WaterBoiPNW

Bingo! It's true. Honestly all of those relationships hit that unavoidable point where they can only decline in the absence of physicality. There is no substitute; least until we figure out how to make robots that they can act out all the warmth and breath and warm liquid leaking in place of them xp.

It's kinda amazing how the things we do growing up can manifest into a variety of ways haha, but yeah that's actually perfectly what I was getting at! Ig you could say I want to take the innocent experiences from when I was younger and do them with the full kinky desires of today lol.

When I was a kid, me and this girl who lived next to me used to share like an out of the box interest in pee. Like we'd have water fights and then watch each other pee in our clothes, play this game where we'd find a hidden spot and pee, but I remember one time best where we were doing dares, and I jokingly dared her to pee on the (carpeted) floor in her closet. To my shock, she did it. Tbh sense then I got suuuper into peeing in places indoors and got hella good at carpet and furniture deep cleaning to hide it from my parents. To this day I wanna relive the fun of all of that 😩😍 with someone.

Ughh I wish I could meet a lady like this 😩

Tbh I've for the first time chose to go with what I feel. It's still rough, but I'm starting to at the least rediscover myself in small ways here and there 😌🤕. I just wish employers would empathize and give me some personal time lol.

No doubt about that, thanks for the well wishes :/. It's definitely going to be awhile before I'm feeling back to myself, but one day I suppose :).

Well, essentially I'm taking audio files, decoding and isolating the various chunks of each to read the contents. From there I want to feed the content into a conceptual dsp to allow for real-time audio editing, adjusting the song to fit the vibe desired by the listener (eg, slowing it down, adding various effects, and so on). Tbh I usually get like that, but this one kinda hit me hard. It was a loooong relationship and ig it's hard not to for lack of better term immerse into it the pain of it.

Much appreciated 😔. Yeahh I think it was for the best. I'm just sad at how much I lost to that relationship, plus I have like injuries that probably aren't going to go away either 🙃. As for the programming, yeahh I think I might just call it. I'm not really in the best headspace for it I think

Well, today was an interesting one. Had to break off a relationship that was really really messed up and been trying to keep working on implementing file structures into this code I'm trying to build but ughhh I'm exhaustedd. Now I'm just setting here holding because kinks but also depressed lmao. What are y'all up to on this late fall night?

Well, today was an interesting one. Had to break off a relationship that was really really messed up and been trying to keep working on implementing file structures into this code I'm trying to build but ughhh I'm exhaustedd. Now I'm just setting here holding because kinks but also depressed lmao. What are y'all up to on this late fall night?

Lmaoo, My compost pile is free game to any of you fellow deviants as long as I can join ya 😂💦

Everywhere in my room. I'm talking bed, pillows, carpet, and so on. I had to steam clean and was getting rid of a bunch of that stuff anyway, but than family got home unexpectedly and so it was the closet I've ever came to being caught 😳

Indeed I am, and you're not wrong, though you kinda have to be in an accepting crowd. Kinda came from a rougher part of town so for the most part best I could hope for with most of my peers is indifference.

Yeah I gotta admit it was one of my big fears when I was younger, but truth be told these days I'm not too afraid to mention it if the context is right. I figure hey, if someone has a problem with it, cool, it's not your dick getting wet lol. Never really met anyone who was too offended by our kink, and the ones I'd guess were weren't the types I'd really get along with anyway.

I felt that too. I had someone online, and for a bit I was full on doing the wildest stuff I could imagine. Needless to say I got incredibly good at cleaning pee out of just about every indoor surface you could name xD. Anyways, even though there was an online thing going on it was still really lonely.