NotNowBob

I mean...this isn't going to satisfy you probably, but...I have no clue, really. It's probably tied into early memories and maybe you're just born with it. I wish I understood it more, but it's 100% the biggest part of the kink to me. I'm not sure if this is the right term (but it's the only one that fits for me that I've found), but, for me, I'm a "switch." I am turned on both by my humiliation and by other people's. When I watch videos, for instance, I need to see the actress (mostly) or actor (not never, but not often) expressing embarrassment or shame. With myself, I often remember le

I've been reading here for a few weeks now. It's part of an effort I'm making to fully come to grips with this aspect of my sexuality. To be honest, it's not always been something that I have fully embraced, or have accepted. From reading here, I get the sense that the most common turn on by people here is that aspect of the kink that I do not share -- that is public peeing/watching someone peeing/getting peed on side of things. Knock your socks off, but that's not me. For me, I'm very much on the accidents side and, even more specifically the "true," embarrassing accident. That's both t