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  1. Lessons in magick

    like now gotta go take your time to write whatever you want see you soon love, Nancy
  2. Lessons in magick

    answers and doubts are welcome and will be answered swiftly (unless is night in my country and I'm sleeping) meanwhile I'll post a new thread about a powerful ritual for this Spring Equinox, which is to be performed on the first sextile of the moon, which means this friday night, and it involves alchool and naughty peeing!
  3. Lessons in magick

    So, my advice is this: first of all, realize that you are not transgressing any Law of Nature second, realize you are projecting onto Others your fear of being actually spoiled within you third, eliminate anything that could actually spoil you for real (Always remembering that you fear of judgement comes from #2 and not from any real problems of which Others are not knowing about, obviously!) to eliminate these wrong processes, de-censor them through looking at them with love and forgiveness they are maybe right and deserve de-censoring forgiveness or maybe they are wrong and in this case, they come from your misinterpretation of the right way to get your hands onto something good, as for example when we think that Revenge can make us feel better, and it is not their fault, but yours, and you can Always change de-censor your desires without mindlessly unleashing them and forgive your imperfections yet without endorsing them do this for a week and you'll feel light like walking on thin air and then get back here and share your thoughts
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    Raising the bar of the overall level of your unconscious, by starting to de-censor ALL of your hidden desires, being careful, meanwhile, to avoid unleashing them without proper reflections this will bring to the light ALL processes which are going on in your unconscious and it will make easier to perceive which are natural and which are stained by envy, hatred, and fear which stem out from desire to be happy, and which come from the need of censor something which you fear you will not be able to face making long things short, some of your attitude comes from a safe perceptions of your strenght compared to the outside world, while other are more nervous, coming from fear or, on the opposite, arrogance eliminating these processes will purify your unconscious, making you feel less under attack ashamed people feel so much under attack because they project on other their perception of being under attack by their own hidden demons
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    ...and in order to do this, you must purify your unconscious but how? It is so deep! and vast! Well, there's a powerful trick, but is a bit violent, only people which are both hard and flexible, both brave and humile, can use it avoiding backfiring
  6. Lessons in magick

    The problem then is not to find a way not to stir people contempt: I avoid telling people I'm a Witch or a piss-lover myself, it is simply strategy, I'm not saying you shouldn't keep this as a secret... ...but it shouldn't make you suffer! I do NOT suffer about the fact that people could misjudge me, and why? Because I am so severe toward myself and so knowing about Laws of Nature&Gods, that I am ABSOLUTELY SURE that I am fucking right THESE are the allies I was talking about: certainties that will help you be more sure of yourself and this thread had been built in order to give them to you all but they don't eliminate your inner doubtfulness, they only help. To erase doubtfulness, you must SILENCE THE ALERT ABOUT SOMETHING UNIDENTIFIED GOING ON IN YOUR UNCONSCIOUS
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    So, after all of this, let's get back to the problem: if you are not bold as fuck, people's contempt will make you feel... DOUBTS ABOUT YOURSELF!!!
  8. Lessons in magick

    If your body is healthy, your pee will also be, to the point it can be drank actually. Her relationship with unpurity is exactly the same a vampire could encounter drinking an obese man's blood. Nature created pee to be first of all the bringer of our chemical/hormonal signature: the fact that it bring away also waste product is secundary and very useful, but doesn't mean in any way that this truth backfire against the archetypical purity of pee
  9. Lessons in magick

    Pee is the water that liver and kidneys drain from limphatic system, which in turn is part of the circulatory system pee CONTAINS waste product but is NOT IN ITSELF a waste product
  10. Lessons in magick

    Nature bring together everything it can bring Pee, scientifically speaking, is NOT a waste product, let me clearify this to you
  11. Lessons in magick

