Blackinksoul30

Does anyone else enjoy the feeling of a full bladder? Feeling the pressure. The full feeling. It sometimes makes me 'wet with arousal' to have a full bladder. I enjoy touching my belly when my bladder is full. to feel the roundness. To feeling the pressure/tingling in the pee hole. 

Starting many years ago.. i don't remember how old i was... but i enjoyed putting certain items up my peehole. Yes..i know... dangerous... The only two items i've put in, just the tip... was the end of a metal blunt smooth straight knitting needle... about half a inch..  cleaned it off first of course. that was the first thing i used...   then a few years later i bought a thermometer and slid between a half inch to one inch of the very slim end in. I kept that thermometer for urethral play which i really didn't even do that, that often at all..maybe once every 5 months. It felt nice. put the tip of the thermometer in.. press the button on the thermometer and watch the temperature rise. I'd also put my vibe on my clit while the thermometer was in... AMAZING!!!! Orgasming with the thermometer tip in my urethra...  I made sure to pee prior to doing this and then made sure to drink plenty afterwards. 

As some of you know I have a lung issue. Years ago i was getting testing done at a clinic for my lungs, and they wanted to check my kidney function so they had me do a 24 hour 'urine collection'. Basically you have to pee into a container and then take it to the hospital the next day. One major thing has changed over the years in regards to this test. 

I took this test in 2003 or 2004. I was living with my family at the time so the whole idea of peeing into a container then putting it in the fridge so beyond awkward and strange. The act of peeing into a container itself was fine. I had been peeing into cups for fun by myself for years. But see... the major difference with this test back then and the test now... is now a days they give you a large orange jug to pee into, so you store the urine in that. It's not see through, so no one can really tell what it is, unless they really looked at the fine print on the label. Back in the day, the instructions were... you had to use a washed, sanitized juice container or water bottle.... and almost all of those are see through. Yea.. so that was part one of my extreme awkwardness of this test.... So i had to store my pee in clear bottles in the fridge that my whole family used. 

So then when the test was done the next day i was looking forward to dropping off the bottles and just being done with it... So i entered the hospital and went over to their 'drop off counter' it was kind of like this check in/receptionist desk which was in the lobby. Picture a big train station with a huge open lobby with people walking around. it was kind of the connecting 'hub' room that led to different parts of the hospital. So the drop off area was not a separate room, it wasn't a private room. It was out in the middle of this busy lobby as people waited for their appointments. No tinted/frosted glass above the check in counter. It was all open. Here i am carrying a big brown paper bag with one full water bottle and two smaller juice bottles. and i put the bag on the counter. I was praying that i could just you know... say 'Here's the collection' and then walk away... Nope... The receptionist proceeds to put on rubber gloves and tells me i had to take the bottles out of the bag and put them on the counter. Why.. i don't know. I was standing right next to my father. And i kept thinking, 'please don't make me do this. take the bag to a back room or something!' So completely mortified i had to take the bottles of my urine out of the bag and place them right on top of the counter in this huge room that had people just standing or sitting to wait for their appointments. So anyone entering the hospital had to walk by that 'check in' counter to get to their appointments. So i had to stand there and wait while the receptionist put labels on the bottles. I really wanted to cry. It was so humiliating. Nothing about the test drop off was discrete.