Blackinksoul30

I do every night. 

1. Your favourite hobbies? writing romance stories and photography.

2. Favourite song, band/artist? A glam rock singer with gorgeous brown eyes. Beautiful dark brown hair. Singing voice of an angel. Makes my heart melt. 

3. Favourite series/movie/cartoon (or all of the three)? Favorite movie: Sleepless in Seattle.

4. Who are you a fan of? refer to answer for #2. 

5. Your strongest quality, personality wise? I'm caring. 

6. How do your friends describe you? friendly, thoughtful. or annoying, childish, whiny, immature.

7. How are you really? (how do you describe yourself?) shy, low self esteem, nurturing. 

8. A country that you would like to visit? Wales

9. Favourite food? Mac and cheese

10. Any guilty (non sexual) pleasures? hmmm.... not that i know of. 

He looked so adorable! 

Nice!! 

44 minutes ago, speedy3471 said:

Iam sorry to hear this. This is just one way that you women are tougher than us men hahaha. You ladies have to endure this once a month hahaha

And it came early.... I wasn't due until the 29th... I started spotting on the 18th... i'm like ugh really.. i like just got it not that long ago... at least i'll be feeling well enough in time for memorial day when i want to go out and have fun. 

My period started yesterday morning... pretty much have had cramps all day yesterday and so far all day today. my lower back hurts pretty bad too. 😞  

Riley! Hugs! You and I are kinda similar in our 'tameness' and struggle with low self esteem and depression. You've always been so kind to me and everyone here. I rarely do 'pee' stuff. Haven't done that much in the last 10 years and i'm okay with that. There are plenty that are far more adventurous than us on here and I'm happy for them but i do understand how it could make you feel out of place. I don't pee in public and honestly feel a bit uneasy at the thought of that. But there is a variety of people here. I am not sure if you've seen my blog post that i posted in another thread but I've struggled with depression/bullying for many, many years. I take things to heart. Judgments especially negative ones really seem to shatter me. I struggle to feel motivated to take care of myself. https://starwhisper30.wixsite.com/alicesworld/blog  here is my blog if you want to check it out Riley. I think you'll be able to relate to some of the posts I made. 

Actually i experienced that this morning. The site was down for a few minutes then it came back.  I use google chrome.

My new blog post 

https://starwhisper30.wixsite.com/alicesworld/blog/obsession 

I didn't really use anyone's answers in my post. I was just curious how people felt here. 

58 minutes ago, speedy3471 said:

I know I've told you this before but iam so sorry to hear that you've been outcasted by your family.

Like Allen said, we all love you here 

Thank you!  Actually it's more friends/strangers that have bullied the way I cope with stress/sadness. Family is pretty understanding.. i mean some family members not 100% understanding but then again i don't tell all my family members everything. 

But yes people that have claimed to my friends over the years and acquaintances too are very quick to judge.

HI! I have a blog and I post about cyber bullying, disability, depression etc. I would like to ask people here how do they cope with stress/sadness?

A.) drinking

B.)Drugs

C.)shopping

D.)socializing

E.)listening to music

F.) creating something (writing, art, creating music etc)

G.) Porn 

H.) Other (please explain)

Question 2: Has anyone (stranger, family member, friend) insulted you because of how you cope with stress/sadness?

I will not post your usernames on my blog, i just want a general idea how what people use to cope with life when it gets difficult and how outside sources have reacted to it.

I had braces for 4 years. 

I only had 1 wisdom tooth

I used to have pet mice.

Sometimes i'll make a body pillow... put two pillows vertically, one below the other. Put a photo on the upper area of the pillow that's farthest away. lay on the pillow. wrap my legs around the bottom edge of the bottom pillow, put vibe in and just ride the pillow. 

I have had a few extremely bad experiences....  😞

I had a 24 urine sample test... i had to pee into a clear bottle.... (back then they didn't have those dark orange jugs like they do now a days). I took the bottle of urine into a drop off area which was actually in a public lobby... i was SO beyond embarrised. the nurse made me take the bottle out of the bag and put it on the counter. my father was standing next to me. i just wanted to hide.

Another experience I had was i had to give a urine sample for a doctor because i had odd feeling cramps... i drank a lot and went to the appointment.. i had to pee sooo bad... i ended up peeing in the cup..even though i was super embarrised, scared, nervous... and i found out a few moments later in the doctors office that they made a mistake and tested for the wrong thing. I was SO mad!!! So they made me go and get a water bottle and drink a lot again. The office was closing and i pretty much flat out told them that my bladder wouldn't be full enough again by the time the office was closed so i just left and never went back to that doctors office. 

Another bad experience was at a hospital  prior to a stomach scope.. i had told the nurse that my monthly was a bit late... i knew i wasn't pregnant but she said i had to pee into a cup anyway. I had already peed prior to getting to the hospital. she proceeded to make me go into the bathroom multiple times. she got me hooked up to an IV and purposely flooded me with more fluids than necessary JUST to get try to get me to pee. I was freezing cold from the iv fluid and trying to pee into the cup. The nurse was incredibly rude and impatient with me. I remember laying on a hospital bed waiting for the stomach scope and i could hear the nurse outside of the closed door say rather angierly "I'm trying to get this girl to pee in a cup and she won't do it!"  I was laying on the hospital bed in tears because i was terrified of the stomach scope. upset at the nurses impatience. shocked that she'd shout something like that in a hallway. 

I usually just put a vibe on my clit while looking at photos. 🙂   Doesn't take me long at all. 

Nice!!!! 🙂 

I just shaved pretty much all down there last night. Hubby loves it.    I'm kinda 'eh' about it. 

I usually trim mine. Rarely shave the pubic mound..even more rarely do I shave the whole area. I find i get far too itchy when i'm shaved. 

Not since I was little, when I was in a children's hospital probably. 

I've been seeing a gyno every year since I was 15... (Far too young I think). I've always only had a female gyno. I personally wouldn't feel comfortable with a male gyno but that's just my personal preference to have a female because i feel more comfortable with one. the rest of my doctors are all males. 

Though I do have fantasies of a sweet attractive male gyno examining me. 

nice!! 🙂 Great job!!!!! 

I haven't measured often..  but i think this is the most out of the time i have measured.