    Imagine you are God, and every action of your should be perfect Now, living being eat other living being, their soul is immortal but their body needs food so unconsciously but powerfully grasping that their core-part is immortal they rush against each other and kill each other to feed, as Existence Always worked since You (who are god) created it You feel confused about your last night: you were drunk and created hyenas They feed on carrions and you do not think it is nice to them having created them to live that life they seem happy with it but you want to ake them live a more "normal" life, eating normal killed-on-the-spot food Now, after various animals hunting, some of the carrions are left, they are both a waste, and can fester and become poisonous You need something to remove them, maybe eating them so they would not go wasted You consider upon giving order to some animal (or one of your angels in your service) to go and eat the carrions But nobody looks happy with it You want to be perfect so you don't want to discontent anybody but who will eat the carrions then? What do you do? and then pop! hyenas pop up! and they say that they are indeed happy to eat carrions! Why "protecting" them from a strange life when they like it and you need somebody to do exactly that? At which point you realize that creating hyenas was a Genius pitch and not an act of drunkness
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    So, what I am saying, is that if you are not utterly friend to yourself in EVERY spot of your unconscious, people's contempt will #1 stir up your programming about the fear of being ostracized #2 actually make you fear to develop actual enemies! #3 make you fear there is something inside your desires that actually transgress Laws of Nature a Vicious example of #3? Unreal (luckily!) but Vicious? "Pee is a waste product. How can it be holy, if the healthy body needs to get rid of it?" Well, that is a good answer, because he who doesn't develop such a doubt, is careless toward the need to make every act of his life to be spiritually healthy the point is that existence is not that linear I'll make you a counter-example that is amusing just wait a little
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    (here also come the follow up of my last thing wrote about ALLIES and I explain what I mean)
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    Ok @steve25805 here I am Steve, in order to conquer something, realizing its nature of un-absoluteness is good but can backfire, because there are TWO kind of evil in the world #1 absolutization of un-absolute things (like society's rules) #2 wrong utilization by men (and so by society) of actually absolute things Unluckily, shames come from #2 There are some morals which even the Gods follows, and the fact that Nature seems not to follow them is only because we are not trained enough to see them so, exceeding in our effort to drag power from a so-called "discovery of un-absoluteness" about these matters can in the end results in failure, because we are trying to de-absolutize something which indeed is in itself actuall absolute, only misused The point Steve is not to fight back shame, is to go Beyond its structure. Morals exist also in Nature and in mind of the Gods, because Right and Wrong actually exists, they're only almost reversed to what common people believe, but are real and fiercely avenged by spirits. It is normal to feel shame if we made a mistake, the point is not to demolish shame but to conquer it, going Beyond our first line of analysis to peer at the Truth: we feel ashamed when we cannot trust the purity of our intentions now, you perfectly know that there is nothing wrong in your sexual exploration, but in your deep unconscious something strange happens: an alert rings, telling you that something unidentified had been put in your subconscious and therefore, since nobody knows where did it end, no psychological process can be fully trust because maybe, MAAAAAAYBE, he and HE alone is THE VERY motherfucker which penetrated 'till your subconscious. Can you understand? If you hate your cousin, your unconscious tell you that maybe you also hate flowers because there Always were many in your cousin's house. Maybe you hate flowers because your former one-true-love rejected a peace-offering rose from you when you were 15 and choosed insted to break up definitively with you, and your cousin's house didn't penetrated your unconscious enough to become relevant, but since you cannot be really sure, the alert rings nonetheless and advices you of some potential connection (in our imaginary scenario there aren't any, but the alert isn't sure so he rings anyway) between your hatred for flowers and their massive presence in the house of the cousin you hate part 2 coming
  15. Lessons in magick

    Very difficult and serious thing. I know how to get over it because I did it myself but I'm not gonna have the time to answer it properly too soon. I'll be back really as soon as possible with infos. Love!
  16. Lessons in magick

    Anything you need, my friend
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    ok, this is the first true lesson First of all you have to discover the origin of shame and later, only later, you can overcome it Shame is a damage-risk-notification he who break the rules is exiled from the tribe and left to hunt alone, and arguably got killed soon by predators those who got this message well in their minds survived and procreated, rebels died without lefting any genetical children we are programmed by evolution to be submitted by what society thinks of us Now, to really get past all the problems of our lives, we must make an act of faith, and realize one powerful truth: Scientifical and Spiritual Truths are Greater than the laws of the tribe. We all know that, BUT our hormons and deep unconscious programming says elsewhere: if the chief exiles you, you'll get little use of Cosmical Truths Spiritually speaking this is blasphemy but we are talking now about crude materialism, isn't it? So ok, let's go with crude materialism: if you got the testosterone/adrenaline necessary to realize your chief isn't god, you can survive in the wasteland, or even challenge him to ritualized combat and take over the tribe The point is not violence, is how much DENSE is your convinction. Exiled and humiliated to the point that arrogance and pride could offer little shelter, would you still believe you were right, like of the fact that 2+2 adds to 4 and you got kidnapped by fools who cannot accept such a simple truth? would you possess that post-human eye that looks at your enemy so conscious of your own superiority that you even pity him for his unability to recognize that you are right? it is not arrogance, nothing of the like, is PURE POWER, shapeshifting your character and pushing you to be both bold and terrible to behold can you get my point? First step to demolish shame is to get in touch with the truth that we are genetically build to obey, yet genetic can change through evolution and as the Serpent leaves behind the skin that was once so useful, now we can go Beyond such prehistoric programming. But the fact that we should doesn't mean that our programming won't fight back. We need ALLIES First reflect upon this, when you will feel you absorbed this scenario I'll continue
  18. Where would you see me pee?

    to drink yes, not store not
  19. Where would you see me pee?

