Deanna Lydia

so I discovered... 😁

I thought this should be enjoyed.

Can I share that link in the chat?

More vids, and some photo sequences added.  I'd have put them here but uploading content isn't working.  ENJOY!!

Sorry to disappoint with showing anything, I was keeping it to peeing.  Next time I get a vid of a good piss, I'll make sure to show how much it turns me on.  Here's a tease...

Freeze the pee you want to save immediately (unless you intend on using it within a day or two, then just refrigerate).  I've done this, and even added more and let it freeze, and it will stay for a long time.  Use a plastic juice bottle or something flexible, don't fill it so much that it will break when urine freezes solid (and expands a little). 

Best way to reheat is to put the container into a bin of hot water and let it slowly thaw (and continue to add hot water to the bin) and get it nice and warm.  It isn't the fastest way to get it ready, but it is the best.  

In case I need to remind anyone, there should always be fresh pee from someone when this all starts - no one wants to wait an hour to prepare a frozen block of piss to enjoy it.

Then... ENJOY!!!

Ohio, USA.  Nice to see other folks from US here - most seem to be from UK so it's late night for them when it's early evening for me.

This is the epitome of being just inside the door while my body said "I don't care, I have to go now" - and since I could never use a public toilet, I ALWAYS got home basically desperate.  The only thing I can add is, sometimes I made sure by drinking more water or coffee on the way hone, so that I really couldn't hold it.

That is what I love the most about when I wet my pants.

Welcome!!!  You will feel very comfortable with the folks in this forum.  We don't judge, and we all have our own unique preferences, but you will never feel like people reject you because of what you like - we all like pee in one form or another, or we wouldn't be here, so feel free to loosen up a little and tell us about yourself.  🙂

Yea, lol, I love the way it feels when it runs down my legs, or if I'm sitting in it, the way it pools.  Jeans are nice to just wear it.  :)

14 hours ago, Gatogator said:

I'm not much into drinking my own pee, but if it's from a woman, I won't let one drop go to waste, I swallow every single drop. I do prefer it directly from the source, but a glass is fine too, as long as it's fresh, and even better if I get to watch her fill it. I like being peed on, especially if she's riding me cowgirl and my cock is in her pussy. I've always been on the receiving end of pee play, but I think I would enjoy giving as well...

I would do the exact same thing.  But keep in mind, her pee has her hormones.  🙂

I am definitely with you on being on the receiving end of pee play.

There are so many emoji's out there right now, and I'm never sure what any of them mean besides the basics from long ago.

Emoji's aren't the only way to express your feelings, or what you want to offer someone else, and I've found that something like "{{hugs}}" or whatever - that's totally clear to me.  Even with a limited selection of emoji's (or an infinite way of trying to say something to someone else) - whatever emoji you choose - words will go so much farther.

I'd rather read someone's words (emoji's appreciated since I know someone reacted) - but words (remember those old-fashioned things?) still go very far - and in some cases, they have more value than a picture (which is worth a thousand words)

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When you work out and your muscles get bigger, all that extra size is scar tissue - that's what makes you stronger.  I think emotional pain is one of the best workouts for the mind (as unpleasant as it is) because it forces you to come to terms with something, or be in pain until you can redefine it.

You're in (urine?) the right community to get support and help with avoiding some of those mines, and helping provide support to offset the pain.  No one is without that darkness and feeling of hopelessness - some deal with it, or hide it, better than others, but everyone has it - it's always there, and it does serve a purpose (though at any given time, it's difficult to know what that purpose is).

You're among friends here, and yes, we will help however we can.  And we'll never judge - after all, we don't want anyone judging us.

While I hate to quote that song with "gray skies are gonna clear up, put on a happy face" - I have to say, in my darkest times, I find that looking at myself in the mirror and putting on the silliest grin and funniest face (yes, it can take some effort) results in my finding some laughs, where I can't find them anywhere else - and for at least that moment, I feel a little better and a little better-equipped to handle things.

Hope this helps, hang in there... like day and night, light follow darkness and darkness follows light.  (hmm, didn't mean to make a rhyme of that).

XXOO

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Thanks, glad you liked them.  🙂

After the 4 beers and lots of water (just the other night), I held it in for another couple hours, wondering why I wasn't yet bursting.  Once I let loose (sitting on the couch, and trying to make sure the couch doesn't get wet - not always successful at that), I sat in it for a while, knowing I wasn't done and I'd have to pee more, so... why bother changing (unless, of course, I wanted to be wearing dry pants and see them get wet).

