I’m nonbinary I lean towards feminine presentation because of anxiety and I know that’s how people are going to assume I identify living in a conservative area, I wish I was brave enough to dress to reflect how I feel like you do op.
Peenicks is absolutely right there are plenty of other people in the world who are arroused or attracted to strangers, as long as you don’t do anything to violate their privacy or purposely place others in situations for your pleasure, you aren’t doing anything wrong.