A Chemist, a Car, and many Golden Raindrops (Part 1 and 2)

[Riley 13,064]

"Its ok, You can do this"

My bathroom mirror reflected the movements my mouth had made, yet those words weren't mine. I didn't believe the intent I had to tried to fill the with. Everyone always told me self encouragment was the key to increasing your confidence, yet those words still felt hollow and fake; more like a mask than a change of emotion. 

Hello, this is Rivian, for whoever is reading this. I study chemistry at my local community college and still keep this diary for whatever reason. After my chemistry class my friend Luna and I are studying together in the library. She is amazing, and smart, and beautiful, and..... will be really helpful to steady with, sorry im getting distracted. Wait why am I apologizing to my diary?

..wait its already almost 8? sh*t im going to be late again...

***

"good, I'm only a few minutes late", I thought as I cracked open the door to the chemistry classroom and scanned for an open seat. The room was a middle sized lecture hall with around 50 seats in total, each level of seats was elevated a little over the previous row all pointing towards the professor in the bottom center of the room. There weren't individual desks but long slightly curved tables that stretched each row, and chairs behind each of the desks. In the back of the classroom were long open windows where today, the sun poured in and filled the classroom with brilliant golden morning light. A familiar hand waving at me caught my attention near the back of the classroom and I ran towards it, seeing an empty seat next to them. 

"Rivian, what is your excuse this time?" questioned Luna with a smile in her eyes. She had olive skin, with straight white hair, and grey eyes. She was wearing an oversized grey, and white flannel with dark grey jeans underneath. 

"I was writing and lost track of time again" I said trying to hide the fact that I kept a diary. 

"Don't worry I took notes for you for the first part of class, I can give them to you when we study after class ok?" said Luna with an excited look in her eyes. 

"yes!" I said a little too excitedly, before blushing and looking away. 

"Why do I always embarrass myself like this!" I thought to myself, "If I could only know exactly what to do all of the time.

I started to feel the first signs of a headache and started to panic, In no way was I going to let a headache get between me and Luna hanging out. I grabbed my water bottle from my bag, and started drinking as much as I could to hopefully help the headache subside. As class started to come to a close my headache had subsided but I was starting to have another problem, I had to pee. I started trying to come up with a way to go to the bathroom without having to tell Luna, like trying to sneak out right after class, or saying I needed to get something from a different class. 

"That is all for today, I will see you again tommorow" said my professor as the classroom began to fill with the sound of shuffling notebooks and bags.

"Ready?" asked Luna?

"Yep!" I responded deciding to not address my bladder until later.

As soon as I stood up I felt my stomach lurch and bladder hurt for a moment before stabilizing.

"Are you ok?" asked Luna looking at me quizzically.

"Im fine! lets just go to the library"

"Where I can sneak off and use the bathroom" I thought to myself. 

We ran out of the room together towards the campus library. The sun had risen a little higher in the sky and you could see it reflect bright rays of light off of the side of the library windows. The library was definitely one of the prettier buildings on campus. They had an entire floor dedicated to study areas which made it the go to meeting location for students pretty much whenever. 

"I think it might be closed" said Luna suddenly.

On the door there was a taped on sign that read, "Delayed opening for maintenance. Opens at 12pm"

"That's 3 hours from now" I said thinking out loud. 

"I know its a little further but we could study at my house if you wanted? It might be more comfortable anyway" asked Luna a little disheartened.

"uhm, sure!" I said just thinking, what am I going to do about my bladder. Her place can't be that far right? Out of all days for the library to be closed, why did it have to be today??

I got into the passenger seat of her car, and instantly felt a tiny spurt shoot into my panties. I just sat there for a second, frozen, realizing how precarious this situation was. 

"Its ok, I can hold it" I told myself, not wanting to think of any other possibilities. "How far away do you live from campus?" I said a little shakily.

"Like 20 minutes I think? Hey are you ok, you sound a little shaky"

"Sorry, I just need to pee" I said not believing how weird I was about saying i needed to use the bathroom vs how direct I was now, but I was too desperate for a toilet to care.

