my long journey into world of desperation

[Ivan72 24]

Hi, I have been into desperation for more than I care to remember 🙂 I think I was about 13 or 14, when I was trying to delay my neighbour,a girl about my own age when she announced that she needs to pee. At the same time I was also looking for closed toilets and spying the women who tried to get in for their reactions.
My first real girlfriend was a from a partner school in lithuania . I didn't much discuss desperation and holding pee with her, but she didn't have any problems squatting in my sight when it was suitably dark and she needed to go.

At 18 I went to university and met my current wife. She had a very good bladder, didn't especially use public toilets, but otherwise was very far from all kind of omo. I was afraid to tell her of my interest, but managed to convey that I prefer to have sex when she has not immediately voided. I still have some nice memories, like during our wedding when she was 3 months pregnant and afraid that she needs to pee during the ceremony,as she has gotten from her once in 8 or 10 hours peeing to about 5 or 6 hours.. At the end,we had our rings exchanged at about noon and probably at 8-9 evening she changed her wedding dress to a more free one, peed in front of me and said she's happy.

Ok, I was jumping abit. At the same year we went to ultrasound, that required a full bladder. My wife was super cool the whole time, was a bit worried in the morning and skipped her morning pee, but after the US and getting a pat for "a real full bladder" we walked for 30 minutes before she said "maybe I should go pee now". After that I got an idea,that took about 3 years to complete. I had always dreamed of seeing all the women I know desperate to pee and to know how much they can hold, when did they really have a danger of peeing themselves and everything they thought about peeing. Hence, when our son was 2 and my wife went back to university, I developed a test. It was supposed to be to optimize the amount of water to drink for ultrasound and full bladder, the main task was to drink 2L of water and hold it until bursting, afterwards measure your bladder. You also got a not-so-insignificant fee. My wife did it about a hundred times. Her gilrfriends joined,and then their friends, mothers and daughters. It still continues to a present day, I still get nice bladder photos and transcript of holding when i write to somebody in FB. But I screwed up, the temptation was too big and I ended up drinking with young students in some dorm waiting for them to develop a need. On one hand ,it was heaven, at the other time I was destroying my relationship with my wife. She refused the "tests" , somehow we stayed together. I cut back on drinking with girls, she refrained from peeing while we were out together.. At the end everything is super. After 30 years of marriage, my wife wants to have sex with me with absolutely full bladder.. I still keep contact with my "test" girls, but its a lot less now and solely online.
 

[Kupar 13,340]

Wow. That's a fascinating introduction. Thanks for sharing. Hope you enjoy the site.

[hold_on 133]

What were some of the measurements?

[pee01 1,521]

Welcome to this site. Great into on this site and I like the pictures of your desperation. You can hold a lot from the pictures . Thanks for sharing pictures. 

[Adyguy6970 877]

 Hi and welcome.  Bless you.