History of my pee fetish development

[The_watcher 35]

I am a newbie in this forum, but I have been passionate about the subject for as long as I can remember. I am a straight male in the middle of forties and since my childhood, the subject of female peeing provoked a great excitement to me. I don’t remember when and what exactly sparked this interest in my mind, but it was long before I knew anything about sex. As a small kid, the only difference, I found between girls and boys was the way of peeing. On the playground often happened to pee boys and girls together. I noticed that little girls had to squat down to pee, but it did not impressed me at all. But as soon as I imagined a mature woman peeing in the same way, I began to get excited. If I only heart a woman saying something related to pee, I tried to keep an eye of her as much as I could. I checked if she showed any visible signs that she badly needed to pee. If I only caught any slight movements of female legs, I started thought about different possible scenarios. Thought about how strongly she has to pee. What would happen if she cannot hold it and there is no toilet around. Whether she would resort to pee outside, hidden somewhere in a secluded spot? Is it possible to pee herself? These were very exciting questions and topic to thinking. I imagined a mature woman squatted somewhere hidden outside, with bare bottom, rised skirt, lowered panties and pee with a strong stream, like those little girls on the playground. I’ve seen many children do it, sometimes men do it also outside, so I believed that women also can get into a similar situation, but I never had a chance to see it. In my childhood (80’s and 90’s) women looked like they were much more shy, compared to our days. Most of them were shy even to talk about it. I was so excited when I had a chance to overhear a woman complain how badly she need to pee. Especially, if she used informal direct words and phrases like “had to wee”, “pee myself”, which was uncomfortable for most women to talk about. Of course, there were exceptions, women who didn’t care. I will never forget how a neighbor of mine (woman in mid 30’s) muttered in my presence, that she was going to pee herself. I was about 10 years old and was so impressed that a mature woman could say that. I happened to be in the elevator together with her, other women and their kids. They were together coming back from somewhere. That woman looked tired and worried. She might be really bursting. I instantly looked down to her legs, checking if anything would drip. She was in knee length skirt, pantyhose and boots. No one from their company said anything, it seemed like they already knew about her predicament. Of course, nothing more interesting happened, but I thought long time after that whether she had arrived on time. What would happened if she really couldn’t hold it.
I often asked myself, if a mature woman could pee herself in a real life. When she said that, does it because she is really about to lose control? It was going to be an incredible sight to see how the pee could run down the legs, especially if she is with pantyhose. I even had some favorite characters of real life women who frequently participated in my fantasies about peeing situations. These were ordinary known women and ones I liked very much, like female neighbors or school teachers. At that age, everything related to woman’s intimate parts instinctively attracted my attention. I’ve loved legs in pantyhose since I was little. As a kid, I didn’t worry at all to peep under the skirts. I always tried seating in a way, that I could have a view to the panties under skirt. It was an incredible sighting if I managed to take a glimpse at the fairy white triangle, especially if it is covered with pantyhose. It was quite interesting to see the protector (the thicker part) of the pantyhose and the seam over the panties. Then, I imagined how she take it off in the toilet and what is happen behind the door.
I still have no answer why the female peeing increases the sexual feeling so much. Why the simple nudity is not enough arousing? Moreover, the attractiveness is multiplied if the peeing was preceded with a strong desperation. The woman got much sexier, when she has to pee, especially if she desperately holding her pee or being close to an accident.
First time I saw female peeing was, when I was around 16-17. I was walking back from school, when a strange young woman (around 30’s) went in the bushes next to me, obviously intending to pee. I clearly saw how she rose the long jeans skirt up to the waist, then lowered the pantyhose with panties as she squatting down. The pantyhose was black, on those thick warm types that women wear during the winter. She squatted so quickly, so I could not see her bare bottom or any details. There was a bench blocking the view. Only her head showed up. Even without special details I was so excited that I managed to caught a mature lady pee outdoor, just in a few meters by me. I have become an unwitting witness to such sights and other times. In some occasions, I have come across detailed views, while other times I have only glimpsed from a distance. But I get excited every time I see a woman going to pee outside. It means that her need is really strong and she can’t wait to the toilet. There are two options for her, to pee outside, or to pee herself. The last one is happened very rarely. Usually when it happened, it remains hidden under the clothes or under the skirt.
When I started dating the pee subject gradually began to unfold, still without many details. I have witnessed on several strong desperate situations, close to accident with my girlfriends.
In the pre-Internet era, I didn’t guess that this is a common fetish for so many people. I hadn't heard anyone talk about it. All sorts of sexual staff were discussed with my friends, but no one around me perceived the process of female pee as erotic element. So in late 90’s, when the Internet came at my home I found a lot of pictures, many forums and discussions. I realized that I’m not alone. From that moment I started developed my fetish even more violently. I got a member to many forums and shared a lot of my personal stories and fantasies. I hope I will find here many friends with similar experiences and interests. Please, feel free to comment and ask me about that subject. I’m ready to share my stories if you are interested in.