For the other pics, I held it as long as I could - especially knowing I wanted to pee my pants and take pics of it.  Most of them show me in the process and not when I'm done, but they're the best I have to offer.  🙂

For all of the other times I've peed my pants, I wait until I really really have to go and know that I'll be able to relieve myself and get nice and wet (even if I get turned on and it becomes a lot harder to pee).

Even in my mid-fifties (I no longer wake up with something that is armor-piercing)...

A day without an orgasm just isn't a proper day.  I can't fall asleep unless I get off first.  On my worst days ever (like, who masturbates while in incredible pain, or during mourning, or any other time where you really want to say to yourself "really, even today???" - well, yea!!!  If I can't, the pain of the day will stay with me.  It's such an easy way to relieve tension, explore yourself, and best of all - find new ways of understanding what you like.

I masturbate EVERY day, at least once, and hopefully more and more.  I'm human, I'm a mammal, and the sex drive is as loud now as it ever was.  I'd keep telling you more, but.... I gotta go jerk off, sorry...

I developed a really strong bladder since ever since I can remember, I can't share a public toilet (men's room, urinals, whatever) so back then, it was just too easy to pee my pants when I wanted to.

The most embarrassing place I ever peed my pants is pretty sublime compared to other stories - I had just got home from a long commute and I had to pee so bad that my seatbelt was torturing me.  I got to the front door of the apartment building, and got all the way to my front door, and as I fiddled with my keys... two things happened:

one - I couldn't hold it any longer

two - that little voice in the back of my head said "do it!!!"

So, standing outside my own front door, knowing that someone else might walk by as I was unlocking my door - I let go... and then I couldn't stop, so I wound up soaking my pants and making a puddle on the floor outside, as I struggled to get to privacy.  Eventually, I just calmed down, listened to that sound it makes when I'm in full flow and peeing so much that it pools in my underpants/panties before soaking down my legs and even into my shoes...

I'm so glad no one saw me, or noticed.  That was one of very few times I peed my pants when I wasn't totally safe inside my home. 

Once inside, I closed the door and pushed as hard as I could to make sure I was empty, and that I was soaking in it all (except the puddle outside my door).  After that, every now and then I'd notice a subtle smell outside my door, and it would trigger the desire to pee in my pants every time.  🙂

I wish I had the courage others have, to be in public with such a secret.  Sometimes I do go out, but with only the slightest hint of anything off - like, bra under my shirt, wet spot where no one should be able to see it... but I really like to keep this a secret.

Until now, since I just told that story.  🙂

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Here's an idea... and I have to admit I do this sometimes when I know I'm going to be around others soon enough -

Take off your pants, sit on the toilet and pee in your underpants (or panties, or whatever you like).  Stay there long enough so it dries out enough that when you put your pants back on, it won't soak through and you won't have to be worried about others seeing what you did.  The only clue - there's a bit of a scent to it - no one will think much of it, but you'll know and it will be your secret in the company of others.

Another idea (and I've done this) - take off your shoes and pee just a little bit into each, and then put them back on (your socks will get wet, so wrong time to play Twister) but no one will notice or even think twice if they do. 

If nothing else, you cal always be really really subtle, and just get a drop here, a drop there, and let it dry enough so it doesn't show, but you KNOW!!! 

Happy peeing and hiding it!!  :) 

Hi - I am very new, and quite surprised at how open and friendly this group is, so I immediately joined and got a gold membership (or "golden"?).  My profile says I'm into wetting myself and being peed on - I guess that makes me a urinal?  Then, there's the cross-dressing too...

I'm hoping this will help put a bunch of pics in the same place, and I would love any feedback you have about them - and, I want to answer any questions others might have (ASK ME!!!  I WANT TO ANSWER)  - as long as I can keep my privacy, I really want to tell people who I really am.  🙂

You may have seen my profile pic, which is this one, where I am in the middle of a wetting session (taking my time, peeing as little or as much as I need to, and holding the rest) - pink silk bra, pink silk pajama tops, pink high heels, and yes, I'm wearing tights over my panties, and of course, jeans so I can enjoy wearing it - this was taken during a session, and I just had to see what I looked like - this is a pic in the middle of it -

Sorry about the wrinkles, but this is my silk camisole over my bra, and this time I'm wearing cotton panties and thigh-high nylons (silk reflections, you gotta try them if you like nylons!!!) - this is a pic in the middle of it -

When my pants are this shiny, it's because the pee is still soaking in and running down my legs - this is a pic during it flowing, when I can't hold it any longer - (pink silk bra and  camisole, forget which panties, but nylons too) -

I this one, I'm just wearing cotton panties and a cotton bra, and as you can see, I really had to go - this is a pic after I've gone enough to feel better, but not done yet - still have a long way to go -

