my story

[thisisausername85 70]

I've had a pee kink since I was like 6 or 7 years old. Of course it wasn't sexual at all back then, just an odd fascination. Like...I would look up youtube videos of people peeing. One time when I was like 8, I taped a plastic bag over the toilet and me and my bff both peed in it. Sometimes I did weird roleplays (playing pretend, as kids do) with my friends involving pee. Eventually I got into my teen years and realized this was not normal, so I tried to cut off the interest. However I'm 19 now, and the pee kink has persisted. I don't masturbate or watch porn, and I'm not seeing anyone. But pee does kinda turn me on. Nowadays I just read fanfictions involving omorashi.

I've wet myself a few times. On the bed, in the closet, on my bedroom floor, in the car, on the bathroom floor. But the cleanup and secrecy aren't worth it. Btw I live with my family at home. Mostly I'm curious about why my kink started as a child, when that doesn't seem to be the case for many of y'all. Is there anyone else out there like me?

[Baglee 35]

Welcome and your not alone it's been a long time thing for me as well 

[IEnjoyPiss 189]

Hi there welcome to the site

From the sounds of things I think your development into this kin probably stems from childhood curiosity and just enjoying life as a child with a pee kink to it. People do develop differently and in this case yours happened to have pee in it. 

Once again welcome to the site it is a friendly community here so you should feel right at home.

[Theo 193]

2 hours ago, thisisausername85 said:

 Mostly I'm curious about why my kink started as a child, when that doesn't seem to be the case for many of y'all. Is there anyone else out there like me?

  That's not entirely true...😉 I remember, as a kid, I sometimes would pee in the bathtub. I would lay on my back with my penis looking up at me and I would pee and fill my belly button lol. It would give me an erection even though I had no idea why my penis got stiff. All I knew then as a very young boy was it felt "good" (for lack of a better term). I didn't do it all the time and I eventually outgrew it.

When my first girlfriend turned me on to peeing games, (she liked to hold me while I peed, and she liked it when I would get on my knees in front of her while she sat on the toilet so I could watch her pee), that was when I realized I really enjoyed peeing again.  (I was 17 and she was 16 😍)

 Now, unlike you,  I do like porn and do masturbate especially to pee videos. Why the difference? No clue, but here, nobody cares. That's what makes this a great place- no judgement. Welcome!😘

[Bacardi 10,134]

We have almost the exact same story! My pee kink started when I was little and from then on I had this odd fascination with peeing outside of the toilet. I didn't embrace it as a valid part of my sexuality until I was an adult. As a teen I enjoyed peeing on my deck and my bathroom floor when my mom wasn't home so clean up would be easy or non existent. Maybe try that if you can?

Regardless, have a very warm welcome to the forums🤗

[Kupar 13,339]

Thanks for telling your story - and welcome to the site. You're among many, many people who understand, and as you've already found, your situation isn't unique! I hope that makes you feel good 🙂. As others have said, this is a very non-judgmental community and it's a great place to discover new friends and talk about this fascinating and wide-ranging kink. Have fun! Oh - and as I always try to point out - the moderators here are fantastic and work really hard to keep everything safe and respectful.

Edited July 15, 2021 by Kupar
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[Sixdor 530]

Welcome!  My first memory of a pee fascination is school, when a girl wet herself on the chair next to me.  Non sexual event at that age but I was gripped by her reaction , gasping,  and the sound of her pee hitting the floor.  We also used to sit on the floor whilst the teacher read a book, we could see up her skirt,  I remember wondering if she ever wet herself.  I think the thought has stayed with me ever since!

[oliver2 4,418]

On 7/14/2021 at 5:05 PM, thisisausername85 said:

Mostly I'm curious about why my kink started as a child, when that doesn't seem to be the case for many of y'all. Is there anyone else out there like me?

From what I’ve seen of stories here, many of us remember being fascinated by pee as kids, before knowing what sex or arousal really was. In fact, maybe the unusual thing is that rather than losing interest in pee, we keep it, and often combine into sexual interests as we acquire them.

(Certainly I have vivid pee memories from a young age).

Pee can feel like a … different sort of itch to scratch, or it can be straightforwardly sexual (someone here wrote of imagining peeing somewhere naughty when it feels like she’s taking too long to orgasm).

