Riley

i kind of feel like intentionally letting a spurt out. just to release a little bit of pressure.

oh wow good luck!

I think im at a 7/10 now. im squirming in my chair a little. does anyone have any ideas of things i should do now?

ok im starting to feel it more. Its getting hard to ignore. I think im at a 6 out of 10 now?

still in my lower stomach with just a little bit of pressure. if I wasnt holding i would have gone to the bathroom before now i think.

yep! i refilled my water and am sipping on it. Im starting to need to go a little more. probably like a 4 or maybe a 5/10 now?

i just got back from running errands, and its below freezing outside 😅 I do have a few chores i need to do, i also bought things for dinner but im not sure if i have room to eat after all that water

finished! my stomach feels full now xD. Is there anything else you think I should do?

I can do that! I don't really have anything besides water right now though.

How much water should i drink do you think?

not very much more. Im really dehydrated to be honest so i just got a glass of water so hopefully that should help!

Im thinking of doing a hold or something similar. I need to pee a little but havent decided what I want to do yet

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I don't know if I have a favorite place but I kind of like peeing near my bed or into my desk chair, Its really fun to feel the need, and just let go into the chair, idk theres something about it that makes it really fun for me. I have also peed several times on the carpet near my bed and that also feels just super weird but is amazing and fun at the same time 🙂

You too!!🙂

Thank you so much for helping me hold!!🙂

It feels amazing, I can't even describe it😂 I might take a bath and erm..... Attend to other business 😂

I kept spurting and then more came out and I just couldn't stop it anymore

I'm really sorry.... But I kind of lost control😂

I can't stop it!