"Ill drive as quickly as I can" Luna said in an enthusiastic voice. I just nodded, feeling every bump on the road in my bladder. 

I felt my bladder try to push out the ocean of pee inside and then sensed the warmth of my musles failing and another spurt finding its way into my pants. 

I was really desperate, how long had it even been since we left, 5 minutes? 10 at the most? I needed a bathroom now. I could already feel the warm fabric of my panties clinging to my lips causing another spurt to slip out from the wetness. I looked down for a second just to make sure a wet spot hadnt shown on my jeans. Luckily they looked completely dry, but I wasn't sure how long I could keep them that way. 

I felt my bladder pressure suddenly increase and a large spurt try to force its way out, I grabbed myself instinctively and winced from the exertion of trying to hold everything in when I remembered Luna was there and quickly tried to compose myself. 

" I can't pee in her car", I thought to myself, "literally anywhere else but her car."

We had to be getting close... but I was starting to loose the fight with my bladder. I felt the golden liquid trying to force its way through my urethra and as hard as I tried a longer spurt forced its way out of me. Now I definitely knew there was at least a small wet spot on my jeans. 

"We're almost there!" Luna said trying to raise my spirits. 

I was just focusing on holding it, keeping those muscles as tight as possible, and trying to let as little leak out as I could. 

We finally pulled into the parking lot in front of her apartment. I excidetedly unbuckled and as I was getting up felt another long spurt force itself out of me. I felt like I was about to burst. It felt like someone had stuk lead weights in my bladder and was telling me to hold on with all my might. But I was so close. 

Luna rushed out and unlocked her door, pointing to the bathroom. One step, Two step, Leak, One step, Two step, Leak.

I was trying as hard as I could to hold the last bit in. I was inside her apartment and saw the bathroom door. A long spurt forced its way out, and I felt a little trickle fall partway down my leg. Then another small leak, then..... I couldn't hold it. A sudden hiss filled the air as my body involuntarily started to pee out the entire contents of my bladder into my panties and into my jeans. I couldn't look at Luna, she would think im a complete freak, disgusting and and and, this was so embarrassing. A puddle started to grow at my feet as pee erupted from my urethra. It felt so warm, and the sense of relief was amazing, but... Luna.

I started to feel tears come to my eyes when I looked up and Luna was blushing. 

"Im so so so sorry, I dont know what to say, I couldn't hold it, I swear I tried. I will clean it up---" I said terrified of what words would come out of her mouth.

"No No don't worry about it, um, to be completely honest, that was really hot" Luna said looking to the side of me still very visibly red.

"Wait what?" 

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Hello! I hope you enjoyed my first story in a while! Sorry its a little all over the place, I am still a little out of practice. If you do want to see more of these characters and what happens next let me know! 

PS: I am very tired so I didn't go through and edit it, so I am very sorry if there are grammatical errors or spelling mistakes!

 

 

 

Edited October 12, 2021 by Riley

[gldenwetgoose 21,487]

That was fabulous - loved every word of it, and definitely didn't spot any errors.

Thanks for posting and can't wait to read more. 

[Kupar 13,339]

Oh wow! @Riley is back! I have read so much about you - and all good 🙂 

It's a great story, and I love your style - thank you! And welcome back. Hope you have had a good sleep.

[Alfresco 11,631]

Good to see you writing again @Riley.  Hot story so far and yes of course we would like to hear what happens to these characters.

[Riley 13,064]

17 hours ago, gldenwetgoose said:

That was fabulous - loved every word of it, and definitely didn't spot any errors.

Thanks for posting and can't wait to read more. 

 

15 hours ago, Kupar said:

Oh wow! @Riley is back! I have read so much about you - and all good 🙂 

It's a great story, and I love your style - thank you! And welcome back. Hope you have had a good sleep.

 

13 hours ago, Alfresco said:

Good to see you writing again @Riley.  Hot story so far and yes of course we would like to hear what happens to these characters.

Thank you all so much!!!🥰

I guess I will start writing the next part! 

