Autumn Equinox, the Power of the Balance of Tide

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You all know me, and you all know the Path I practice

I'm not Wicca, I'm an Explorer of the scientific aspect of psychich powers, who after a life of training discovered some of the ancient Occult Truths were not simbols (useful yet nothing more than symbols) but actual scientifical realities, studied since the URSS age but kept hidden from people by Govs that feared their outcome, as they in themselves are good and serene, but since they're from a different layer of reality than the one of religious brainwashing, they can stir up doubts, and in the end lead people to question the guidelines they've been force-fed

 

 

That said, I am gonna present now a ritual very simple and happy for the Equinox of Autumn!!!

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First of all,  it's important to explain what is its inherent and deepest meaning

 

The Autumn Equinox had been linked to the beginning of the astrological sign of Libra, yet many claims that with the Equinoxial shift, the original correspondence is lost, impairing Astrology in its totality

This is silly, since there had NEVER been a corrispondence, Astrology studies the implication of the angle between the various planets and the Sun, which modifies the overall gravitational and quantistic field and thus slightly modifies it's energetical wave projected toward earth

Signs was used simply as a colourful way of indicating time lapses: if somebody really wanted and astronomical correspondence, ah ah, Virgo sign should last for six months as Virgo's constellation is ENORMOUS and Scorpio or Aries, ih ih, they should last one week as they are very small!!!

More than anything, constellation means nothing beside their artistical and emotional impact: we see them as we see the sky as flat, but in space, those stars has very little relationship btween each other!

 

Astrology uses constellations to simply NAME time lapses of one month each, indeed the signs traversed by the Sun during the year are 14 and not 12, as it touches Ophiucus and Whale too

Corrispondences were never sought, just useful names with a hint of theatrality, and nothing more

Yet it's true that the Autumn Equinox has an effect on the mind of people, and as all astrolgical influences, it's small, almos imperceptible, yet not at all unexistent

Now, what many people failed to realize by trying (so silly) to detach Astrology from Magick by upholding the former and shunning the latter, is that usually astrological influences are trascurable by most people, becoming a force to be reckoned only during rare and very positive or negative conjunctions

Usually, Astrology gives people advices about the overall section of their Life-voyage, what is likely to happen, what is that we should focus on empowering, changing, or culling off, but it doesn't predicts the future

Astrology become important, much more than for daily life, in magick. Magick is linked to psychic powers so superstitious beliefs holds no power over it, but indeed some modifications of the Earth energetic field during the revolution around the Sun STAND

 

Some rituals, which are way to focus and channel our psychic capability tapping into the quantum field of Earth, can become more powerful during certain moments of the Year

I am now gonna talk about the Autumn Equinox, in the end providing also a short and funny ritual

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I have to go out soon but will return later today. Look forward to it.

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The Autumn Equinox is linked to the concept of the Pendulum, or flux and re-flux of tides

It's the middle point, which is never kept for long (unless it means that the pendulum is either still or swinging very weakly) but which is the line along which the very pivot of the pendulum eternally and immobily lies

It's the pivot of the wheel, which is contact with all rays, and through them with the circumference, and is the core of the Whole wheel, yet it's its only un-moving part

 

To understand the deep meaning of the Balancing point, people must understand first of all that all emotions produces a modification of the electric activity in our brain, thus tapping into various and differnt layers of the sorrounding quantum

Usually people are not powerful enough to influence the Quantum so their emotions remain nothing more than feeling within them and their bodies, but indeed, every emotional state taps into a different range of the Earth energetic field

 

Because of this, it is possible to consider our emotions being to the energy of Earth like what gulfs are to an ocean

 

It is alwyas possible to tap

(but believe me or not it's fucking Dangerous for health, I "forced" one of this experiments exactly last night and I had sudden muscular jeopardy and blood from nose)

into the energy of the sorrounding universe by crafting our mind to vibrate in synchro with one of its layers

 

 

The deepest and most powerful energy of Nature is the so called "Impulse to step ahead", and it's that which inherently gives Birth to both Self-expression of any kind, and the actual killer instinct.

