I’m your goddess

[peeLIZZ 835]

I recently realized that I do not just like to pee, I am very pleased that my desires are more important than other people.  For example, I’m sitting on the couch in my boyfriend’s apartment and want to pee.  If I don't go to the toilet and just piss on the couch, I’ll only save a couple of minutes, but he’ll have to call the dry cleaner, and maybe even change the couch (friends and parents will notice the stains).  And I enjoy it very much.  People around me suffer from the fact that I do not care about the consequences of my actions for them.  Does anyone feel the same way?  Luckily, I'm pretty sexy (and may by sluty a little bit hahah) and can easily find a new guy with a tendency to obey me in all aspects.  But our ralations usually don't last long. It’s so expensive... Rarely is someone willing to ruin their life just for my pleasure.  But it also happens))

[gldenwetgoose 21,488]

In reality I lead a very boring life.  Often though I refer to my 'parallel universe' (I hope that term translates into Russian).  In that parallel universe my home and family situation is different and hopefully I am less boring!   I think that my parallel universe would be the perfect place for you to try out my couch - of course you may still find me not wild enough for you, but hopefully it would take a long time before you realised.

Also - I love that profile picture.  I realise it maybe isn't you in the picture, but still a great picture of a very hot moment.

[737DK737 891]

2 hours ago, peeLIZZ said:

I recently realized that I do not just like to pee, I am very pleased that my desires are more important than other people.  For example, I’m sitting on the couch in my boyfriend’s apartment and want to pee.  If I don't go to the toilet and just piss on the couch, I’ll only save a couple of minutes, but he’ll have to call the dry cleaner, and maybe even change the couch (friends and parents will notice the stains).  And I enjoy it very much.  People around me suffer from the fact that I do not care about the consequences of my actions for them.  Does anyone feel the same way?  Luckily, I'm pretty sexy (and may by sluty a little bit hahah) and can easily find a new guy with a tendency to obey me in all aspects.  But our ralations usually don't last long. It’s so expensive... Rarely is someone willing to ruin their life just for my pleasure.  But it also happens))

I love how you don't care
Is that how you do it in public also?

[Kupar 13,339]

Wow. I am not sure I could cope with you (even if I wasn't a happily married middle aged man!) ... but I will very much enjoy reading what you get up to 🙂 

[d19841 400]

I understand what your saying here.  I think maybe what your struggling with here is balance in a sense. When is your enjoyment too much that it's effecting others around you negatively, when is it not enough where you feel like your not getting the thril or satisfaction that you need for you to be happy.  I think with our fetish finding that balance can very difficult because if it was completely ok, then we would loose part of the thril of doing what we do.  Naughty peeing is supposed to be naughty, inappropriate, rude, etc.  So there will always a time where we have to decide to our selves before others and then piss away for our own pleasure.  I have spent a lot of years pissing on my own stuff, beds, couches, chairs, pillows, walls, floors and carpets. If done right, most things can handle quite a few pissings by hydrated person before they are ruined. As much as we all hate it, things can be cleaned too if need be.  I think what you maybe need to do is find a balance where when using the couch for example, maybe you do piss right into the cushions couple times but not every time you are there.  Most times when your on the couch and have to pee you will have to go to the bathroom but there's always that odd occasion where you can probably get away with just soaking a cushion however, this would have to be treated like a special occasion.  Also, I would try and consider that if your on the couch and feel that desire to soak or mark but are concerned that it may be too much then is there somewhere else you can go to pee in the house?  Maybe a room that doesn't get used often, a corner, maybe behind the couch or under it?  I find that it's better to spread things around, so you can maximize your enjoyment while minimizing the obvious damage.  Remember we want to be naughty and we want to soak things, but we also don't want to be caught.  If you can be little sneakier, and keep your naughtiness hidden then sometimes that's a good thing too. Sometimes, what people don't know won't hurt them.  I think ultimately you just need to pick and choose.  Sometimes, unfortunately you may need to use the toilet, sometimes you will have to be sneaky and try and hide your naughtiness and on rare occasions, you might need to be naughty right where it's obvious and leave a beautiful mark right for everyone to see.  I think when we have this fetish, we really need a partner who is open minded and understanding of our sexual needs also. Maybe this means a few hotel trips where you can just unleash and not worry about a bathroom at all.  Just some food for thought, but don't think you are alone

[Bacardi 10,134]

I'm on the opposite end of this. I love being degraded and disrespected with pee. I think I would thoroughly enjoy this in a parallel universe as @gldenwetgoose said, one where I'm not married and don't have to put in that much work or money to keep up with you lol. Imagining you or anyone else with your knees up just passing away on my couch, looking at me with an evil grin on your face gets me all kinds of wet. 

