Lugia Writes a Lot

[lugia 228]

Hello, everybody- first of all, thank you for existing, and proving these guys wrong: http://www.datehookup.com/Thread-893826.htm

Now, about who I am . . .

Here's the SHORT version: I'm here to see videos of women peeing outdoors because I'm too ashamed to get a girlfriend to serve that purpose. It would be demeaning to her. Nevertheless, this fetish is too deep-rooted to get rid of, so I feed it via this site. I don't care about sex, or anything else. Just natural, outdoor pissing- preferably featuring a rear view.

FOR THE LONG VERSION, READ ON.

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Here's the LONG version: My family did a lot of traveling when I was a child. As a result, we've been to many places that provided no private toilets, and I've had a few experiences where I witnessed women squatting and peeing. Usually my mother or sister, since I couldn't be separated in a foreign place full of strangers. That's probably where this fetish started, and it has grown ever since.

If you're a woman reading this, and you're shaking your head in disgust, I can't say I blame you. Anything that makes me feel ashamed of myself, I consider bad, and this thing counts. If I could be rid of it, I would. But this "nature peeing" thing is here to stay, and I'm just going to have to live with it. If it makes you feel any better, I don't like any kind of spying. I'd much rather watch women who are willing to show off, while their friends hold the camcorder.

Now, if you're a man reading this, I'll bet you're a whole lot more sympathetic. I mean, you know what I'm talking about. All those times in your life when you've heard a girl announce that she needs to pee, like it's everyone's business, gets you all fired up for nothing. Because you know that you'll never get to see it; you're being denied a well-guarded experience, even though it's dangled right in front of you. And what an experience it is- the crunch of leaves against her shoes as she hurries to find a place out of sight, the unbuttoning of her pants as she's getting ready, the moment of anticipation when she squats delicately forward, her bare bottom exposed, and then the hissing noise itself, when the pee finally jets out, providing her an immense relief. During the entire time, there's such an air of secrecy about it, a careful certainty that nobody else is watching, that the experience is immensely conspiratorial and personal. My heart about beats out of my chest every time it happens, and it never gets old. Women have such power in such a simple act, because they're better natural showmen than any movie star. Perhaps that's why some of them are willing to do the "forest piss" on camera for Eroprofile members like me. They know they have the power to blow us away, and this is where they shine. I would do almost anything to see what they provide. It's a drug, man.

Guess I'd better tell a little about myself, since this is my description. In the real world, I don't have one constant obsession with outdoor pissing like I make it sound here. I'm Dr. Jeckyll, if you will- I like to run, watch Japanese anime (not Hentai), write stories with other online authors, play Pokemon, study religious scriptures, watch scary movies, cuddle with my cat, etc. I make straight A's in graduate school, discuss controversial things with friends, though never in a confrontational manner, work my job with a smile, and this pissing stuff never even crosses my mind. It's not until the weekend that this "Mr. Hyde" persona comes out, which I confess to everyone listening. You could tell me it's nothing to be ashamed of, and it will sound nice in my ears, but the feeling remains anyway. I can barely find comfort in the thought that it's a relatively "clean" fetish.

As to what Mr. Hyde likes, well, first the "do not's." I don't care to see sex, or have sex. I don't even masturbate. Yes, this must sound weird, but I have Asperger's Syndrome, and my interests are very limited. I don't like seeing another naked dude's junk, or another naked dude, period. I don't like seeing cum, blowing, drinking/eating another person's waste, infliction of pain, or any of that other stuff. If you like it, that's your business, but I'm usually speeding through the Eroprofile videos so that I don't have to see something that I won't be able to un-see later. Unfortunately, at this point I've seen everything I didn't want to see, except sex with a corpse (I wonder when that's coming). Why do I bring these up? Because I think there's enough of them coming up in the "pissing only" search already. I'm not trying to say "get rid of these, you freaks, my fetish is better than yours." Rather, I think we could use more of the natural outdoor pissing stuff.