This vibratory level doesn't require a complex mind to be channeled, and this bring along two very results: first of all, Nature can manifest it even without a mind (indeed all forces of Nature vibrates according to that layer) and second, all animals, no matter how simple or un-evolved, feel it

 

The reason why humans, in many spiritual doctrines like the Buddhist Zen, are theorically discouraged to tap into it (so relinquishing both aggressiveness and EGO but also shunning a bit too harshly personal development) is that our mind cannot control it, and is clogged into the overall circumstances which sorrounds our chanches of rage, circumstances which usually involve enemies or suffering, given or received

Very few people reflect about the fact that "naughty peeing" is a deliberate vandalism, mild but inherently tapping into the energetic current of "Stepping ahead", as it's both a way of self-expression and of also subtly of aggression (this is also the reason why strong sexual energy embarasses people and "spiritual" people more than any)

 

We humans usually do not tap into violence (which is the "killer instinct" facet of the "step ahead" pulse) unless we are forced by an enemy, as combats of any kind provoke exhaustion even in case of victory, and we istinctively feel our life-energy is not limitless and we must treasure and spare it

 

 

But indeed, it is also possible

(some obscure martial arts do this, and Witchcraft does it too, that's why it requires a steel-hard discipline)

to tap into the "killer instinct" aspect WITHOUT the presence of an enemy or a problem, exploring what happens to the mind if it NOT VULGARLY (that's black magick) lets go on mercy and respect, nothing so blatant, but indeed ADDS a Greater amount of aggressive attitude to its mindset

 

Done un purpose or not, the violence-current is the most common, and though at our evolutive level we cannot digest it and thus is like a poison for us, it in itself represents the ultimate point of arrival of evolution, the one of Non-Dualism, Beyond both hostility and mercy alike

 

But before reaching that point, we must travel along a very, very long jurney, and during it, moments of peace, happiness, comfort and serenity are mandatory to recover from struggle

 

This is the meaning of the Autumn Equinox: a moment where pleasure and even relax becomes much more than a quick necessity to avoid employement burn-out, or a tantrums-throwing by a spoilt little princess

 

 

Comfort becomes either a Balancing point of the Pendulum, and a recover from fatigue, and also a moment to gather strenght before life starts anew

 

So, unless Life really steps in, I strongly suggest you to find at least an evening during this weekend for celebrating this very important moment!

Following, a little ritual!

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First of all, you need some incense you can appreciate

Something you actually like

Be sure to have plenty!!!

 

Second, you need to prepare a meal, or find a way to buy it, so that in the end of the ceremony, you will eat you favourite dish and drink your favourite beverage

This is by no means secundary: it really exerts a powerful stimulation over the unconscious!!!

 

Now, you need candles, in odd numbers, no less than 3, and likely no more than 7 (though somebody claimed he achieved good results with one or 9 candles… bah), I use 3 for example

The shape must be either tall and thin, or middleway between that and "short and large", but not this last version, as it's not striking enough for the unconscious

Candles must clearly resemble cocks to stimulate the subsconsious: a woman will crave it, a man will see them as an embodiement of his own power

 

The colour is not important this time: theorically speaking, best candles are Always black, as that colour is the one of depths, trans-luminal energies, and ominous things. I know it may sounds silly to use black candles during a relaxing ritual, but black refers to a degree of power, not to gloominess, thus theorically speaking if somebody wants his relax to be intense rather than mild, black candles are advised

 

If you, for any reason, can't find them or actually can't stand that colour beside solemn circumstances, then blue/azure are the best. Any other colour could go if you really like it, here preferences standsh higher than guidelines, but blue or even better light-blue is a colour which induces the mind to be relaxed

 

Start the ritual by preparing a beverage beside the one appointed for dinner. Anything goes, but it must be prepared for that use in advance, deciding it will be drank as part of the ritual. Advanced ways to empower supplies are available if somebody asks, but even simply hashtagging it in your unconscious the night before and remembering that during the day will work.

When you feel that beverage needs to get out from your body, then go outside (or indoor if this is what you like most) and take your most daring pee

It must be enough hot to arouse you thinking of it later, maybe imagining a girl by your side, or even doing herself what you just did

VERY IMPORTANT: unless you have a better place in mind, PEEING IN A WATER STREAM has a definitely happy undertone that is perfectly in touch with the Equinox energy, its never ending flux 

 

When you're done, get back home, get naked, and start the ritual

 

Light both them and the incense (if you use incense sticks or cones, ignite them on the flame of the very candle) and then lay on your bed. Try to focus on a white point of the wall, and copypaste that sensation within you, distracting from anything, thinking only about that nothing you feel before falling asleep or in the very quarter of second after awakening, before mind starts up again

It shouldn't last too long or thoughts will begin to step in, so after you feel you achieved it, open your eyes, and then start the process once again