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realized this was not normal, so I tried to cut off the interest

That is, fortunately, not how we do things around here ❤️

[thisisausername85 70]

37 minutes ago, oliver2 said:

That is, fortunately, not how we do things around here ❤️

So I've noticed 😅 I hope you guys can forgive me if I'm more hesitant to embrace it.

Uhh I forgot to mention earlier that I often pee in the shower and that's generally how I satisfy the interest. Lol...I remember doing that a few times when I was younger and feeling naughty.

[oliver2 4,418]

14 minutes ago, thisisausername85 said:

So I've noticed 😅 I hope you guys can forgive me if I'm more hesitant to embrace it.

Of course! You do you.

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I often pee in the shower and that's generally how I satisfy the interest

Same, tbh

[Baglee 35]

Peeing in the shower is always fun but it's better if you have someone that's in to it as well 

[Dr.P 1,473]

For the first 5 years of my life, I was an only child, until my sister was born. During that early time, starting when I was 2 or 3 years old, my mother never closed the bathroom door, when she peed. So as a little boy, I followed her into the bathroom, and watched as much as I could. I can't remember the first time I did this, or exactly how old I was, probably 2 and 1/2 or 3. It was definitely during WW2, in the early to middle 1940's. I have posted many details of these experiences. on Pee Fans, going back several years, so I won't repeat them, here. I was strongly fascinated by them, in some pre-sexual way, probably motivated by simple curiosity about how women peed, since I was never able to see my mother's lady parts, or how her pee came out.

Sixdor wrote:

"Welcome!  My first memory of a pee fascination is school, when a girl wet herself on the chair next to me.  Non sexual event at that age but I was gripped by her reaction , gasping,  and the sound of her pee hitting the floor.  We also used to sit on the floor whilst the teacher read a book, we could see up her skirt,  I remember wondering if she ever wet herself.  I think the thought has stayed with me ever since!"

I had a very similar, but not as dramatic experience, early in grade school, probably first or second grade. I was probably 7 or 8 years old. I remember a little girl, with curly hair, who always smelled kind of strange, vaguely like urine. Some of the other kids whispered about her, behind her back. But I did not dislike her smell at all. I sort of liked it, but said nothing to her, or anyone else, about her. Girls all wore skirts or dresses over bare legs, and cotton panties, to school, in those times, the mid to late 1940's, in the States. Naughty boys like me were always trying to look up the girls' skirts, to see their thighs and panties.

Schools had recesses in which the kids played outside, then used the bathrooms, and went back to classes. I got back in my desk one day, and was in my seat, when this little girl took her seat, after peeing in the girls' bathroom. As she rotated into her seat, she spread her legs, and I got a perfect view of her bare thighs, all the way to her panties, which had a very light yellow pee stain in them. But the exciting things for me were several dribbles of liquid, yellow pee, still clinging to her inner thighs, below her panties! I couldn't believe my eyes! I had never seen any dribbles on my mother's legs, when I was with her in the bathroom, as a small child, and my sister wasn't even toilet trained yet, so I didn't know exactly how girls my age sat when they peed, how their pee came out, or how her legs may have gotten wet.

My curiosity and excitement drove me crazy, for several days, trying to figure it all out. I finally summoned all of my courage, and asked my mother, telling her that a girl at school had "wee wee" (my mother's term) on her legs, and I wondered how it got there. My mother asked me how I knew the girl had "wee wee" on her legs? Did I look up her skirt? I admitted that I had, and my mother said that wasn't very nice, and scolded me for doing that. And she wouldn't answer my question, directly. But driven by my intense curiosity, I persisted, and she finally relented. She explained that the girl's mother probably didn't teach her how to sit on the toilet right, and bend over forward, so her legs wouldn't get wet in the first place. And she probably didn't teach her how to wipe herself properly, either, so the dribbles were still on her legs, when she came out of the bathroom.

That explanation was satisfying to me, but then, I wondered about all of the other girls I knew at school. How did they sit when they peed? How did their pee come out? Did their legs get wet, and did they wipe them? Similar to Sixdor's curiosities, looking up my teachers' skirts, I also wondered if their legs got wet, when they peed, and if they wiped them. And did their stockings, which they all wore, in that time, get wet? That was a beginning of an interest that I have pursued avidly, for the rest of my life. Thanks, little girl! :)

So you are not alone, thisisausername85!

Dr.P

Edited July 15, 2021 by Dr.P
Added details appropriate to the time the events took place.