What I like is the outdoor pissing experience, the kind that we were all denied when we went on camping trips as kids (although a few of us might have gotten lucky anyway). It has to be a woman of course, although I'd rather not see grandmothers because that would be too disrespectful. Like I said, my mind works in weird ways. Anyway, it doesn't matter if the woman acts like she's on camera or not, but I do prefer the one-to-one feeling of being alone and away from everyone else during the secret act. I'd rather she wore pants than a dress or skirt, mainly because women almost always lean forward to squat when they have pants. With the skirt, they may just lean back and hitch aside their panties, and that's no fun. I like the leaning-forward mid-level squat because I get a good look at the woman's beautiful bum, and a full view of her, ah, part. Plus, the pee stream is always straight downward, and thus, the harder impact with the ground makes more noise. As you might have guessed, I also like the rear view MUCH better than any other. You see more exposure back there than in the front, you know? Finally, if we're talking cameramen, I like an intrusive witness. I've been to Project Pee, Sneakypee, Needapee, and more recently, WDgirls. I have to say, the last one does the best job of really getting in there, not just using zoom, but actually moving close to the girl so that you feel like you're really there. Every time the girl gets ready to squat, and the cameraman quickly moves to get behind her, I'm SO grateful because I've finally found someone out there who does that! If you want to see what I mean firsthand, check my thread in the "videos" section.

I only know a couple users on Eroprofile who think the same way. Arturix comes to mind, as does Greywolff. In the meantime, if you've read this far down, and you're someone who likes recording pissing, I encourage you to consider more of that backside-view-in-nature thing. It's what any of us would have seen as kids, if the girl wasn't looking straight at us and knew we were watching. Thanks in advance for your consideration. I wouldn't come out and ask for this if I just knew a girl who was willing, myself. I know that must take years of relationship, and I'd feel like a bastard getting to know a girl, just so I could watch her pee. That would be using her. Now, if I could find someone who knows what I want, and I had something to give back that she wanted, I could work with that. It would be more of a mutual business relationship than anything, without further strings attached. The one thing I could guarantee is that I wouldn't leave her with a baby. I'm a very safe pervert- I mean, person.

Well, I guess that's it, then. I've said what I needed to say, and I hope I haven't tread on anyone's toes in the process. Thanks for your company; feel free to leave a comment.

[Admin 14,788]

Welcome to the site, thanks a lot for taking the time to properly introduce yourself. :) I hope you do find what you're looking for from the site, but as for not wanting to demean a girl by asking to see her pee outdoors, this site is evidence some girls enjoy it (or at least wouldn't feel it was demeaning at all), so I wouldn't rule that out. As you said, a close up sighting of that could be a big turn on. Anyway, I look forward to talking to you around the forum.

[CrissyP 790]

Lugia, welcome! I read your introduction, both the long and the short version. As you stated, girls find someone watching them pee outdoors is demeaning to them. I, along with several others have posted messages about the ridiculousness of that feeling. It's all part of our upbringing. Seeing someone relieve themselves is dirty and wrong. It needs to be done in private. Wives close the bathroom door so their husband can't see them sitting on the toilet. What, are they afraid he might see something he hasn't seen before? I personally think that's hypocritical. She'll allow him to put his face in her most private area, but is embarrassed to pee in front of him. I love to pee outdoors. I take every opportunity to do so. As I'm writing this, it's not even noon here. I've already peed twice outdoors today as I went running earlier. Sometimes, someone will see me "accidentally". I have no problem with it. Probably because I'm an exhibitionist and peeing outside gives me an opportunity to "exhibit" myself. It never occurred to me, the power my little fetish might have over the right person.

I, being a female, believe it or not, have a difficult time finding male companions who are willing to share my peeing fetish. My fetish goes beyond just outdoor peeing, and I'm sure some of the things I do would disgust you. Remember, what one person find disgusting, another may find pleasure.