It's not necessary to restart from the wall when the sensation's clear: you can simply lay down again and float, once again interrupting it as soon as you feel thoughts stirring up

Perform 10 of these cycles

You will notice (I still remember the first time it happened to me) that though calculating roughly 20 seconds to say the most for each cycle of close eye >>> clear mind >>> awake, and 10 seconds of pauses between each, thus in the end 5 minutes for doing it 10 times, eh eh in the end you will notice that you spent more than twenty minutes on it

This is because after some cycles, your mind will really loosen up, letting go and starting perceiving time differently

 

When you are completely clear, watch some porn, previously selected, but provided that it only stimulates you, without having you imagining yourself in the protagonist's position in it, you must keep the mind silent

If there is some kind of music that stimulates you, play it, during porn or after or before; also various kinds of different music are fine, I for example love Black Metal, Country Rock, and Brutal-Dubstep, which share some secret links but actually are very different

 

DO NOT CUM

 

When you feel you are close enough to cumming, turn EVERYTHING off

 

Remain in the ultimate darkness of your room, with the only light of candles, and deeply inhale the incense in the air

Imagine a cold, completely frozen Kingdom, submerged in snow, yet not jeopardized by it, an unconquered landscape, during a night so luminous, or a day whose light is not bright and Yellow but cold yet spiritual (like in some Winters)

 

You don't feel cold of any kind, like you are enwrapped in clothes perfectly fitting for it, and you face is safely hidden by glasses, scarf and hat

It's anyway 0 C, not below, and the wind is not winter-like, it's warm like in those sunny days of early or late winter when some warmness stil lingers or is already coming. Thus, in the end, it's a winter landscape, but not hostile to perceptions , though you can't even make a step without drowning in snow ah ah!!!

 

When this gave you an ultimate sensation of peace, imagine the appearing of a woman of impossible beauty, both gentle and erotic,, long Golden hair, porcelain skin, eyes so blue to be unbearable, and a white, transparent robe, floating all around

She is the Queen of Winter, and the Goddess of Sex and fetishes, a most esoteric form of Lilith

 

Focus on Her, deciding in your mind She is in embodiement of all pleasures, both sexual and not, that She is the one who would Always be willing to be your play-partner in everything, or even to simply patronize you and your games either by yourself or with your human partner

You can keep gently masturbating while you see all of this, but indeed its power (unless it's simply imagination, pleasurable uh but it's not a ritual) must be so intense to startle you, making you feel like when you are so exhausted you don't even get aroused and wants ONLY to sleep

Don't imagine Her in any  detailed circumstances, just try to perceive your life-long desire for erotic and playful self-expression, concentrating into Her all of these feelings

 

Now, the scenario shift all of a sudden

You are among a red-velvet underground, where marvellous people are having sex, even the most deranged kind of it according to your most forbidden and embarassing fantasies, and She leads you around, moving her full ass as she roams Her Kingdom of flesh, walking around stark naked

You too are naked, and a powerful sensation lingers all around, that anything you consider a bodily flaw means NOTHING there, the inhabitants of that place just care for a new friend to fuck with, they're all gorgeous but they care not if you aren't

 

Resume masturbating, and think of Her, imagining Her doing anything you secretely like, also involving other people if you want. She can either do to you or simply let you watch, it's your pick

Focus on Her and feel like all your desires are sanctified and endorsed, and they all want to see you cum

Really ask Her for something a few second before you're cumming, it must be something possible, like guidance over some matter, but it must be important to you

Feel like you had the certainties that telling Her, it will be solved somehow and feel glad for that

When you cum, cum as hard as you can, caring not where you sprinkle, only worship Her, in full convincement She's REAL, and cum to Her like you wanted the ultimate endorsement about your fantasies being considered by the universe as worthy of happening soon

 

When all is done, simply (but gently) awaken, clean yourself and turn lights on, blow off candles, open the Windows, and go eat your favourite meal

 

Any other pleasurable activity before the start of it all, or after you ate, are perfectly fitting!!!

Edited September 20, 2018 by spywareonya

[steve25805 126,021]

If I were to do that I would have to research where to buy these things locally. 

I am working the next three days and extremely busy during the whole weekend.

To do that ritual I would need a relaxed and free time without interruptions.

I do have next week off though, but a female friend will be here for some of the time. So I would need to pick my moment. Can research where to buy this stuff like incense and candles in the morning if I do it. Could the ritual be done after the weekend, on say Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday?

