My breaking point

[Anna99 218]

Today I wanna share something which happened around 3 years ago. My boyfriend and I were invited by his parents for lunch. I was very looking forward to this day since his parents are really nice people. We started in the late morning and went there by bus. I was wearing a nice pair of jeans and a blouse. We had a great time. We ate good food and drank some wine. I only had 1 glass of wine but a couple glasses of water. We talked and laughed a lot. Time passed very fast.

At around 15.30 my boyfriend and I decided to go home. I considered going to the bathroom before leaving but decided against it because I was in the mood for a little hold. My bladder was quite full since my last pee was the morning pee but it would be only a 30 minute busride and a 2 minute walk home. Waiting at the bus stop his mother called my boyfriend and told us about a car accident on our way. So we decided to take the train. We had to walk around 5 minutes to the train station and I became more desperate on the way. The next train would arrive in half an hour at 16.15. So we just sat down on a bench and waited. Sitting down felt really good and the urge disappeared for a short while. I understood that the way home will take longer now and already regretted my decision to not pee before leaving. The trainride would take about 20 minutes followed by a 10 minute walk home. It was quite windy on the platform and the cold made my desperation much worse. I was bouncing my legs and shifting my butt from side to side. My boyfriend asked me if I was cold and I nodded. I didn't want to tell him about my predicament. When this story took place I haven't told him yet that I like to hold my pee from time to time. Time passed and I felt my bladder getting fuller and fuller. The waistband of my jeans was pressing on my bulging bladder. At around 16.10 the first wave hit me and I nearly lost control, but stayed dry. Shortly after the train arrived.

We entered and found two free seats. Since it would take some time to get home I decided to to abandon the hold and look for the train toilets. When I found them my heart sunk. They were closed because of covid! I was really bursting and didn't know what to do. I usually like holding my pee, but not in public. I reluctantly returned to my boyfriend and sat down. He knew something was off so I finally told him that I really need to use the bathroom and that the toilets are closed. He felt sorry for me but was sure that I will reach the toilet at home. I wasn't very confident since the closed toilets made my need even worse and I drank a lot since my last pee 7 hours ago! I put a hand on my firm bladder. It was rock hard and even the light touch sent a shiver trough my body. On a scale from 1 to 10 I was on a 9 now. Waves of desperation let my body spasm and I felt my pee on the tip of my urethra. Only minutes later a stronger wave came and a bit leaked out. I ininstincively stood up and felt some more drops escaping. Thankfully I couldn't see any wetness on my jeans. After standing for a couple of minutes gravity hit my bladder and I was about to pop. Sitting back down I crossed my legs and put my hand between them. I felt embaressed holding my pee like a little girl but it was an emergency. Some minutes later the train arrived at our destination.

I stood up very slowly but lost 2 quick squirts. I knew I just had to hold it for another 10 minutes. I have never been this desperate in my life tough! Walking with a full bladder that close to exploding was pure agony. With every step I thought that I was gonna lose it. During the next 5 minutes I lost some more.  I could feel a drop running down my thigh. Even a very small spot appeared on my jeans, not really visible tough unless you look very closely. When we reached our street I felt my body giving up. Little by little. I stopped and felt a spurt escape. Then another and another. The patch on my jeans was growing and I could feel some wetness on my inner thighs. Tears were swelling in my eyes and my bladder hurt so much. My boyfriend noticed how bad it was and was very comforting. Walking further I had to release more leaks every couple of steps and I was very, very close to losing to a full accident.  Some people were looking at me while walking by. It was about 50 meter from home when I could see our door. Suddendly the most intense wave of desperation I ever had hit me. I felt my sphincter give up and the dam broke.  The floodgates opened and pee exploded out from my crotch, running in huge rivers down my thighs.  It was gushing down my legs making an audible hiss. I made a short attempt to squeeze everything together but it just kept coming. I was full on peeing myself. Outside. In public. On a busy sidewalk. I have never peed so much in my life. I peed surely for 2 minutes! It wouldn't stop anymore and created a huge lake on the ground. My jeans were saturated from crotch to ankles. I was bright red and was looking down to avoid seeing any faces. When I was finally empty my boyfriend grabbed my hand and took me back to our appartment. He hugged me and told me how sorry he was. That was by far the most embarassing thing I ever experienced and I wanted to die of shame that day. 

