Riley

Thank you for the warning! My bladder is still really small (I'm trying to make it bigger) but that is definitely something to keep in mind

Are there any office chairs that can take... Repeated abuse? Like with replaceable or washable cushions? I want to be able to have a friend over without getting into a really embarrassing situation 😓

Dog training pads do sound really interesting. I had no idea they existed! Thank you for the ideas💜💜💜

I wonder if you could do that with just cushions or pillows since that's easier than buying furniture and I could put plastic on the couch and cushions on top maybe?

I guess that is true. Especially if you regularly clean the carpets. I wish there was a way to make a desk chair pee proof. I would love to try and do a hold while at my desk but I've always been scared of ruining a chair.

I'm starting to feel it. I decided to try and keep going about my day and see if I can get everything done before I'm allowed to use the toilet

I'm not sure if I'm going to do anything with it but I just drank a huge coffee which will probably have a big effect on me soon. I want to do something but I have things I need to get done today as well....

Thank you! Yes but I've already done all those things lol. I'm trying to think of new things to try.

For the first time in a while I'm going to be in a place without roommates, and I'm excited for probably the wrong reasons but I've started trying to think of things I could do obviously without causing any damage to the place and leaving it in perfect condition for the next tenant. I really want to get my security deposit back🥲 I again really don't want to do anything that would have any chance of hurting or causing any temporary or permanent damage to anything. Anyone have any ideas of things? Anything I can initially think of wouldn't follow the criteria of causing zero damage to

I could never get myself to be ok with peeing in a pool. It makes me feel like I'm forcing people to be victim to something I am in to if that makes sense? The ocean and rivers are so nice though and there isn't any of that guilt too. Especially on a cold night at the end of summer it feels so good to let go like that.

They are sooo much better than a dirty normal toilet. I feel like most hiking toilets and things like that should be squat toilets. I know most of us hover over the hiking toilets anyway and doing that is harder and less clean than just a regular squat toilet. I have started to see a few of them while hiking or mountain biking remotely so that gives me hope!!

The damage is what I would be worried about too. I know water damage is really serious and I know that would be way more water I would worry a lot about that. Ideally you'd want a house or apartment that was designed with that in mind🥲

Hmm, I assume you mean purposefully? I'm trying to think of anything interesting but I'm not sure if I have purposefully peed anywhere that interesting. I usually just end up wetting myself. As for where I would want to if I could? By given the opportunity I assume the building or place would be ok with it and everything in which case a library reading bench sounds like it would be fun.

The amazing, beautiful, awe inspiring Sophie obviously! I'm not sure I would want to be any member in all seriousness, but I really admire some members and maybe would want to be more like them? Like @gldenwetgooseis one of the first people to check in on me and ask if I'm well which is first of so so kind but I want to be able to help and lift people up like that too. Or I wish I had the confidence that @spywareonya has about things and how happy she is with her place in the world. Sorry if that's too serious for this forum😓 And thank you so much🥹 you are all so kind

Hello! It's good to still see a few familiar faces around here💜💜

Holy crap if you were that full 25 minutes ago I can't imagine what you are feeling now😵‍💫

I might be too late but you can do this!! I believe in you!

I know but I want to push my body further and see how far I can go. I will do my best to rest but if other people can hold 1-2 Liters and all I can keep control of is 500ml. I have a long way I can go before I am risking hurting myself. But I promise I will rest💜

I'm careful! I will let me body rest for a few days I promise

I mean isn't that the point of holding to your limit?😅

It's so hard. I really really try not to leak whenever I'm doing something like this but it always just happens. The pressure just overwhelms me for a little bit before I can fight it. Unless you mean afterword? I don't know I think i just pushed them really really hard and now they can't hold back anything. I'll just make sure to give them a break so they can recover hopefully

My muscles are ruined after that. I bent down to put a load of laundry in with my panties and a leak shot out when I didn't even really feel the need to go.. hopefully I didn't accidentally break myself

Thank you for keeping me company @Jar351💜. I always hold more when it feels like I'm letting someone down by letting go I think.

I think that was the most relief I've ever felt. My brain feels hazy and my whole body feels weak. Also... I hit 500ml!!! Or almost 500ml. I haven't measured in a long time but I'm slowly getting more capacity! Or my muscles are getting stronger!

As soon as I movedd my hand a spurt came out. Can I measure through my panties? I should t lose too much?