I have never attempted such a thing before.

Is it risk free? I am ultra-cautious about dabbling in such things. Does the favourite beverage need to be alcoholic?

I find such stuff interesting but never seem to find the time to do it. Life - both online and offline - always seems to get in the way and suck up my spare time.

Am guessing it must be done after dark if candles and darkness are in any way necessary.

Will therefore have to choose a day next week when my friend is not stopping over and I have no visitors that evening.

Can it still be done fruitfully then or must it be this weekend?

For ease of purchase, is incense essential or will scented candles suffice?

And you say colour doesn't matter but black candles are best. Black candles however are not commonly sold in most shops so I would have to seek out a specialist shop that sells new age and wicca stuff probably. Would other, more easily obtainable, candles work? But the darker the better?

If I don't have to find the time for specialist shops and can make do with what is sold in my workplace, I could potentially manage to do it on Sunday evening is what I am thinking.

If I do it.

I'd rather not unless it is largely risk free. Have conjured up evil entities and influences before when stupidly fucking about with Ouija boards. So am very wary of dabbling in things I don't fully understand.

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7 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

Could the ritual be done after the weekend, on say Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday?

Before Tuesday included

Sunday or Monday best

7 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

Is it risk free?

Every ritual involving the Gods (even mildly) it is

Nobody wants shit with Them. You can't imagine the devils They can be to evil spirit. The risk would be to summon an ill-intentioned entity that feed of sexual energy, but with Lilith involved I really doubt it!!!

 

9 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

Does the favourite beverage need to be alcoholic?

Not at all. I use alcohol because my version of the ritual is one hundred times darker

 

10 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

after dark if candles and darkness are in any way necessary

Actually, the hour before the sunset is the perfect one for this rite, romantic and soft, for the darkness in the room it's enough to close the window

 

11 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

For ease of purchase, is incense essential or will scented candles suffice?

Ok, sincerily, incense would be best, even simple sticks

But if there's no way, scented candles will go too, just be sure is strong enough to be actually charming and dream-like

 

12 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

sells new age and wicca

Strongly advice to AVOID

Those people have strong characters but an unbalanced view point in life, and they stain the stuff they sell believing they are purifying it while indeed the problem to be exorcised is their unability to understand the deep&dark half of life

 

14 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

But the darker the better?

Not exactly

Black as black is the colour of transcendence, it's invisible light

Unless, blue is perfect, pale blue even better

Romantic and dreaming

 

15 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

Ouija boards.

You also were unprotected. Indeed, I don't wanna hide the truth from you: the ritual in itself means nothing (no summoning and no protection), unless Lilith actually told me She would have watched over anybody performing it

Almost every ritual works only if the entity is ALREADY there watching, waiting for you to tap in the right mind-set

And when the ritual comes from me, things are THAT way, unless I don't post it

Ritual working beside the entity being there and willing involves stuff that can kill a human out of backlash

This is not the case!

 

But again, if ou don't feel serene, just imagine it and it could cuddle you anyway!

This is a ritual about light and happiness

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Thanks.

I know of no one locally who would sell black candles apart from the new age wiccan crowd, so that's probably not possible. But pale blue, yes, I should be able to get those. Need to find out where to get incense. Problem is my friend might be stopping over on Monday, not sure yet, so Sunday would be better. But that means I would need to find the things I need before then.

Favourite beverage is easy, an easily obtainable energy drink or perhaps a very strong cup of tea...either could be my favourite depending upon the mood of the moment.

Favourite food is also easy, a large piece of smoked haddock with home made chips (fries) and sweetcorn, plus a fried egg. And some brown bread with butter. Salt and vinegar for flavouring. (I am a man of simple tastes, lol).

Can probably buy suitable candles in my own workplace or the larger supermarket near where I live. Not so sure about incense. Will look it up....

There are two aroma therapy stores in my town centre, both of which sell incense. I don't work til 4pm tomorrow so could leave a bit earlier than usual and detour there on the way. No real idea what I'd be buying though or what I would most like. Anything in particular you'd like to recommend?

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I’ll try this 🙂 

i have the house to my own so... let’s do this!

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1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

Sunday would be better

Sunday IS better

In the worst scenario, Tuesday

 

1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

pale blue

Not too huge and NOT WHITE ON THE INSIDE

All blue!!!

 

1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

where to get incense

Try!!!

