Raven726

I'm definitely willing to conseed that my brain very well could have twisted the memory. I have no way of knowing for sure. But either way it does explain a lot about my life issues. And @Lilipee yes. I plan on bringing this up in my therapy very soon. Its difficult for me to open up about life in general let alone something as personal as this. Opening up on here was step one. It'll definitely be brought up in therapy in my next few sessions once I work up the courage.

Not at all what I'm trying to do here. I'm not looking for sympathy or attention at all. I'm sorry if you or any one else feels that way. I'm just dealing with something that has messed me up for a long Time. Something I can not discuss with most of my normal friends or family minus the one mentioned in this post. I simply thought this would be a good place to open up about what I've been struggling with.

Ill start off by saying the few people on this site who know me such as @spywareonya and @nickie420wilson know a little bit about my fetish and trauma but for those who dont ill recap. my favorite aspect of pee is women peeing on things then explaining the process of how their brain determined it an acceptable toilet substitute and if they felt guilty after. ive also recently recovered some childhood trauma that directly caused me to be into pee. i grew up a late bloomer and also grew up disabled which caused my parents to make me have a baby sitter far longer than i needed. anyway i

Woza I love this

My favorite aspect of naughty peeing is the thought process leading up to the act of peeing on or in something they shouldn't. I'll give you an example. So one of my deepest fantasies Is a woman being so desperate that she pees in an urn. Now. Everyone knows thsts super wrong. So that would have had to be her only option. I want to know the thought process in her head and the internal struggle she goes through from turning the urn into an acceptable toilet. Like what was her thought process to justify it and how did she feel during the relief stage. Did she regret it afterwards.

I hope I become one of them

You have my loyalty forever

The offers always open. My job often allows me to work from home. So I always welcome company to sit and chat with. Of they desire to use my house as a toilet it's just a bonus

@spywareonya I love our chats as well. My apologies I have been absent with work but I have not forgotten my next set of tasks. As for becoming a gold member. I am working on it. Running into a problem with my card being rejected by the UK site but I will figure it out asap and see you in there

Understood 🙂

That would be absolutely amazing and perfect. A fantasy come true for Sure. Maybe add in some talking to the camera if you are feeling up to it. But either way fantasy come true :)

This would be absolutely perfect for some of the fantasies I have

Thank you for the kind word. I sent you a PM. I hope this explains why some of my older posts have less detail. As I was still shy about myself

First off Let me say I am Defiantly interested in becoming a gold member, as i love this site and would love to help support it. Second i just want to say that I respect this. I myself have been on this site for years but been hiding in the shadows. mostly because i've been embarrassed about my likes. only recently i have started to come to terms with what happened to me and why i am into pee. i actually just finished making my introduction post which was partially inspired by you explaining to someone else the benefits and importance of introductions. I hope that we do become friend, no

Hello everyone. I have been a long time member, but I am often quiet. It is because up until recently I have been embarrassed of what I like. I thought it was because the specifics of what I like are a little outside the box (I will explain below) that porn can sometimes be hard to find. However I realized recently that there was something deeper that explains why I feel weird and guilty about my fetish. As i read comments in this community I see a lot of love for each other. I would like to become a bigger part of that and it has inspired me to finally tell my story. Those who read the whole

Are you still talking requests? If so I'll PM you

So my favorite type of peeing is when a woman pees somewhere (indoors) that she shouldn't out of desperation to avoid peeing her pants. Like a carpet, potted plant, urn swimming pool. Things like that. I also like knowing what goes through the womans mind during desperation to turn the item into said toilet. Do any ladies out there have stories like this they would like to share I'd appreciate it alot. Have a wonderful day

I live in Minnesota. My room mates are out of town for a few days. And I'm wondering if there are any women out there who would like the opportunity to turn my house into your own personal toilet. Willing to negotiate pay if required. And willing to provide food and conversation.

I'd love to know more about past and custom videos