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[FarCry 6]

Re-posting from another thread since its really my 1st post

To introduce myself

Don't know how to consider 'bad' but I have had this kink since I was a child growing up (I am M) and a family friend who was F - we were both probably 6 or so - would go behind her house and pee together. Fast forward through HS/college to now.  I am completely intertwined with it, one example, joined sports teams for a purpose of traveling co-ed (small school) on buses with no bathroom and witnessing, sometimes getting to the location and hearing the girls pee next to me in the outhouses or porta johns before our event. 1st relationship out of college my GF would go out drinking, I would pick her up and bring her back to the apt, and hear her loud pees.  Now I'm late 30s married - am 100% certain on my wife not being into this. I seek content on Youtube of F either saying they need to pee or inveterately leaving the camera on while they are in the bathroom or somewhere else and hear their streams, turns me on so much, but just how bad/immoral is it? I don't feel like I harm anyone doing it and I never ask or lure people, just try to seek and place in the scenarios.   My office bathrooms have thin walls also and you can clearly hear the women on my floor pee and who they are..idk I feel creepy and so shameful  especially being married. 

Need some thoughts and input really appreciated. 

[Great Horned Owl 592]

On 11/29/2024 at 1:41 PM, FarCry said:

Re-posting from another thread since its really my 1st post

To introduce myself

Don't know how to consider 'bad' but I have had this kink since I was a child growing up (I am M) and a family friend who was F - we were both probably 6 or so - would go behind her house and pee together. Fast forward through HS/college to now.  I am completely intertwined with it, one example, joined sports teams for a purpose of traveling co-ed (small school) on buses with no bathroom and witnessing, sometimes getting to the location and hearing the girls pee next to me in the outhouses or porta johns before our event. 1st relationship out of college my GF would go out drinking, I would pick her up and bring her back to the apt, and hear her loud pees.  Now I'm late 30s married - am 100% certain on my wife not being into this. I seek content on Youtube of F either saying they need to pee or inveterately leaving the camera on while they are in the bathroom or somewhere else and hear their streams, turns me on so much, but just how bad/immoral is it? I don't feel like I harm anyone doing it and I never ask or lure people, just try to seek and place in the scenarios.   My office bathrooms have thin walls also and you can clearly hear the women on my floor pee and who they are..idk I feel creepy and so shameful  especially being married. 

Need some thoughts and input really appreciated. 

You are totally normal. When I was younger I would sit bear the bathroom of a local library and listen to all the women pee through paper thin walls all day on Saturdays. Afterwards I would go home and jerk off thinking of them. I still rehearse those tapes in my mind years later.

Horney Old Owl

[likewetting 251]

99% of all man are looking at content of people having sex. 

I don't think looking for content of people needing to pee or peeing is something you should be ashamed off.

 

[Adyguy6970 882]

On 11/29/2024 at 6:41 PM, FarCry said:

Re-posting from another thread since its really my 1st post

To introduce myself

Don't know how to consider 'bad' but I have had this kink since I was a child growing up (I am M) and a family friend who was F - we were both probably 6 or so - would go behind her house and pee together. Fast forward through HS/college to now.  I am completely intertwined with it, one example, joined sports teams for a purpose of traveling co-ed (small school) on buses with no bathroom and witnessing, sometimes getting to the location and hearing the girls pee next to me in the outhouses or porta johns before our event. 1st relationship out of college my GF would go out drinking, I would pick her up and bring her back to the apt, and hear her loud pees.  Now I'm late 30s married - am 100% certain on my wife not being into this. I seek content on Youtube of F either saying they need to pee or inveterately leaving the camera on while they are in the bathroom or somewhere else and hear their streams, turns me on so much, but just how bad/immoral is it? I don't feel like I harm anyone doing it and I never ask or lure people, just try to seek and place in the scenarios.   My office bathrooms have thin walls also and you can clearly hear the women on my floor pee and who they are..idk I feel creepy and so shameful  especially being married. 

Need some thoughts and input really appreciated. 

Hi and welcome.  Please don't think of yourself as "bad" for having this interest, because it doesn't make you so.  Of course you have to be cautious because it's widely misunderstood.  However as you go through life I think you'll find more people are into it, or at least accept it, than you probably realise.  

[LngPeeFan 27]

On 11/29/2024 at 1:41 PM, FarCry said:

Re-posting from another thread since its really my 1st post

To introduce myself

Don't know how to consider 'bad' but I have had this kink since I was a child growing up (I am M) and a family friend who was F - we were both probably 6 or so - would go behind her house and pee together. Fast forward through HS/college to now.  I am completely intertwined with it, one example, joined sports teams for a purpose of traveling co-ed (small school) on buses with no bathroom and witnessing, sometimes getting to the location and hearing the girls pee next to me in the outhouses or porta johns before our event. 1st relationship out of college my GF would go out drinking, I would pick her up and bring her back to the apt, and hear her loud pees.  Now I'm late 30s married - am 100% certain on my wife not being into this. I seek content on Youtube of F either saying they need to pee or inveterately leaving the camera on while they are in the bathroom or somewhere else and hear their streams, turns me on so much, but just how bad/immoral is it? I don't feel like I harm anyone doing it and I never ask or lure people, just try to seek and place in the scenarios.   My office bathrooms have thin walls also and you can clearly hear the women on my floor pee and who they are..idk I feel creepy and so shameful  especially being married. 

Need some thoughts and input really appreciated. 

While I was an undergrad back in college, I discovered a wondrous study location on the 11th floor of our university library quite by accident. It was optimally positioned opposite the entry to a women's restroom. From behind the tall, semi-enclosed partition of my desk I could hear a parade of female college students entering and exiting the thick swinging restroom doors, along with occasional sounds of average peeing followed by a whoosh of flushing toilets and girls chattering away at the sinks. Unfortunately, a majority of the time their voiding activity wasn't worthy of unusual notice or comment. However one evening just after the night classes had let out I was treated to an aural sound that has stayed with me for years.

That particular night the library was even more quiet than usual. I vaguely recall I was at my usual study location reading an aerodynamic structures article on whirl mode, a deadly and divergent oscillation that had downed two Lockheed Electra turboprop airliners back in the late 1950s and 60s. As tragic as that was, the ill-fated design flaw took a backseat to what was about to occur, when from my right I heard the sound of hurried footsteps rounding a book aisle and making a beeline for the restroom. Whoever it was undoubtedly had not urinated before her night class and for hours prior to that.

In under a minute later I heard an unmistakable sound of a pee stream aimed directly into the water of the toilet. It was a strong and steady, not overwhelmingly urgent, but nevertheless a thick unified flow that was more noticeable than other peeing women I had heard during the day. Moreover it continued and continued. The longer whoever it was peed, the quicker my pulse race. After what had to have been two-minutes or longer I heard the sound cut-off abruptly. Subconsciously I waited for a sound of the toilet flushing-- which didn't happen.  Instead the cacophony of pee started-up once more, almost as-is she had tapped into another source of urine. She peed and peed once more, aleit at a slightly slower rate, for perhaps a minute-and-a-half before stopping suddenly for a second time. Again I waited for a toilet flush, a tell-tale signal she was finished. Instead she initiated a series of start-stop pee and dibbles which were clearly audible from where I was seated. The entirety of her pee time was incredible. My heart pounded and blood surged into my loins! I was totally in lust with that woman!!! 😍

When she came out of the restroom, all I remember is that she was a tallish girl about my undergrad class level with long, shoulder length light-brown hair. I desperately wanted to follow her out of the library and make small talk, say something devilishly clever and witty to introduce myself. But having a raging erection I didn't. I regretted it afterward.  😟