 

1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

energy drink

Perfect, better than many alcoholics

More or less the best option, unless somebody gots a fine Scotch, or a Rum, or even better Cachasa (the best beverage of all)

 

1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

perhaps a very strong cup of tea

Less perfect than the energy drink yet actually in the top 5 anyway!!!

 

1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

Favourite food is also easy, a large piece of smoked haddock with home made chips (fries) and sweetcorn, plus a fried egg. And some brown bread with butter. Salt and vinegar for flavouring. (I am a man of simple tastes, lol).

Ok first of all I'm slobbering

Second, it's PERFECT for the energy of the Equinox!!!

 

1 hour ago, steve25805 said:

Anything in particular you'd like to recommend?

Better no incense at all that stuff exceedingly new age as they misunderstand the dignity of enduring pain, considering pain Always a sign of unbalace. 99% of times they are right, but they tunnel vision to the point of disqualifying troubles, missing to understand the holiness of friction between opposing forces (99% of cases coming from errors indeed, but not inherently wrong 100% of times!)

 

But if you feel a positive vibe, go for it!!!

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17 minutes ago, Potatoman said:

I’ll try this 🙂 

i have the house to my own so... let’s do this!

If you have any questions feel free to ask!

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I dont get much of this sorry..

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4 minutes ago, fannywatcher said:

I dont get much of this sorry..

No problem, everybody taps into these energie each one his own way

Napoleon, Caesar, none of these were occultists

The Occult can help, I would lie downplaying it too much

But if it doesn't vibrate to you, then no problem!!!

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How about a nice large steak and a good wine? 

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4 minutes ago, Potatoman said:

How about a nice large steak and a good wine? 

Yes, it's perfect

Everything you love goes, but that it's great in itself

Edited September 20, 2018 by spywareonya

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Are aroma therapy outlets not suitable?

My own employer sells incense but only online.

Not enough time for that.

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And I have to look from where I may get full coloured candles... 

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3 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

Are aroma therapy outlets not suitable?

My own employer sells incense but only online.

Not enough time for that.

If you feel they are not spineless tree-huggers then ok

It's important, pleasure cannot exist without pain, and some aroma-therapist are exceedingly new age (which is NOT bad, but is tunnel visioned in an unbalanced pacifism)

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3 minutes ago, Potatoman said:

And I have to look from where I may get full coloured candles... 

Maybe even a mall can have them

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I’ll look and ask, would it still be possible with “fake ones”?

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3 minutes ago, Potatoman said:

I’ll look and ask, would it still be possible with “fake ones”?

By fake you mean white inside or simply not true wax-100% ones?

Because the former is bad, the latter is ok

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2 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

If you feel they are not spineless tree-huggers then ok

It's important, pleasure cannot exist without pain, and some aroma-therapist are exceedingly new age (which is NOT bad, but is tunnel visioned in an unbalanced pacifism)

Just never bought incense before and have no clue really where to buy it and who may or may not be new age. Fact is that here almost all such outlets that specialise in candles, incense, and stuff like that are to some extent new age stores. Mainstream stores rarely seem to have it. And to one who doesn't know his way around this kind of market, that makes doing the right or best thing very difficult.

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3 minutes ago, spywareonya said:

By fake you mean white inside or simply not true wax-100% ones?

Because the former is bad, the latter is ok

I mean the ones that are white inside, so I’ll have to find complete ones 

thank you and I’m out for today, good night all 😊

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8 minutes ago, steve25805 said:

Just never bought incense before and have no clue really where to buy it and who may or may not be new age. Fact is that here almost all such outlets that specialise in candles, incense, and stuff like that are to some extent new age stores. Mainstream stores rarely seem to have it. And to one who doesn't know his way around this kind of market, that makes doing the right or best thing very difficult.

Try then

Better to try than to miss entirely

The ritual will obey you, not the overall tune hidden in the objects

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I am so busy and time is so short, with friends and visitors coming often.

To buy the right thing from the right place is clearly going to require a lot of research with me running various outlets by you so you can advise me if they are suitable.

If I am going to ever do something like this, it would be far easier in future if I already know good places to buy what is required.

I have time next week and will locate suitable outlets that are approved by you - if any exist in my town.

Think that will be too late for this equinox - time is so tight - but there is a spring one in six months. Maybe I am better off focussing on that and being ready when the time comes?

Buying the right things from suitable outlets is the main stumbling block. Not enough time left to properly find the most suitable stores.