[Coupleslave 131]

I am perfectly compatible with you and actually wouldn't mind if you drenched everything I own in your piss

[expererg 1,185]

6 hours ago, peeLIZZ said:

I recently realized that I do not just like to pee, I am very pleased that my desires are more important than other people.  For example, I’m sitting on the couch in my boyfriend’s apartment and want to pee.  If I don't go to the toilet and just piss on the couch, I’ll only save a couple of minutes, but he’ll have to call the dry cleaner, and maybe even change the couch (friends and parents will notice the stains).  And I enjoy it very much.  People around me suffer from the fact that I do not care about the consequences of my actions for them.  Does anyone feel the same way?  Luckily, I'm pretty sexy (and may by sluty a little bit hahah) and can easily find a new guy with a tendency to obey me in all aspects.  But our ralations usually don't last long. It’s so expensive... Rarely is someone willing to ruin their life just for my pleasure.  But it also happens))

The "I do not care about the consequences of my actions" is definitely what's super hot. Too bad spywareonya isn't here anymore, you would have had wonderful conversations with her. If you search the forum for her posts, you'll probably find things you can relate to.

Would you share some of the stories where you ruined things from someone (the one about the car of you ex for example), that would be great ?

[peeLIZZ 835]

It looks like there are many like-minded people here))

My profile picture is a screenshot of pornhub video. 
I'm pretty much afraid to upload photos of what I'm doing.  As long as I am just writing anonymously, all is well.  But I'm too naughty to show up. 
I like to play it safe

[nopjans 1,178]

6 hours ago, Kupar said:

Wow. I am not sure I could cope with you (even if I wasn't a happily married middle aged man!) ... but I will very much enjoy reading what you get up to 🙂 

I am in a similar boat to Kupar. I have very strong fantasies about women with the attitude and outlook you describe @peeLIZZ. When did you realize this about yourself? What is the most valuable thing you have damaged with your piss or by other means?

[peeLIZZ 835]

I don't have time to answer because of work ... I love all of you😍 In general, I have some reasons to hide because of one of my men.  He is quite public and this is his important condition because of which he allows me a lot.  With his level of wealth, my freedom greatly increases.  Plus I am protected in case of problems with anyone else.

[peeLIZZ 835]

I will try to tell more of my stories soon.  I need time to formulate and translate them to english. My stories not limited as a picture)))

[peeLIZZ 835]

8 hours ago, 737DK737 said:

I love how you don't care
Is that how you do it in public also?

In public, I try to hide my fetishes and look normal.  If I do something, it is imperceptible.  For example, pee a little in a taxi when I go for a long time. It has time to dry. 

[peeLIZZ 835]

7 hours ago, d19841 said:

I understand what your saying here.  I think maybe what your struggling with here is balance in a sense. When is your enjoyment too much that it's effecting others around you negatively, when is it not enough where you feel like your not getting the thril or satisfaction that you need for you to be happy.  I think with our fetish finding that balance can very difficult because if it was completely ok, then we would loose part of the thril of doing what we do.  Naughty peeing is supposed to be naughty, inappropriate, rude, etc.  So there will always a time where we have to decide to our selves before others and then piss away for our own pleasure.  I have spent a lot of years pissing on my own stuff, beds, couches, chairs, pillows, walls, floors and carpets. If done right, most things can handle quite a few pissings by hydrated person before they are ruined. As much as we all hate it, things can be cleaned too if need be.  I think what you maybe need to do is find a balance where when using the couch for example, maybe you do piss right into the cushions couple times but not every time you are there.  Most times when your on the couch and have to pee you will have to go to the bathroom but there's always that odd occasion where you can probably get away with just soaking a cushion however, this would have to be treated like a special occasion.  Also, I would try and consider that if your on the couch and feel that desire to soak or mark but are concerned that it may be too much then is there somewhere else you can go to pee in the house?  Maybe a room that doesn't get used often, a corner, maybe behind the couch or under it?  I find that it's better to spread things around, so you can maximize your enjoyment while minimizing the obvious damage.  Remember we want to be naughty and we want to soak things, but we also don't want to be caught.  If you can be little sneakier, and keep your naughtiness hidden then sometimes that's a good thing too. Sometimes, what people don't know won't hurt them.  I think ultimately you just need to pick and choose.  Sometimes, unfortunately you may need to use the toilet, sometimes you will have to be sneaky and try and hide your naughtiness and on rare occasions, you might need to be naughty right where it's obvious and leave a beautiful mark right for everyone to see.  I think when we have this fetish, we really need a partner who is open minded and understanding of our sexual needs also. Maybe this means a few hotel trips where you can just unleash and not worry about a bathroom at all.  Just some food for thought, but don't think you are alone

I can't always restrain myself and overdo it

[peeLIZZ 835]

7 hours ago, Bacardi said:

Imagining you or anyone else with your knees up just passing away on my couch, looking at me with an evil grin on your face gets me all kinds of wet. 

We would be cool college roommates 😇😈 

[peeLIZZ 835]

5 hours ago, expererg said:

Would you share some of the stories where you ruined things from someone (the one about the car of you ex for example), that would be great ?

