Hello all

[mrhorse12345 6]

Hi- I'm new to this kind of thing and I'm stepping outside my comfort zone a bit. If it's ok, I'd prefer to just go as M, at least for a little while. I'm a male (40) who's been in to this stuff for probably close to 30 years. I've never really had the courage to go out and explore my interests outside of a relationship with a past girlfriend and my wife of several years (sadly for me, she is not into pee or bathroom activities in any way.) My marriage hasn't been in the best of places lately (unrelated to this) so I figured it was as good a time as any to take the plunge.

My apologies if I bring up something I'm not supposed to here, but I've always been a huge fan of voyeurism- and my interests in pee and voyeurism have often gone together hand in hand. I'm not so much ashamed of the way I feel- though I am ashamed of having acted on those desires in the past. I have thought that in some ways I am trying to keep myself from self destructing or doing something that lands me in jail or worse. I'm hoping that by trying to come out of my shell a bit and explore things online with others with similar interests it may help me a bit- and meet some nice people as well.

Thank you

[LovesToWet 3,800]

I think you are in the right place, I hope this site helps as I'm sure it has helped many others

[Kupar 13,339]

You're among like minded people here. No judgement, just support. Welcome.

[Styx 23]

Welcome, you're with pee friends here!

Sorry to hear, it sounds like you're going through a hard time. Sexuality can be our very own self-care... but when you describe a fear for your impulses, self-destructing,  jail time, and shame, I'm thinking you might benefit from talking with someone. Just consider it. No one has to know the real reason/feelings, this is about you doing something to help yourself. Big hug.

Edited July 31 by Styx