Yes another session, yet more pee running down my legs and soaking in- I think I was wearing the same women's underwear and just put on fresh jeans to have them absorb more  -

Another session, same lingerie, but holding my crotch to let it pool in my pants as it ran down my legs -

And most recently, where I posted about having 4 beers, 32 oz of water, and still had to wait until I could let go - here I am sitting on my couch (covered with plastic and towels, and the one I'm sitting on lets me enjoy soaking in warm pee for quite a while, as I wait for my bladder to complain again) -

And if I stand up right now -

And now... for anyone who likes the cross-dressing part.. as much as I love my lingerie, I also sometimes wear it when I want to be a urinal - I guess not much is sacred when it comes to the clothes I'm wearing when it's time for peeing -

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And just to share my other big fetish, here's me in my favorite princess sissy dress -

If you got this far, I really want to know what you think.  🙂

XXOO

Deanna Lydia

Thanks - in only a few days I've already found many like-minded people, very accepting and friendly (and sometimes naughty) and I feel right at home here.  I even already got a gold membership so I can have more private chats with people and check out the galleries and everything else that's here.

I've really enjoyed reading other people's posts, too, and it makes me feel like my own fetishes are as mainSTREAM as anyone elses (pun intended), even if not so openly discussed in the outside world.

I put these pics in some replies I posted to others, but I'm not sure if people really saw them, so I'll post some pics on a topic I started.  Not yet sure how to create an album...

My profile pic, but not as small as you'd see it - ping silk bra, pink silk pajama tops, pink high heels, and yes, I'm wearing tights over my panties, and of course, jeans so I can enjoy wearing it - this was taken during a session, and I just had to see what I looked like - this is a pic in the middle of it -

Sorry about the wrinkles, but this is my silk camisole over my bra, and this time I'm wearing cotton panties and thigh-high nylons (silk reflections, you gotta try them if you like nylons!!!) - this is a pic in the middle of it -

When my pants are this shiny, it's because the pee is still soaking in and running down my legs - this is a pic during it flowing...

I this one, I'm just wearing cotton panties and a cotton bra, and as you can see, I really had to go - this is a pic after I've gone enough to feel better, but not done yet -

Ahh, I feel better now...  (this is from another session, still wearing the same underwear) - this is a pic in the middle of it -

And if anyone likes the femme side of me, this is me in my prettiest sissy dress - this has always stayed dry (at least, so far) -

I'd love to hear what people think.  I can't believe I'm posting these pics of myself - they were supposed to be just for me, but... I love this group.  I hope people reply and tell me what they think, what they like, and I'll answer ANY question anyone asks.  🙂

Deanns (D Lydia)-

Hi Mark -

I seem to be in the minority, not being from the UK.  You'll have to work up quite a stream to reach me here in the US.  Why do I suddenly want to move to the UK where everyone else seems to be??  :)

I'm also new to the group and can tell you this is really a great place to meet and talk with other like-minded people.

Missed the toilet?? Looks like you're avoiding it at any cost.  Makes me wonder, if I were kneeling in front of you - would your aim be better?  🙂

I didn't lurk at all - I knew as soon as I found this site that I wanted to be part of it.  I've spent enough time accepting myself and indulging in what really gives me pleasure, so I KNOW I like it.  I'm glad you joined finally, and I have to say, in the few days I've been a member I've found nothing but acceptance from others.  It seems there's nothing about my fetish I can't just blurt out with this group, and that's a very new feeling to me.

Oh wow... thanks so much for sharing this story.  I remember you wanting to be naughty a couple days ago but couldn't - isn't it wonderful when you can finally let loose?

I think if I was in that bathroom and knew you were there (from the heels, visible) - I would have taken a stall next to you, enjoy a nice slow pee, and for whatever I could hear you doing - I'd be thinking about how I wish you were peeing on me and not in some toilet in some men's room.  And, on a hunch, I may have even struck up a conversation with you - tho I don't know if that would have made it better or worse for your fun.  Being a fellow fetishist, I may have been able to tell you were fulfilling a fetish.  🙂

I once used the ladies' room, at work and rather late (everyone else was gone - even the cleaning crew, so no one would walk in on me).  I gotta say, it felt incredibly taboo just to walk inside, but then I told myself (a male cross-dresser) "well, girl, you're here now and you have to pee, and you should use the ladies' room - either you do it in here or you can do it in your pants".  While the idea of public humiliation really turns me on, in reality it has to be private - public humiliation is strictly a fantasy I never want to actually do. 

No one ever knew I used the ladies' room, but I will always remember - it's my little secret (or it was, until I added this post).