There are more than one car behind me ... I understood the excitement and will try to write not only light stories from the summer, but also something more hardcore. 😼

It is a pity that this forum has some restrictions on topics...

Edited March 23, 2021 by peeLIZZ

[d19841 400]

5 hours ago, peeLIZZ said:

I can't always restrain myself and overdo it

The struggle is real for sure!  I've had that same problem too.  I mean sometimes we just get that urge.  Sometimes it could be once a month, other times once a day or more.  Sometime we need to give in, other times you need to hold back.  I try to set limits.  I pee where I want when I want in my own house when I want to because I'm only affecting my self.  I don't see in other people's houses.  Hotel rooms are free game and I soak them as much as possible.  If I'm in public places and have the urge I will piss somewhere or on something I shouldn't if think I can get away with it or if no one will catch me.  When in public I try to avoid toilets at all costs, even if that means going into the bathroom and pissing on the floor or on the wall beside the toilet.  I always feel that's a step up from pissing in it.  I guess the point is maybe try to take full advantage of opportunity when you can, hold back when you have too, and try and be sneaky and secretive as much as possible in between.  

Edited March 24, 2021 by d19841
Grammar

[peeLIZZ 835]

9 hours ago, p1ssputz said:

I think I agree with everyone in the parallel universe. I love the concept of this and I think it's hot. In that universe, I love the idea of coming home to find that my girlfriend sat on the couch and pissed on it while watching TV, not realizing that the expensive TV remote got stuck between the cushions and was now drenched. I love the idea of her not looking where she's sitting and breaking my Macbook or something like that. I love the idea of her looking in the fridge for something to eat, realizing she needs to go, and using the bottom drawer of the fridge to pee (and maybe not just pee, who knows). I love the idea of her having to clean up after naughty toilet activities with whatever's around - clothing, towels, important documents, the furniture - and just leaving it used. I love the idea of her sitting on the sink and breaking the disposal. I love the idea of her using a baseboard heater as a toilet and ruining it. All of this stuff, in this parallel universe, is kind of hot.

In real life, though......nah. It's kind of a hot fantasy, but I don't think it's something I'd actually want in real life. It'd just be too much of a hassle and too much of an inconvenience.

BUT - if the girl were like Devil-Sophie and was into doing all of that outside of the home ("I don't care about other people's stuff, but I'm not going to ruin my stuff") then I'd be into it in a heartbeat. I actually knew a girl like this once in high school. If I could turn back time, I would go back to the past and have a lot of fun with her.

I think it's very hard to be with me...

Apparently I decided to live in this parallel universe now 😸

[Coupleslave 131]

40 minutes ago, peeLIZZ said:

I think it's very hard to be with me...

Apparently I decided to live in this parallel universe now 😸

Did you only pissed in boyfriend’s houses or also friends and family? 

[peeLIZZ 835]

3 minutes ago, Coupleslave said:

Did you only pissed in boyfriend’s houses or also friends and family? 

My family is unaware of my oddities.  Let it stay that way.  As for friends, I have a girlfriend (she will appear later in my stories).  She loves to make fun of me, sometimes cruelly.

[Coupleslave 131]

49 minutes ago, peeLIZZ said:

My family is unaware of my oddities.  Let it stay that way.  As for friends, I have a girlfriend (she will appear later in my stories).  She loves to make fun of me, sometimes cruelly.

Have you ever invited her over to your bf's house? 

[peeLIZZ 835]

Once she had my intimate photos.  After that, for some time I did everything she said.  It influenced who I am now.  She was at my home and my boyfriends’.

[peeLIZZ 835]

She has no desire to pee, but she loves to manage people ...

[peeLIZZ 835]

She made me unnoticed publicly nude, pee in dangerous places and do something with my and other people's things.  I stripped naked in the cinema, peeing under the table in a restaurant.  She messed up my clothes and things, and the things of my guys.  By the way, there were a lot of guys too because she told me that.  It's funny that I liked it so much that now I continue to do the same and be friends with her. 
She is a psychologist and deliberately introduced me to weak men with a thirst for submission.  Anyway, it's hard to resist when you are seduced by an attractive 18 year old girl)))

There was a funny case when, after another date, a guy took me to his home along the highway (the ring road around Moscow “MKAD”) and I had to say that I really want to pee already at the part of road where he can't stop.  I ached for about 10 minutes, and then began to pee uncontrollably on his seat and dashboard. It was fun. 

[peeLIZZ 835]

Once I met a guy on the Internet who agreed to completely become my slave.  On my first date at a restaurant, I took his plate a few times and spat my chewed food into it. He reacted normally to this.  When we arrived at his apartment, I went into the room without taking off my shoes, leaving dirty marks on the carpet.  He plaintively asked me to take off my shoes, because it would be difficult to launder it. After that, I went to the wall in the living room, leaned my back on it and, looking at him with a sorry look🥺, ran my sole down along the wallpaper. Then the second...

It was superb ...😏