Blackinksoul30

I don't think i've ever used a unisex bathroom.. i mean..maybe i did... i don't know... 

i think i'd be too shy to go into a unisex bathroom.

Ryan Reynolds, Jodie Sweetin, Taylor Momsen. 😊

I'll mention some female celebs that i think are cute : Jodie sweetin, Taylor Momsen, Anne Hathaway, Melissa joan hart, Alyson Hannigan 

On 5/8/2018 at 8:25 AM, tompee said:

Hi Blackinksoul....

You sound like an interesting soul. So what's your favourite... Pee play or masturbation....

masturbation. 

Left to right

Alice, Jack and Emily. 🙂 

Very nice post spywareonya. 🙂 I checked it out. 

I was able to meet my celeb crush last year. He was so kind and friendly. I miss his hugs. He gave nice hugs. *sigh* 

On 3/19/2018 at 7:10 PM, spywareonya said:

I definitely get your point. It is something beyond sexual, like my first orgasm clutching my legs when I was less than ten years old, looking at a wonderful collector-edition doll with a soul-rockin marvellous blue dress. It is like being in love mixed with a sexual arousing so strange and twisted that it is almost like if you wanted to eat this person like she was a steak more than actually having sex with her

 

It's not desire, it's CRAVING

To me, it happens about Charlize Theron

 

There is darkess in her beauty

There is beauty in her darkness

There is madness in her eyes

There is sex in her madness

 

I want her as my lover

I want her as my incestuous mom

I want her as a one night dirty, really foul adventure

I want her forever

I want her to be mine but I don't want to spoil her darkness by making her exceedingly mine

I want her to make me hers, but I don't want to lose my status of worthy-of-her by allowing myself to become exceedingly hers

Dancing in circle like fighting males over a female, over the control of the pack

I want to lose myself in her eyes

I want to kill and feel blood on my hands

I want to cum

I want to kiss her

I want to die

This is beautiful  😂

two of the dolls use the same baby doll crib that i've had since i was 4 years old. My grandpa put it together for me. 80's kid toy being put to good use. So glad i kept it. The nice thing about baby dolls..is if i'm not feeling well enough to care for them one day, i feel okay knowing that they stay in the crib all day. Couldn't do that with a real baby. 

(warning sensitive topic)

Last year i bought two adorable baby dolls from the toy store and they have really been life changing for me. Me and hubby a few years ago decided on not having kids/nor adoption. and i felt..incomplete..like something was missing. Having these dolls (just got a 3rd one a few days ago. final one most likely) Caring for them. holding them. really helps fill that void of my motherly instincts. My mom adores the dolls. She knows they make me happy. My hubby is understanding of them. I don't really take them out in public with me unless for a car ride. I have adorable baby clothes for them. I no longer get upset over seeing real babies. nor do i say every few weeks 'i wish i had a baby' 

This has helped me so much and i love them. 

28 minutes ago, Flapnjack said:

One thing i learn from writing essays is that it takes critical thinking. It's a great skill to develop. 

I was always bad at critical thinking.. i'm better at.. writing whatever i feel like... just using my imagination and letting it run wild. I don't like having to 'prove a point' I just like writing what i feel.

I'm trying to find that thread. i see some threads where it's all celeb photos. But i can't find any discussion only celeb crush threads. If i find it i'll be sure to check out what you wrote. 🙂 

You don't have to say who they are. 

But i have a celeb crush. I adore him. I sometimes think of him when i pleasure myself. ☺️     

Sometimes when me and my hubby make love..he'll look at cute pix of nude ladies..and i'll look at a pic of my crush.  I think it's okay to have a celeb crush, no matter how old you are. I've had people tell me, 'oh you're married. you can't have a crush on any other guys.'  Eh... i don't think that's right. I'm married.. not blind. I can still appreciate the opposite sex. 

Yea 🙂

There's some days when i feel great! I can walk around a big mall, then grocery store, then book store..pretty much be out all day without portable oxygen and not be tired at all..then other days... i use a wheel chair and portable oxygen to just go to the grocery store cause i'm so wheezy and cruddy. 

I have a portable oxygen machine. I use it every night while i sleep. Then sometimes during the day depending mostly on the weather. If the weather outside is below freezing, OR above 80, or high humidity, or high pollen count.  I don't need to use it 24/7 though. Though i'm sure some doctors from my past would tell you otherwise. 

I like it. 🙂 

I hope someday my hubby will make love to me during my period.

at 15 i 'almost' had sex...but thankfully didn't... i would have regretted it 100%

So this guy... i started talking to online..for 6 months..we met in person... (found out he wasn't a creepy old guy) at first he was very sweet... we hung out at my parents place in a room behind the garage... which had furniture...  i went down on him...and i kinda think he fingered me but i don't really remember.... i remember i was laying on the couch with my jeans and panties down and he had his pants down, ready to get on the couch then my mom knocked on the door and said there was a phone call for me. (the door didn't have a lock on it) quickly both got dressed and at first was sooo mad at my best friend that had called..but ended up thanking her cause that guy ended up being a jerk. a harassing psychotic jerk. 

Didn't have actual sex until 21 with my hubby 😄 

I read the title of this.... and i was like..UGH.. *about to throw computer out the window*

I will say... i read book one.... part of book 2..then gave up on it... saw the first two movies... and i've never... in my life actually been seething livid, screaming at the tv angry while watching a movie. but damn these movies bring out so much pent up anger in me. 

The romance writer in me just can't stand it. 

prefer vaginal..me and hubby have tried anal twice before together.... he liked it more than i did. (well giving me anal i mean)

For lady bits.. i like... 'flower' 'garden' 'pathway' 

I typically just go to the bedroom and get cozy on my bed. I mostly pleasure myself while hubby is at work... since he works long hours. 

So..there's this video... where this guy uses a cath and injects liquid yogurt into the cath and it goes into his bladder... he puts multiple syringe fulls of the yogurt in his bladder...

and even though i knew what he was doing was dangerous... and he could possibly get some kind of infection or damage to his kidneys/bladder.... and he seriously sounded desperately on the verge of pain/in need of peeing after... i found it totally incredibly hot..and yea 😉 had to go do some fun stuff. 

imo

Seeing another guys dick isn't a turn on. If it's my hubby's yes. 

But if it's another guy.... i mean it's cool and all to see another guy jack off and cum if he's cute. but..that doesn't really turn me on. I get more turned on seeing two girls kissing and cuddling. Or two guys cuddling and kissing. Porn doesn't do much for me. I'm more into the persons smile. their eyes. for a guy...their chest.  same with a girl... smallish boobs. instead of their private areas. 

girls in lingerie making out, i like that. That's hot. 🙂 

My hubby is quiet. I.. am on occasion... if i'm alone.. i'm more vocal.. i tend to swear... my alter ego with a dirty mind kicks in  lol 🙂

10 hours ago, Scpa said:

Whats your favorite way/place to pee

It's hard to say..cause most of my 'favorite ways' to pee.. most of all.. i haven't done since my teenage years. i LOVED getting undressed and peeing on my bed. angleing my hips towards me and getting the stream on my chest and belly. 

But in the last ... 15 or so years... my favorite way that i can discretely pee for fun.. is to pee in a cup. 

36 minutes ago, sathuta said:

I did this, and will do for search some videos

She's a cutie pie! 🙂