MiaDarling

4 minutes ago, gldenwetgoose said:

I did have a scenario in mind for a girl in pampers - and that may happen yet, but in the interim this came to be.

I can't wait to read it! 

On 12/31/2020 at 10:09 AM, gldenwetgoose said:

Two ladies find themselves in a desperate predicament at the Awards Ceremony.  Female Desperation and wetting.

 

Michelle glanced sideways into the mirror, taking in her side profile.  Did her dress suit her, it wasn’t very often she got to wear evening wear and heels, she didn’t find herself completely at ease with the luxury of it.  Was the colour too much? It was a very scarlet red. Could anyone tell she wasn’t wearing a bra?  With that deep cut back it wasn’t like she had a choice. Was a one piece trouser suit the right outfit and most importantly, did her bum look too large?  Hopefully not she thought to herself.

Just in front of her, colleague and good friend Allison was having exactly the same thoughts, looking at herself in an elegant ankle length black sparkly ball gown, the type with multiple layers flowing around her long elegant legs.  Legs that were tightly crossed, shifting her weight slowly from one foot to the other.  Not just to take the pressure off her cramped stiletto toes, but also to take the pressure off her uncomfortably full bladder.

These award ceremonies were tedious things Michelle thought to herself.  Ok, so the meal had been nice, the best hotel in the city, and lots of wine flowing freely which was always a good thing. Well mostly a good thing, except when you’re stuck on a table with the lecherous old guys from the office.  That was part of the reason Michelle had taken the opportunity to join Ally in the queue for the ladies.  If she wanted to have her thigh groped all night by some guy in a penguin suit… Well, there must be better options.

In her mind Michelle was working out how long she’d have to hand around - arrival drinks, meal and coffee were done. Now the interval before the awards themselves. Goodness knows how long those would take with the insufferable thank you speeches.

Ally was doing other mental calculations to herself.

“God, how long does it take” she whispered to Michelle. “If we’re waiting here much longer I might just hop up on a sink, I really need a wee”

“I know what you mean - I don’t normally drink anything like this much” replied Michelle.

Of the two ladies, somehow it definitely looked like Allison who was struggling the most. That struggle got a little worse when over the speakers they heard their call back to the tables for the award ceremony to begin.   Ally looked at Michelle with anguish in her eyes…

“What are we going to do?  I’m not sure I can hold on all night.”  The two ladies weighed up their options - should they wait, stick to their places in the queue?   As they were pondering a further announcement rang out over the loudspeakers.  The doors were about to be closed and they both knew the management wouldn’t take kindly to them missing.

 

Back at the table, the awards were in full swing. Michelle looked across at Ally, the poor girl looking definitely distracted. She had a slight frown and was biting her lip. From the very slight motion of her shoulders Michelle could imagine some serious leg jiggling going on under the table.

Ten minutes went past, then twenty and forty.  The awards really were tedious things, not exciting topics at all. To be honest Michelle wasn’t really taking any notice at all of what was being said.  A bit like Charley Brown when adults speak on the Snoopy cartoons there was lots of blah - blah - blah talking.  Partly the lack of attention was down to watching Ally intently, and partly down to the feelings in her own bladder.

Michelle had of course drunk just as much wine as Ally, so by rights she should have been suffering just as much.  Ally certainly seemed to be suffering all right. Michelle watched her as she shuffled from side to side in her seat, nervously looking towards the door with the tantalising sign ‘Toilets’ above it.  Michelle wondered how long her friend would be able to hold out and what would she do - the options were certainly limited.

Michelle could feel her own bladder too of course, the weight and the pressure it was exerting. She was definitely well past the point she’d normally hold out to.  At home she would have gone and tinkled much sooner. In the office, even in a boring meeting she’d normally have excused herself for go and wee.  Tonight though, maybe it was the alcohol helping, but she felt a lot more relaxed about her need. She certainly wasn’t worried like Ally clearly was.

