I am looking more for advise that will help me. This all started when I was in my teens. At the time, i don't believe the intensions were bad. Two of my cousins would either prevent me from going to the bathroom by locking it from the inside which I would have to go somewhere outside next to the house or it happened I would have an accident. But I told my aunt at the time and this nonsense stopped.
In my early twenties, i dated someone and he had asked me to pee on his genitals which I didn't but the thought of it got me excited. Years go by, so as many boyfriends, I found a nice guy which