[Sirpeealot 96]

By all means please fire away with as many stories as you have!!

[JQKER 803]

My own interest in pee started at about the same age, but in a more private setting.  I was 7 years old at the time, and a girl in my neighborhood, also 7 years old, had discovered an abandoned chicken coop deep in the woods behind our houses.  She went by the name "Jessie," and it didn't take long before our curiosities about how boys and girls peed took hold, and we began demonstrating the process for each other in the privacy of our deep woods hideout.  I remember being incredibly aroused watching Jessie squat and pee, and by the time it was my turn, I'd be fishing an erection out of my fly.  As the summer wore on, we began playing a game of "daredevil naked," where we'd take off all of our clothes, leave them in the chicken coop, and wander nude into the forest to see how far we could go before chickening out at the slightest sound and running back to the coop.  It was the summer I began to deeply associate peeing with eroticism, and it has stayed with me as a powerful, stimulting force for my entire life.

Shortly before I met the woman who was to be my wife, I was dating a girl who drunkenly admitted one evening that she was turned on by peeing and being peed on.  At my apartment that evening, she sat on my lap while I was in the kitchen and whispered in my ear, "baby girl wants to be naughty and wee-wee in her pants all over daddy's lap,"  It launched an evening of pissing, piss drinking, and culminated in some of the hottest anal sex I'd ever experienced.  Unfortunately, this girl's drug and alcohol problems made it impossible to maintain a long term relationship with her, but I'll never forget "Wee-wee nights" with Sarah, while they lasted.

Edited June 7 by JQKER
correct typo

[luv2watch 110]

Many of us thought we were perverted freaks until pee porn became legal in the states.

I thought I was the only man alive who wanted to see women pee.

I had friends who were opposite of pee fetishists who were actually offended by women peeing.

One friend actually stole a film with women peeing that I bought and edited out the pee scenes

Having  friends like this further convinced me that I was mentally ill for wanting to see women pee.

I wrote dozens of posts discussing my pee fetish origins and scenarios beginning on page 1095 on toiletstool.com  under the name ""Raging Urophile" back in 2003.

 

 

 

[kingsosazay 8]

Hello all I am some what new to this website! I would say my pee fetish is very extreme. I’m into pee voyeurism, I like to watch woman pee in places where they shouldn’t be peeing and can’t see me. I live near a college university and at my local college university that I don’t attend anymore there’s always females pissing outside of the bar, between bushes etc. I don’t know what made me have a pee fetish and till this day I still have no clue. 
 

Recently I have been recording college girls squatting down outside and pissing outside college bars and fraternity houses. I love going to the fraternity houses because it’s really all girls no guys are really allowed into the houses unless you practically live there. At night I would find out which fraternity house was throwing a party then I would like camp outside in the backyard of there house and try to get the girls pulling down there pants. It was hard because I don’t have like a night camera. I had almost close to 100 vids plus however, my current gf found out I was recording girls pissing outside and she wanted to end our relationship so I had to take a break from recording.

It’s hard nowadays to possibly find a female who has a pee fetish. However I’m really looking for someone who has the sane interest as me. I posted a couple of my personal vids on a website called thisvid.com. I also have a lot floating on Twitter. 
 

https://thisvid.com/members/5463439/

[SnakeFace 360]

I feel like pee experiences from childhood are common. I first had it with friends at around 9, where we dared each other to pee while playing around in the parking lot of a kindergarten.

[knarf11 74]

On 6/6/2024 at 1:29 PM, The_watcher said:

Please, feel free to comment and ask me about that subject. I’m ready to share my stories if you are interested in.

Wonderful description, thank you.  Please share more of your stories.