Yesterday i had an accident

[Mary Moon 1,990]

Yesterday morning i had to do some things, i had to pick up some documents at the university, then the doctor for my neck and finally the post office. I had gone to the bathroom at the university in the morning but then I got too caught up in everything, and by the time i was at the post office it had already been two hours and i knew would be desperate in no time, but if I had left I would have lost the queue, and i didn't want that since i had been there for ages. Suddenly i started to feel the pressure but i squeezed my thighs, hoping i could finish soon and then go find a bar to pee. As some of you who read me know, i'm trying not to be addicted to pullups these days and this morning i really regretted not wearing one. In the end when my turn finally came and i was leaving the post office, i had become quite desperate, and i walked away at a fast pace, instead of going to a bar, which i would have had to get a drink and I was annoyed by, i headed home quickly. With every step i felt the pressure increase, my little bladder was full and starting to hurt a little. For a moment i thought about doing an impromptu squat but there were too many people and too many cars passing by. When i was about halfway i felt a strong pang, and i started leaking in my jeans. I tried to regain control, but unfortunately a few moments later my semi-incontinent bladder gave in and I flooded my jeans. I got behind a car, you can imagine the embarrassment, even if I'm used to accidents, it's always a bad moment when it happens. Luckily i was close to home by then so i quickly tied my jacket to my waist and started running home ignoring the discomfort of the wet jeans stuck to my skin and the people i passed, who i prayed wouldn't notice the stain. Once home I was emotionally drained. I called mom who immediately ran over and saw my state. She obviously knows that unfortunately these things happen me, she didn't get angry and tried to calm me down, taking me to the bathroom and helping me get rid of my wet pants and panties, at that moment i didn't think about the embarrassment but only about the comfort of her presence, then she took the wet clothes and told me to take a shower. As soon as she left she came to my room and told me that she understood that i wanted to be less dependent on diapers, but that there was nothing wrong with having help to avoid unpleasant situations like this. I convinced myself to go back to using them during the day too. The good thing is that my sister and dad weren't at home so the incident remained between me and mom

[islandpilot182 69]

Mary,   sorry you had to be embarrassed but thanks for sharing I did enjoy reading about  your adventure.  Really no need to be so embarrassed however stuff happens sometimes

[Mary Moon 1,990]

2 minutes ago, islandpilot182 said:

Mary,   sorry you had to be embarrassed but thanks for sharing I did enjoy reading about  your adventure.  Really no need to be so embarrassed however stuff happens sometimes

It's my fault that i insisted on doing less pullups too drastically. Mom brought me to my senses 😅

[anonymous_gm 155]

Thank you for sharing, I really enjoy reading your stories and I think you write them very well.

If I may ask you a more general question: while I understand that in the moment your accidents are embarrassing and uncomfortable, in the hindsight do you think about them in a more pleasant/sexual and generally kink-related way?

[Mary Moon 1,990]

6 minutes ago, anonymous_gm said:

Thank you for sharing, I really enjoy reading your stories and I think you write them very well.

If I may ask you a more general question: while I understand that in the moment your accidents are embarrassing and uncomfortable, in the hindsight do you think about them in a more pleasant/sexual and generally kink-related way?

sometimes it happens

[anonymous_gm 155]

24 minutes ago, Mary Moon said:

sometimes it happens

Btw sorry if my question sounded a bit too direct/insensitive

[Mary Moon 1,990]

2 minutes ago, anonymous_gm said:

A proposito, scusa se la mia domanda è sembrata un po' troppo diretta/insensibile.

no problem

[gldenwetgoose 21,520]

Sending huge hugs to you - it's a situation which could so easily happen to many of us, quite apart from any aspects of your condition.

Perhaps the one thing that maybe could have helped, at the point where you were just about to lose it - to hide between cars, keep your face covered and squat to pee then?   Unless you are very close to home or in a small village then you'd just be a total stranger.   Yes it would be humiliating, but you can walk away never needing to look any of those people in the eye again ?

But - like your mum, we send our support.  Don't feel bad or upset by it.

[Mary Moon 1,990]

1 minute ago, gldenwetgoose said:

Sending huge hugs to you - it's a situation which could so easily happen to many of us, quite apart from any aspects of your condition.

Perhaps the one thing that maybe could have helped, at the point where you were just about to lose it - to hide between cars, keep your face covered and squat to pee then?   Unless you are very close to home or in a small village then you'd just be a total stranger.   Yes it would be humiliating, but you can walk away never needing to look any of those people in the eye again ?

But - like your mum, we send our support.  Don't feel bad or upset by it.

When i started to wet myself i took cover behind a car, undressing at that point would have been worse. Anyway, everything was quick, i immediately covered myself with the jacket. I ran home with the jacket tied to my waist and the backpack that I was holding to cover my front. While I was running i didn't feel like i was being stared at so maybe i just looked like a girl in a hurry. If I had crossed paths with someone i know who maybe stopped me to talk it would have been the end. As for mom, she is always an incredible support, she understands when accidents affect me on a psychological level and she always gives me great emotional support

[Mary Moon 1,990]

1 minute ago, Jar351 said:

I'm glad you were able to recover from your accident Mary, you can only do so much to counter your overactive bladder.  Thank god for your mom and girlfriend.  Does anyone else in your life know about your accidents?

There are some people who know, but not all of them know that i wear pullups, some of them just know that i have to go to the bathroom a lot. Of course my family knows, my grandparents, my uncles. Then of course my girlfriend, and my closest friends. I had to confess it to my group of friends, because last year we went on holiday together and of course i couldn't hide the fact that i sleep in diapers, luckily they were all very kind. Luckily i have very open friends, they didn't bat an eyelid even when Ii told them i had a girlfriend

[tea pee 1]

heya Mary 

a wet accident well theres no shame in that , I feel for your embarrassment however , but the aftermath knowing whats happened and being looked after thats always nice 

hope to chat more and see more posts from you too

[Takashi96 1,080]

I'm sorry to hear about your accident and the stress that followed. But, if it's any consolation, I highly doubt anyone even noticed. There are only two people in the real world who even knew about it and you're the only one who was disappointed in yourself. Remember, it's not like you got to pick your own bladder. As for this tiny sliver of the internet. Well, I think I can safely say that everybody in our little community is rooting for your personal well-being and we understand that these things happen to the best of us.