

True, sensitive is only part of the equation. You need inner strength to mix with it. A man that is both sensitive and stern in his ways and convictions is addictive to women. I don't know about a "perfect" woman, but a decent one that can love you is certainly possible. Another thing I think may help you is to have your testosterone levels checked. When they are low, men have very low opinions of themselves. Low energy, hopelessness, lack of drive. It's a powerful hormone. If your levels are low, which is likely, given your age, and you take steps to raise your testosterone, it will cat

It's gotten you nowhere probably because you don't believe in your own worth, is my guess, uninformed as it is, given I know nothing about you. I can relate, having had the same struggles with self worth. I don't know what this young man can impart to an older and wiser man with way more life experience, other than believe you are what you tell yourself you are. Your penis is not all of you. Being hung would make it easier to be confident, but nothing worthwhile comes easy. I would encourage you to pursue hobbies and things that you enjoy, unapologetically. Having purpose and self worth t

It could be that we aren't all alphas yet though. But even among the elite class, hierarchies exist, alphas among alphas. One boss cannot lead another equal boss, one must take a backseat, at least for the moment so that progress can occur. Now being all alpha at different times in rotation, I could see that. And I agree, girls are born more envious, and boys more rebellious in general. True that women are more vulnerable physically, but men are more vulnerable emotionally, so it balances out. Physical vulnerability is more obvious however.

Well, what I was getting at is that it's necessary for women to be meaner to men, because women control sex and reproduction in general. This means that they require men to rise to a certain level of dominance beyond other men in order to gain access to a woman. This drives the fierce dominance instinct in men and causes our more violent behavior, especially in the absence of wiser mens guidance. This pressure women exert on men to compete to be the fittest ensures that alphas genes are being passed along. Betas always have to exist in large numbers, because alphas have to be in short supply.

I've come to believe it's a necessary evil, all part of the mating strategy throughout evolution to ensure alpha males procreate. Even female insects kill the male after mating. The common narrative is that men rule the world, but that is largely an illusion. There is nothing more underappreciated than the female influence and control over male behavior.

Yes it does matter. Some women say it doesn't. They're either lying due mostly to a natural tendency to be ambiguous, to spare your feelings, or because some women actually prefer smaller ones. Maybe they have a small vagina, or they had a bad experience with a big penis. Maybe the guy just rammed it right in without foreplay and caused her pain, so she came to associate big ones with pain. But their are countless examples that reveal what they generally think. Assumptions about big feet, the way black men are fetishized for the stereotype of being hung, the way women make jokes about men that

How do you notice his palpitations exactly? An irregular heartbeat isn't something that can just be seen by simply observing someone. With his twitching, I wonder how strong are the twitches? It seems almost like he's on the brink of a seizure or cardiac arrest, based on your description. I'm not sure it's healthy if he's getting himself that worked up, in all honesty. Thinking of the most intense arousal I've ever felt, it made my fingers tingle and maybe I'll get a few subtle twitches here and there, but not palpitations or trembles. But despite feeling that aroused, I've never experien

I understand his excitement. To guys like us, being dominated by a confident assertive woman is highly arousing.

Both! I want it all!