    Ok guys! As already promised, now it is time to take action!!! Soon I'll be free from all relatives at home and therefore I will be free to look for my camera which is a bit lost So, now, all of you: you read me as I wrote that I can be anything people desire (or at least I wish, and I try!), that I was willing to give a hand in realizing your fantasies! Soooooooooo Where would you like me to pee? How, which position? Would you like me to wipe? Spread my pussy? Talk to the camera (anyway NO face)? I am NOT promising I would be able to do what has been requested. I am just saying that I'll try because I want to play, and you are my friends Make proposal, and description
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    Ok, I want this to be clear to the Whole world Unless I cannot initiate somebody who cannot have daily contact with me in real life, nonetheless the spirit you engraved in this post of yours is the EXACT mindset that should lead a spiritual pratictioner I liked your post with a heart which is to me the highest ranking of all likes but believe me there is not a like that could express my admiration for your words
  21. Where would you see me pee?

    You don't know how much do I agree with that!!! It's just that I usually do not do that!!! What I'm a bit not at ease with is the idea of my pee forever on display in a pic. If you somehow manage to steal somebody's piss you can hex that person badly, because pee is actually the quantistic signature of the embodied soul, even more than the aura. I don't think obviously somebody would try to hex me (also because enrage my Patrons isn't wise) it's just that pee in itself it is too intimate to be shown as herself. It is like what I think could feel a much more shy girl than me about sending through the web a pic of herself naked, I mean a pic which contains both her face and her pussy, for other to use as they want, if you get my point. In my country you can be fired if it is uncovered that you had relationship with the world of porn so I don't send pics of me with both face and pussy but elsewhere I would have already started working with some lesbian pornstars I befriended in the past, and shown my face without problems in this forum. Let's just say I am almost identical (to the point of giving embarass to both me and Alex first time we saw it) as the Black Widow from first Avenger. Unless it was for this I would have no problems with people using a pic of me as they want. I would be a bit sad if rude boys, embarassed by morality-bashing societies and lookin for a manle-all-too-manly behaviour to reinstall male-self-esteem would make sexists comments about my "un-shyness" but I could cope with that. But not pee Pee is too personal, much more than my face or pussy. Maybe one day I'll change my mind, a Witch changes completely, we serve The Snake, and as He does, we change skin from time to time
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    To fully experience sexual pleasure is what we all are about when resarching our fetishes, isn't it? But WHY us Witches are ALL, regardless of how we were before undertaking this Path, such WHORES? How does it came that we are all so sex-craving, so happy unwithstanding the awful things we know, so dirty in our sexuality, so visceral, so cruel, so Majestic? It is because we eneded up destroying every shame we have in our uconscious through the Learning of enormous truths which eventually set us free. I'm not gonna deluge you with a rainblast of infos useful only to nerd-level actual practicing Witches, my intentions were to start from the beginning, privindig answers about why we are here, what is the Great Plan and the meaning of life, and believe me, after discovering the answers to this questions, sex comes much much easier! Another thing I wanted to do was to provide thoroughly-examined answers to secrets doubts in people's heart. For example, I was embarassed by my desire to piss on things belonging to Others, in my past. I was doing it nonetheless, but I was subsequently puzzled, in a bad way. With time, I discovered that my exceeding empathy toward other was a twisted projecting onto Others of my own desire to be protected from unexpected damages. I used to hate unexpected damages so much that my unconscious activated its moral-bashing mode even about a piss on somebody's doormat (and believe me I've done WORSE). After understanding which is the answer Balance gives about little damages like that, I became more wise, so more caring when needed be, and more free (and arousingly heartless) when it fits. This kind of stuff...
  23. Women you just would..

    Homungous movies As a Witch, I utterly understand the lifestyle of an undercover agent I mean, I do not have "that" as my Coven Assignment, but one of the most holy duty of a Witch is indeed work as a secret agent: disguise, keep secrets, manipulate, seduce, kill, all in order to save the world, and Always living an inch away from sudden death PS If you loved Atomic Blonde take a look at Red Sparrow, it is almost better and I know I said something heavy
  24. Ever drank urine?

    I have drank pee from Alex countless times, and from other girls too, pee is very different basing on the person's diet and even her constitution build becomes important. Age and hormonal production both play a part either. Sincerely speaking, I don't think that it would be that easy to drink from somebody you don't know that well, unless the situation pushes you to do something crazy! Usually I like pee's flavour, but maybe it is because Alex's diet is quite healthy and he drinks up to 4-5 liters of water per day and his pee is almost transparent But with the due pre-analisys, I'm Always open to new experiences