[Riley 13,064]

~~Part 2~~

Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep

I reached out my arm and pressed the power button on the side of my phone, silencing the alarm playing. 

I slowly opened my eyelids and felt disorientated and confused, unsure which of my memories were real or fantasy. 

"Did that really happen?"

"Theres no way that happened, thats like everyones worst nightmare"

I threw the covers to the side and walked over to the sink, grabbing my toothbrush

I looked into the mirror and said, "And theres no way her thinking that was hot was real" through toothpaste filled teeth. 

I opened my mirror and took out my makeup bag to start putting on foundation.

"If that happened...." I paused, completely unsure how to process the feelings I was feeling. " I want to ask someone for help," I thought to myself, "but how would i even begin to describe what happened yesterday."

I finished my foundation and used a setting spray before starting work on my eyes. I decided I wanted to do a winged eyeliner look and started drawing the outside of the wing on my left eye. I was spending way longer than normal on my makeup, but I wanted to stay busy. I didnt want to let my mind wander any more than it already was. 

I realized I was so in my head I had forgotten to get dressed and rushed over to my closet. The jeans I was wearing yesterday were still missing.

"sh*t I actually pissed myself in front of her*

***

I opened the door to my chemistry class, looking around the room for Luna.

"What if she doesn't want to sit by me anymore, What if she hates me, she definitely hates me doesn't she"

"Are you ok?" said a familiar voice behind me, "Youve been staring at the back wall for like 45 seconds, your starting to freak me out a bit"

I quickly turned around and saw Luna behind me, confused but with a slight smile on her face.

"Come on lets go sit down, she said, breaking the awkward silence."

"Yesterday....." I started

"Oh! I brought your jeans from yesterday, You forgot them when you left." She took a pair of folded jeans out of her bag and handed them to me.

I was feeling so many emotions I couldn't even process what she was saying. why was she being this nice to me, if anything she was more open than usual in the mornings. I extended my hand to grab the jeans and swear I saw her look a little red before she looked away. 

Our professor started teaching but the last thing I was thinking about was chemistry right now. I stole a glance towards Luna. She looked... amazing, like she always seemed to be able to do. She was wearing a different pair of dark blue jeans with a black tank top. She had a small braid flowing down the side of her hair. She was beautiful.

"Rivian, do you need to be anywhere after this class?" Luna asked.

I snapped out of my thoughts. My professor had stopped talking and everyone was packing their bags. I looked down at the blank page of notes I had written and back at Luna. "No, no I dont have anything" I managed to say somewhat audibly. I started to pack my bag as fast as I could, I felt so embarrassed, like all of the sudden everything had just hit me. As soon as I put my bag over my shoulder, I felt someone grab my hand, and saw Luna pull me forward and lead me back through the chemistry building and out to the wall facing the parking lot. Once we got to the side of the building she lead me against the wall. 

"Is everything ok, youve been really distant today. Did I do something to make you uncomfortable? I'm really sorry I shouldn't have said I thought it was hot yesterday it just slipped out." Luna said with a really worried look in her eyes.

"I thought you would be mad about yesterday. You don't need to apologize at all" I said feeling an amazing sense of relief hearing that she wasn't mad at me. "Wait you actually thought it was hot? I said grinning. I felt like a massive weight had been lifted off of my chest. " You thought that was hot?" I said jokingly, starting to feel much more relaxed in the moment.

"Don't judge me until you have tried it" Luna muttered disappointedly. 

"Wait... No... I didn't mean... I will try it" I said, starting to panic again.

Luna's eyes perked up, "you, you would do that?"

"Sure!" I said cheerfully, not knowing what I was getting myself into, but willing to do whatever it was that Luna seemed so excited about.

Lunas face turned super red before she asked, "Do you want to go to my place again today?"

 

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PS: Sorry! I know this was a little bit of a shorter chapter this time! I realized I had to go do something and thought I would post what I had written. Sorry again if there are spelling mistakes!!

 

[mickymoist 3,513]

@Riley Great story and great to have you back! xx