I havent had a time or place where I can say ive really enjoyed myself with bladder dump, however the few times ive tried to explore my kink myself, I found it weird to not be peeing in my bathroom, I think my body was kinda nervous or just not used to the idea even though its a huge kink for me. I want to try and get over the awkward times ive tried and just be more confident and in the moment with it. I have been pissed on before and I enjoy that the most!