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  1. On 12/17/2018 at 1:53 AM, puddyls said:

    i’m not sure if proud is the feeling i had, but i totally appreciate this post. in solidarity, i had some discharge today. 8D0B9689-9234-47E5-9D03-8B31F393021D.thumb.jpeg.16727a328682fefd8b4199e1827f92b3.jpeg

    Sorry that I didn't notice this update til now. *HUGS* I think i'm currently ovulating cause i've been leaking a bit more discharge lately. I am proud of you and your awesome womanlyness. 🙂

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  2. On 12/28/2018 at 5:11 PM, Scot_Lover said:

    This was the saddest thing that Maigh and I have read for a while, feel so bad that you're in this situation, hang in there, ok?

     

    Have you looked at any other ways of using the Internet to your advantage? Just one thing first, how would your spouse take to you talking to other people?

    Maigh is pretty relaxed about me having friends on Skype (basically used as a modern version of a PenPal), and other forms of video interaction. Her words were: 'You can look, but not touch laddie, just  look'. She knows a few of my ladies now, they are from all over the world - London, St Petersburg, Moscow, Novosibirsk, Japan, Alaska and USA. This is just freindly chat, no nakedness, nothing rude, just interest in other countries and how they live. 

     

    If you decide to go this way, look for something you can control, sign up with a 'disposable' email address, and have the ability to cancel and back away from it. Be careful what you share too, once people know you're a vulnerable female, they won't care and will try to get inside your head. 

    Think about it, if you want to go this way, just be very careful.

    Would you like to talk to me on skype? 

  3. On 11/25/2018 at 4:38 PM, Drench said:

    Also have Skype. PM if ya want my id. I'll not tell you my life story (cuz I don't know you from Adam), but I'd be happy to shoot the shit and/or offer any thoughts. 

    I think we did private message each other a bit, not sure if you still wanted to skype or not. 

     

    On 12/7/2018 at 8:27 AM, W1ll_B said:

    I'm also available. 

    It's difficult to know beforehand if we have anything to talk about, but we can try if you want. 

    I have noticed that sometimes it's easier to find something to talk about and sometimes it's more difficult. 

    I have Skype, if it's important. 

    I did private message you but we really haven't skyped yet. 

     

    On 12/30/2018 at 8:12 PM, steve25805 said:

    I'd consider it but at the moment cant seem to get skype to work properly with existing friends. 

    Even with my mike switched on they cant hear me. Maybe that aspect of my laptop is fucked.

    Pity cos I respect ladies as people and potential friends first and foremost, and do not tend to go looking for sex talk. 

    Am not the world's best conversationalist though cos am basically shy until I get to know someone. 

    Maybe we could figure the skype mike problem, I don't know. Am not highly tech savvy. Bit of a Neanderthal when it comes to technology and the internet.

     

    It would be nice to talk to you. 

     

     

     

    Yes in general I still would love to find someone that makes me smile. Someone that makes me laugh. Someone not looking for constant 'pee chat'. Someone that won't get 'personal'. Someone that is available to chat regularly. 

  4. My spouse has been working so much. Either 9:30am to 6pm.  10:30am to 7pm. 12:30am to 10pm plus one hour drive time there and back. He pretty much works 7 days a week or 5 days a week when he's in college classes which he leaves here to go to those classes. My parents are the only other people I vocally speak with and they are 5 hours away from here.  I spend hours trying to find someone to talk to on social media. someone that's happy and cheerful. That I could talk to about hobbies, music, games. A best friend that I could really get to know. Someone that could talk to me often. I don't have a drivers license so I can't leave my apartment. With 24% lung function, i'm too weak to walk to any stores since they are 20 mins away (walking). I use social media, but it's like... a private message from one or two people once in awhile. Not much real 'connection'. I want to hear someones voice. I want someone to be emotionally attached to me. Someone to make me laugh. Someone I can rely on and depend on to be there, whenever. Someone that really wants to know all about me. (well within reason) Private messaging.. is nice.. but just doesn't feel like enough for me.. I don't know if it's cause I grew up in the age before internet and when you had a friend, you'd call them up and talk to them on the phone for hours. I think...that feels more real to me.. it feels like the person is here with me... to hear their voice. 

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  5. He's sorry that he's away so much but there's nothing he can do. And i know that. I know things will be rough until he graduates in 2 years... but the whole 'friend' thing... that's been bothering me for 10+ years... and i've tried everyones suggestion about how to make friends.. nothing really has worked. 

     

    Thank you Riley! 

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