A few more minutes passed, Michelle watching Ally’s face intently when suddenly her attention was jolted away by all the guys on the table cheering and jumping from their seats. It seems they’d won and award!  Looking back towards her friend, Ally’s face was crimson, but she composed herself putting on a smile and carefully raising herself to her feet. Michelle putting two and two together wondered if there was a wet patch on the back of Ally’s dress.

 

Before they knew it the two ladies found themselves up on the stage, standing in the spotlights in front of a thousand or so guests. Fortunately all the guys had crowded themselves around the podium leaving Ally and Michelle to stand behind them.  That was perhaps just as well - the pressure whilst sitting had been bad, but now standing up was completely unbearable.

Michelle watched as Ally suddenly stood still, no longer shuffling from side to side, tears welled up in the girl’s eyes. Ally blinked them away, lifting her chin slightly and breathing deeply.  Glancing down Michelle saw the growing puddle around her colleague’s open toe stiletto heels, quickly soaking into the dark carpet.

Watching her friend and colleague wetting herself, standing on a stage, but hidden behind their colleagues suddenly seemed fantastic.  Michelle felt a tingle through her body, that somehow told her it was ok - just do it.

Michelle relaxed, letting go of her bladder muscles, relaxing the heavy weight that she felt. She smiled inside at the feeling of a hot glow spreading forwards, but mostly backwards from her labia to her bum cheeks, feeling the warmth spreading and at the same time the ache in her bladder disappearing.

She knew the feeling, but it still felt amazing and comfortable.  Of course last time she hadn’t been standing on a stage, she’d been standing in her own bathroom, just making sure that her adult pamper would hold enough without leaking. After all, how else is one supposed to wee in an all in one suit?

Still her managing director was droning on with his speech. Still the warmth was cosseting her private parts and still she was standing next to Ally, who still had tears in her eyes.  Looking down there was a wet circle around Ally’s feet but not enough for anyone to notice.

Michelle squeezed Ally’s hand and smiled at her “Don’t worry - it’s fine”

Ally smiled back a weak smile and whispered “Our secret?”

Excellent story Goose!! A girl and her Pampers!! 😊😊

3 hours ago, gldenwetgoose said:

Maybe there are moments that give you a particular buzz, like maybe in a shop with a cute assistant looking after you and feeling a warm wet glow which he hasn't got a clue about, or driving in your car feeling the warmth. Recycling a coffee with the girls...  Just examples...

Yea, that is about what I would do. Maybe not a ton of updates like that cos social life is pretty minimal now ( thanks covid ) but I will not be posting any fictional stories or embellishing on events to make them more exciting reads. I am not a good fictional writer to begin with, plus.. I am 100% real and genuine and I don't want a blurred line between what is real and what is created for the purpose of entertainment. I am a real girl living a real life.. not an actress portraying a character in a story. 

Stay wet,

Mia 🤗😘💓💕

Ok... well, I have been keeping a journal. I suppose I can kinda make that "public" moving forward. ( Although alot of days there isn't anything super dramatic.. just kinda rinse and repeat. )

38 minutes ago, gldenwetgoose said:

The same could be said for any aspect of pee on this site - if we didn't post because 'everyone' wasn't into it then there'd be no content on the site.

Tinkling in pampers is tinkling, just the same as in panties, jeans, mouths, in cars, trains, hotels, parks and beaches - so keep it flowing!  If it did get too much we'd very gently let you know, but until then if anyone prefers not to see and read then they can just browse on past to other parts of the site.

Thank you Goose! 

Just know, you have now opened the floodgates! ( pun intended 😊😇 )

8 minutes ago, gldenwetgoose said:

The same could be said for any aspect of pee on this site - if we didn't post because 'everyone' wasn't into it then there'd be no content on the site.

Tinkling in pampers is tinkling, just the same as in panties, jeans, mouths, in cars, trains, hotels, parks and beaches - so keep it flowing!  If it did get too much we'd very gently let you know, but until then if anyone prefers not to see and read then they can just browse on past to other parts of the site.

Thank you Goose! 

