Why do guys buy custom-made videos from porn actors?

[Blue Dreams 48]

Let's say I would risk my day job and reputation, and were bold enough to start making porn videos. I would be filming myself doing the things I like and customers would start making demands… pretty unoriginal stuff like "wear high heels in bed" or "do anal", and once I discovered there was money to make, I might just do it. But my heart wouldn't be in it. I'd do it because I got paid for it better than for just being myself, even lie to you about how much it turned me on. And you would know that, because you know this video only exists because you described your own fantasies in detail when you bought it.

How would you still be able to get off to it? At some point most of the videos on my profile wouldn't be me anymore, just my body. Or is it just the body that you want to see doing something, and you don't even care if the girl in front of the camera actually was horny and had fun creating it?

Maybe I misunderstand something, but I feel that if I were that girl, it would kill my lust and the passion I have for pee play. Wouldn't that be sad, and wouldn't it be better to just tip the creator you like to support her in doing what she loves? So what do you get from buying custom-made videos. I'm honestly curious.