[chubbyjack 349]

What you said is true. It must be psychological. 

   As soon as you see the bathroom door the intensity picks up.  I had an overactive bladder I was treated for and getting from the bathroom door to the toilet was a mad dash

 

 

[steamlover6 754]

One incredible story, so beautifully and excitingly told; I shared every part of your experience with you and you know I love every stage that you went though. An experience you will never forget...  

[Pete Guy 186]

This is incredible account! How do you feel about that experience now looking back, and does your partner know about your kinks now?

[Anna99 218]

4 hours ago, chubbyjack said:

What you said is true. It must be psychological. 

   As soon as you see the bathroom door the intensity picks up.  I had an overactive bladder I was treated for and getting from the bathroom door to the toilet was a mad dash

 

 

That's generally true. My bladder was overflowing at that point tough and I think I would have peed myself no matter where I was

[Anna99 218]

29 minutes ago, steamlover6 said:

One incredible story, so beautifully and excitingly told; I shared every part of your experience with you and you know I love every stage that you went though. An experience you will never forget...  

I would like to forget the embarrassment, but probably never will...

[Anna99 218]

20 minutes ago, Pete Guy said:

This is incredible account! How do you feel about that experience now looking back, and does your partner know about your kinks now?

Well I still feel embaressed looking back. I told my partner shorty after about my "hobby". He isn't into it but likes when I hold cause I get horny when holding...

[chubbyjack 349]

9 minutes ago, Anna99 said:

That's generally true. My bladder was overflowing at that point tough and I think I would have peed myself no matter where I was

As long as your boyfriend was understanding it's ok.  These things happen.

I would have offered to help cleand dry you off 

 

[Pete Guy 186]

16 minutes ago, Anna99 said:

Well I still feel embaressed looking back. I told my partner shorty after about my "hobby". He isn't into it but likes when I hold cause I get horny when holding...

Great that you can be open with him though, even if its not his thing. As a woman who likes to hold, does the experience turn you on at all, you held to the absolute limit, or did the humiliation at the end completely ruin it?

[Anna99 218]

13 minutes ago, Pete Guy said:

Great that you can be open with him though, even if its not his thing. As a woman who likes to hold, does the experience turn you on at all, you held to the absolute limit, or did the humiliation at the end completely ruin it?

I have mixed feelings about this experience. When thinking back I feel more the humiliation than the arousement

[Pete Guy 186]

1 minute ago, Anna99 said:

I have mixed feelings about this experience. When thinking back I feel more the humiliation than the arousement

The relief must've been overwhelming when it came though, even if it was much more public than you would have liked?

 

[peefan1000 152]

5 hours ago, Anna99 said:

Today I wanna share something which happened around 3 years ago. My boyfriend and I were invited by his parents for lunch. I was very looking forward to this day since his parents are really nice people. We started in the late morning and went there by bus. I was wearing a nice pair of jeans and a blouse. We had a great time. We ate good food and drank some wine. I only had 1 glass of wine but a couple glasses of water. We talked and laughed a lot. Time passed very fast.

At around 15.30 my boyfriend and I decided to go home. I considered going to the bathroom before leaving but decided against it because I was in the mood for a little hold. My bladder was quite full since my last pee was the morning pee but it would be only a 30 minute busride and a 2 minute walk home. Waiting at the bus stop his mother called my boyfriend and told us about a car accident on our way. So we decided to take the train. We had to walk around 5 minutes to the train station and I became more desperate on the way. The next train would arrive in half an hour at 16.15. So we just sat down on a bench and waited. Sitting down felt really good and the urge disappeared for a short while. I understood that the way home will take longer now and already regretted my decision to not pee before leaving. The trainride would take about 20 minutes followed by a 10 minute walk home. It was quite windy on the platform and the cold made my desperation much worse. I was bouncing my legs and shifting my butt from side to side. My boyfriend asked me if I was cold and I nodded. I didn't want to tell him about my predicament. When this story took place I haven't told him yet that I like to hold my pee from time to time. Time passed and I felt my bladder getting fuller and fuller. The waistband of my jeans was pressing on my bulging bladder. At around 16.10 the first wave hit me and I nearly lost control, but stayed dry. Shortly after the train arrived.