Just know, you have now opened the floodgates! ( pun intended 😊😇 )

1 hour ago, FlyingthedreamUK said:

Firstly, congratulations on taking the leap into wearing diapers fulltime @MiaDarling
It's a huge step for anyone, especially sharing with others that may not understand... Issues that everyone on this forum has faced at some point in their lives and also is a real tell of who your true friends are.

Given your predicament before you started wearing them I think your decision has not only been one of enjoyment but also life changing. Not having to worry the next time you sneeze or cough or laugh, the freedom it must have brought you will undoubtedly outway any negative you experience.

The conscious decision to let your body relax go whenever you need to is also fantastic. As we grow up we're taught to do the opposite, training our bodies to hold back. It's why so many struggle with going anywhere other than on the toilet.

The stress and fear that comes from not being able to find one while out or on a long car journey... Don't get me wrong, for the majority of us here this is pleasurable but there are many more that are unable to break down those barriers.

Being completely incontinent will add to your life changing experience and I promise that you will find, as time goes on, those close to you start to become inquisitive and may even try it for themselves.

There will always be paths of resistance, people with a lack of understanding, never change, always be you and whenever those times are tough, everyone on this forum will support you!

Stay strong and once again, congratulations.

Wishing you a fantastic 2021 with lots of constant trickles and look forward to hearing more about your journey in the future x

 

 

Oh my gosh...

Thank you sooooo much! That was so sweet and caring of you to say! Thank you for taking the time to share back with me those very kind words. 😘💓💕

On 12/29/2020 at 8:22 PM, Nathang_244 said:

Much like many people in this chat, i applaud you for openly talking about a personal subject and making the decision to do what you desire and what you feel is right. I also know that I would love to hear and read updates about how your journey goes, and im sure im not the only one! 

Thank you! It's funny cos like... I do kinda want to be able to talk and be open, but sometimes I wonder if I'm providing too much info on an aspect of tinkling that most people here are not into. 

For me... and this will come as a shock to no one... lol... It's wearing my pee. I am a 24/7 pamper wearer because I love my tinkle against my body. Very few things give me more pleasure than my warm, wet, tinkle soaked pamper pressed snugly against my tight lil temple!! Sooooo amazing! But that's just me. 

Stay wet, 

Mia 🤗😘💓💕

4 hours ago, Alfresco said:

I agree with many others here that it is a very brave thing for you to make that conscious decision to be incontinent.   It will effectively mean that instead of thinking about if and when to pee, it will happen whilst you are doing any activity and I'm sure that you will enjoy the new way of life as you've identified that it is right for you.   It seems that most of the people who matter now know about your Pampers, so you have made the biggest step by them being aware of it.   For anyone else - they don't matter anyway.  It is down to you to do what is right for you and don't care what others think, although it is nice to know that your immediate friends and family are OK with it.

Enjoy your new found direction!

Thank you Alfresco! 😘

9 minutes ago, hrlv said:

Thank you for sharing. It must have been very liberating coming out to your friends. That took a lot of courage. 99% of the content here is sex-based, and kind of expected. It's fascinating to hear a different point of view that comes from necessity and well being. I wish all the best for the new you in the new year, and hope you find a partner that is a perfect match for you. It might even be easier than you'd think!

Awww... Thank you soooo much! Very kind words and very sweet of you to say!  😘

3 minutes ago, muffinhuntr said:

Thank you so much for sharing! That is the most heartfelt and honest personal narration I have seen in a long time. I hope you count me as a friend. I fully support you and look forward to seeing updates on your journey.

Thank you! I appreciate your kind words. 😊

1 minute ago, JMY said:

Its great to feel liberated i guess,no running for the toilet etc.How much however can one diaper hold before you would be best thinking about changing it,or it may start to overflow?I guess the capacity isnt infinite?Maybe about a litre,or 2 pees kind of?

I don't really weigh them. I just know when it may leak and I change it then. 

2 minutes ago, bibbob said:

A very honest and commendable post...I know of no one who would have the courage to do such a thing and make a detail post on the matter including current and future life experiences with diaper wearing and the pitfalls that come with it...well done mia hope everything works out well take care stay wet 

Thank you! 

