My (Pis)story

[Tricklez 20]

Hello! This is my first post but I’ve been a long time lurker. I’m a female in my late 20s. 

I wanted to introduce myself and write out my history of notable pee experiences, “my (pis)story” if you will, and have a thread that I can keep adding to. 

My pee kink kind of comes and goes, it’s always kind of turn on but I’m generally more interested when I’m in a certain mood.

I’m a bit of a germaphobe so I don’t know that I want some of my fantasies to become reality. I love reading peoples’ stories but there is the potential that I’d be disgusted if I witnessed them in person (unless I’m horny I guess lol). I often have “post-nut clarity” and feel disgust or shame/embarrassment after wetting or peeing somewhere I shouldn’t. Part of my interest is tied to embarrassment though, as I think that’s where it originally stemmed from. 

I’m VERY pee-shy, to the extent that I have trouble excusing myself to the bathroom and don’t even like people to know that I’m in the bathroom or on my way to the bathroom (unless I’m really comfortable with them). This has led me to push the human limit of bladder control and experience a number of really close calls, accidents, and good stories. 

I frequently had accidents in school until maybe the 2nd grade. Sometimes I was distracted or I put off going for too long but the majority of the time I was too embarrassed to ask the teacher if I could go. I thought that no one would notice and usually no one did. In my most vivid memory of having an accident in class I lost control for a few seconds, that gave me the courage to ask to go to the bathroom because I didn’t want to fully lose control and have a visible accident. After getting permission, I walked down the hallway towards the bathroom when the preschool teacher stopped me and asked if I had had an accident. I denied it but she could clearly see that I was lying. I was extremely embarrassed. She brought me to a locker in the hallway and rummaged through it to find a pair of pants that would fit me. I went to the bathroom and finished peeing and changed my pants. I don’t remember anything after that. I think that was the only time I was made to change my pants though, so it’s possibly the only time that anyone at school noticed. A similar situation happened at home when my family had company over. It was right before bed so I tried to sneak into my room to change and pretend that it never happened…but my dad and the guest noticed and came into my room to instruct me to change. I denied having and accident and refused to get out of bed and change, thankfully they gave up trying to convince me to change and said something along the lines of “okay stay in your wet underwear then”. After they left I waited a minute and got up and changed. 

I have so many more stories but I’ll add them later! 

 

 

Edited January 24 by Tricklez

[Jar351 397]

Welcome and thank you for sharing @Tricklez it'd not easy to overcome our fears and you have taken a lot of big stpes so far.  Congrats

[Tricklez 20]

Thank you @Jar351! 

[Tricklez 20]

One time when I was about 7, I used some bricks in my backyard to build a “toilet” behind the garage. It was basically the outline of a square with a couple bricks on the back to make the toilet tank. I don’t know what inspired me, I think going inside to go to the bathroom was just too far when playing outside. As soon as it was done I looked around and didn’t see anyone, pulled my pants down, used it, and wiped with a big leaf. I was eager to use it again, so a little later when I could pee again, I did. I was wiping with another leaf and my nanny rounded the corner. I was mortified! I panicked and made her promise that she wouldn’t tell my parents! She told me that she wouldn’t but I didn’t know if I could trust that. I think I’ve only ever peed outside one other time (not counting in water). 

I’m still embarrassed but definitely thrilled by the thought of peeing outside (among other places). Peeing outside is easier for me to rationalize than going in more “naughty” places indoors— although I might work up to it. Lately I’ve been thinking about wetting/completely flooding my pants while outside walking at night or with a long coat on. And last night I was driving past one of the big parks in my city and I fantasized about how easy it would be to pee in various places there at night.  

[WateryMoose 274]

3 minutes ago, Tricklez said:

One time when I was about 7, I used some bricks in my backyard to build a “toilet” behind the garage. It was basically the outline of a square with a couple bricks on the back to make the toilet tank. I don’t know what inspired me, I think going inside to go to the bathroom was just too far when playing outside. As soon as it was done I looked around and didn’t see anyone, pulled my pants down, used it, and wiped with a big leaf. I was eager to use it again, so a little later when I could pee again, I did. I was wiping with another leaf and my nanny rounded the corner. I was mortified! I panicked and made her promise that she wouldn’t tell my parents! She told me that she wouldn’t but I didn’t know if I could trust that. I think I’ve only ever peed outside one other time (not counting in water). 

I’m still embarrassed but definitely thrilled by the thought of peeing outside (among other places). Peeing outside is easier for me to rationalize than going in more “naughty” places indoors— although I might work up to it. Lately I’ve been thinking about wetting/completely flooding my pants while outside walking at night or with a long coat on. And last night I was driving past one of the big parks in my city and I fantasized about how easy it would be to pee in various places there at night.  

That's an interesting anecdote, actually I almost had the same experience except I didn't build a toilet at all and went outside raw XD

[Kupar 12,480]

Welcome to the full site experience @Tricklez and thank you for sharing your stories. You know the site already if you've been lurking for a while and know that you're among friends. I look forward to reading more. 

[oliver2 3,899]

15 hours ago, Tricklez said:

One time when I was about 7, I used some bricks in my backyard to build a “toilet” behind the garage. It was basically the outline of a square with a couple bricks on the back to make the toilet tank. I don’t know what inspired me, I think going inside to go to the bathroom was just too far when playing outside. As soon as it was done I looked around and didn’t see anyone, pulled my pants down, used it, and wiped with a big leaf. I was eager to use it again, so a little later when I could pee again, I did. I was wiping with another leaf and my nanny rounded the corner. I was mortified! I panicked and made her promise that she wouldn’t tell my parents! She told me that she wouldn’t but I didn’t know if I could trust that. I think I’ve only ever peed outside one other time (not counting in water). 

The thing with building a “toilet” from bricks & having a pee in it doesn’t sound that unusual to me? Even for people who don’t grow up to be pee fans…

By peeing in water, do you mean peeing in the sea while swimming?

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[Remi 949]

Your relationship with pee is quite relatable to me in certain ways. How it affects you differently when you are in the mood vs. when not. The pee shyness. I think i can count the times i asked to go to the toilet during classes on one hand. Just because i somehow didn't want anyone to know i had to piss. So i got used to holding it in. Also this post nut clarity which doesn't come direktly after the pee for me but it will sometimes after the nut following the pee 😅

So its good to see that you're still seeking to get enjoyment out of this despite those hurdles along the way. Would be interesting to know what places, indoors or outdoors, you have on your mind when thinking about naughty peeing. Is there some sort of bucket list in your mind? The park already sounds like a nice playing field for it. This is something i also do, i often scan the places i drive by in my everyday life for their 'pee worthyness'. 

Anyways, thanks for letting us know about your story. Will be looking forward to your future updates. Have fun around here!

[MommyImWettingMyself 68]

Welcome.👋🏻  Your story sounds very typical of many female wetters/pee fans.  I was VERY shy and never once asked to use the restroom in all of elementary school.  Luckily I never had an accident but it certainly could've happened.  I wet for fun starting early in childhood and almost always got caught (mom wasn't kind).  Would never do it in public but have no shame in private.  I figure life's all about doing what feels good and having fun as long as nobody gets hurt.  If other bodily fluids are fetishized to such a degree in porn and the like, why are people so afraid of/grossed out by pee?  Never made sense to me.  

Anyway enjoyed your post.