We entered and found two free seats. Since it would take some time to get home I decided to to abandon the hold and look for the train toilets. When I found them my heart sunk. They were closed because of covid! I was really bursting and didn't know what to do. I usually like holding my pee, but not in public. I reluctantly returned to my boyfriend and sat down. He knew something was off so I finally told him that I really need to use the bathroom and that the toilets are closed. He felt sorry for me but was sure that I will reach the toilet at home. I wasn't very confident since the closed toilets made my need even worse and I drank a lot since my last pee 7 hours ago! I put a hand on my firm bladder. It was rock hard and even the light touch sent a shiver trough my body. On a scale from 1 to 10 I was on a 9 now. Waves of desperation let my body spasm and I felt my pee on the tip of my urethra. Only minutes later a stronger wave came and a bit leaked out. I ininstincively stood up and felt some more drops escaping. Thankfully I couldn't see any wetness on my jeans. After standing for a couple of minutes gravity hit my bladder and I was about to pop. Sitting back down I crossed my legs and put my hand between them. I felt embaressed holding my pee like a little girl but it was an emergency. Some minutes later the train arrived at our destination.

I stood up very slowly but lost 2 quick squirts. I knew I just had to hold it for another 10 minutes. I have never been this desperate in my life tough! Walking with a full bladder that close to exploding was pure agony. With every step I thought that I was gonna lose it. During the next 5 minutes I lost some more.  I could feel a drop running down my thigh. Even a very small spot appeared on my jeans, not really visible tough unless you look very closely. When we reached our street I felt my body giving up. Little by little. I stopped and felt a spurt escape. Then another and another. The patch on my jeans was growing and I could feel some wetness on my inner thighs. Tears were swelling in my eyes and my bladder hurt so much. My boyfriend noticed how bad it was and was very comforting. Walking further I had to release more leaks every couple of steps and I was very, very close to losing to a full accident.  Some people were looking at me while walking by. It was about 50 meter from home when I could see our door. Suddendly the most intense wave of desperation I ever had hit me. I felt my sphincter give up and the dam broke.  The floodgates opened and pee exploded out from my crotch, running in huge rivers down my thighs.  It was gushing down my legs making an audible hiss. I made a short attempt to squeeze everything together but it just kept coming. I was full on peeing myself. Outside. In public. On a busy sidewalk. I have never peed so much in my life. I peed surely for 2 minutes! It wouldn't stop anymore and created a huge lake on the ground. My jeans were saturated from crotch to ankles. I was bright red and was looking down to avoid seeing any faces. When I was finally empty my boyfriend grabbed my hand and took me back to our appartment. He hugged me and told me how sorry he was. That was by far the most embarassing thing I ever experienced and I wanted to die of shame that day. 

Such a hot story. Sounds like you might have pissed a gallon out there

[Anna99 218]

15 minutes ago, Pete Guy said:

The relief must've been overwhelming when it came though, even if it was much more public than you would have liked?

 

Leaving out the embarrassment it was the best and longest pee of my life. The relief was unbelievable

[Anna99 218]

18 minutes ago, peefan1000 said:

Such a hot story. Sounds like you might have pissed a gallon out there

Yeah it was a whole lot 🙂

[Pete Guy 186]

Just now, Anna99 said:

Leaving out the embarrassment it was the best and longest pee of my life. The relief was unbelievable

You must have relived that in your mind in your "alone time"? Is that the first/only time you've had a genuine accident? The absolute pinnacle of desperation and hold it to really, really push your limit to the point your body literally refused to play along!

[Anna99 218]

21 hours ago, Pete Guy said:

You must have relived that in your mind in your "alone time"? Is that the first/only time you've had a genuine accident? The absolute pinnacle of desperation and hold it to really, really push your limit to the point your body literally refused to play along!

It isn't my only genuine accident, but the only full one in public. I have leaked in public before, but never a full blown accident.

[Schmitty20 320]

On 12/12/2024 at 4:47 PM, Anna99 said:

It isn't my only genuine accident, but the only full one in public. I have leaked in public before, but never a full blown accident.

Would love to hear about your other accidents?