I'm always wet!! 🤗😘💓💕

59 minutes ago, WetDreamer said:

That took courage to write such an open and personal post @MiaDarling .

What you wear does not define you, the person. 

If needs require pampers, well that does not change who you are. 

If you can feel more confident and sleep through the night , then those are definite benefits.

I am sure that everyone that knows you gives you their full support. 

You are a princess in Pampers and I love your energy and enthusiasm.

Good luck and best wishes.

 

 

Thank you so much for the kind words! 😘

29 minutes ago, thisguy20 said:

It takes a lot of courage to consciously make a choice which will impact so many of the daily activities of life.  Ultimately, I suspect that dating pose the biggest potential set of challenges (would being incontinent be an up-front thing, or an oh-by-the way: the former could scare-off potential dates, the latter could be seen by some as lying).

All that said, I admire you for having the courage to follow your desires.

Thank you! 😊

6 minutes ago, gldenwetgoose said:

Like a lot of people have said @MiaDarling - a very honest account.

More than that, we're a forum with a quite ranging diversity of different aspects of pee - the one common bond that we're all into some aspect of it. Last night in chat the observation was made that there's relatively little diaper content on the site. Reading your post, it struck me how deeply thought through it is.

Over the last few months you've earned a place in our hearts, a sweet, fun, excited young lady with a passion for tinkling in her diapers (and making very tempting offers to share too). It's sometimes been like a breath of fresh air.  Now though, you've given us a sight of something far more than just skin deep - an insight into why and how you've ended up being the person you are.

So, it's taken you six or eight months to get to here - and about one month to have us all standing here to back you up. Can't wait to see where 2021 is going to take us.

Thank you Goose!! You are always so sweet to me. I knew you would understand. 😘

18 minutes ago, Kupar said:

I think @kalle2020 has said pretty much everything I wanted to say @MiaDarling. Thanks for being you: quirky, open. honest, articulate and lovely. You'll always have friends here - and I for one will be here for you any time you want to chat. I'm looking forward to seeing whatever you choose to share with us! ❤️

Thank you Danny!! 🤗😘

47 minutes ago, kalle2020 said:

Thanks a lot for that open, honest and thoughtful posting, @MiaDarling! If I may consider myself your friend here, I will certainly remain your friend, and I now feel even closer to you after this touching writing. Already looking forward to the next time we can chat!  😊

You are my friend Kalle.. Thank you! 😘

12 minutes ago, gldenwetgoose said:

Now @MiaDarling - there isn't an issue, so definitely don't worry yourself about that and your post has definitely not created a problem.

You made the post to introduce us to yourself - and yes you did mention it would be nice to pee in someone's mouth.  That's definitely a thought that paints a very nice picture in my imagination.  The only comment I was making, and I'm pretty sure was Sophie's point too, is that we've all taken a bit of time to get to know each other, to become friends on the site and to work out what all of our mutual connections are.

The reference to the pub is where I liken this place to a friendly pub (bar) where friends hang out.  When new people meet you'd get to know them with a bit of small talk and chatting a bit - instead of at first contact to partake in something incredibly intimate.  Fine, if I walked in a strip-joint I'd expect to see a girl pretty intimately and maybe even get more than just a look - but this place isn't like that.  The comment we were making is that it would be polite for the guy to chat a little, spend a bit of time getting to know you...     (and then maybe get naughty!) 

Oh ok...just wanted to make sure I didn't do anything to cause a stir. I'll be a bit more reserved with my posts in the future. 

Stay wet,

Mia 🤗😘💓💕

I am sooooo sorry Sophie and Goose. I did not mean to cause an issue.  Sorry if my post created a problem here. 😪

Stay wet,

Mia 🤗😘💓💕

On 12/4/2020 at 4:14 PM, GWash17 said:

Only if she let me piss on her pampers whenever I felt like it.

Good luck finding her. 

8 minutes ago, tony for you said:

Hi Mia & welcome, i hope you enjoy this wonderful place 👌 if only you lived on the isle of wight ,,

Thanks!!

Yea, me and my sweet tinkle are on this side of the pond. 😇