Who's into desperation?

[Peewee123 1,111]

@DoctorDoctor when I said naturally I meant when I’m busy and haven’t been to the toilet and have “naturally” held rather than planning it. Then when the urge suddenly hits and you go, the release is such a relief it can feel amazing. 
I can’t go involuntarily, even when I’ve held to the point I can’t move or it’s agony, I don’t leak a drop. I think I’d cause damage before I had an accident, I just can’t see how an accident could happen (for me). 
i usually go when I feel the need to go, so urgency I guess. I’ve only got to the painful stage when seeing how much I can hold or when I’ve really not been able to get to a toilet and had to wait longer than wanted. Not something I have done often