I suppose my love of seeing things you shouldn't began as a student . I had to get a lady , probably 15 years my senior , a commode and I wasn't allowed to leave her on her own due to how intoxicated she was . She didn't have to , but she stripped totally and held eye contact with me with a smile and then had a moaning sigh as she let go . I didn't have a clue what to do and was embarrassed at how aroused I was . That started I lifelong love of upskirt, downblouse and generally anything that I'm not really meant to see