A younger memory

[Colormerose 819]

Hey everyone!!! I told you as I got more comfortable I would start to share stories a little bit more. 🙂 

This story popped into my mind the other day when I was talking to someone about any places I have peed before. This one is kind of fun because it actually is a memory that popped into my mind that I started thinking about, it was before the experience I shared that got me truly started into our lovely wet world. This one takes place when I was.. I want to say 13.. don't worry it's ok to think about it i'm and adult now. 😛 (sorry if all the details may not be too perfect or times don't fully line up it was awhile ago)

Anyways I was 13 and I want to say this took place when I was in 5th grade maybe.. (is that what age we all are in around that age?) and I was in public school. My bus ride to school and from school, as i am out in the country, is always an hour to an hour and a half. Well at this time in my life my mom worked and my step dad was stay at home and had a business doing machine work in his shop. He had this thing where he didn't want us to go in the house when we got home from school. (we my brother and I) He didn't care for what we just had to stay outside. Do your homework and play outside until mom got home and dinner was ready. Anyways we had a super dick of bus driver, if you weren't on the bus as soon as he was ready to pull away at the end of the day he left you at the school. Also do to all the kids that recently had been going to the bathrooms just to screw around and make a mess during class times you were lucky if you could use the bathroom not on break times at school. The teachers were very hesitant about it. Well on this day it was getting to the end of the day and I looked at the clock,  like 200pm or so  and I was debating if I wanted the fight with the teacher about going to the bathroom at the end of the day or if I could wait until I got home. I decided my need probably wasn't that bad I would be fine. So I ignored it, it wasn't very noticeable anyways if I were to have gone it was just cautionary right. School got out at 315 and the bell rang at this point it's almost an hour later and I do notice it now but still not bad like a 4 and I knew if i stopped I would miss the bus. I shrugged it off and decided again I am fine until I get home. When I got home it was now between 415 and 430 as there were a few more kids on the bus today. I definitely felt it now!!! It was getting pretty needy and very full, the walk up my long driveway was brutal. I figured it's fine hold on until you get up there and can ask to go in really quick. He can't tell us we can't go to the potty. Yep.. I was wrong. His response was, "your old enough you can wait until dinner, go do your homework and then go play outside until dinner." Yeah.. my bladder was not so keen on this idea.. NO WAY was I going to be able to wait until 6!!! I clenched my muscles went to the desk sat down to do my homework and as I was finishing it I was squirming around, clenching and unclenching my muscles. When I put away my homework I knew I needed to go and I needed to go ASAP!!! I looked at the clock and groaned.. it was only 5pm.. How was I going to make it another hour? As if in response to my dilema, as I walked outside to try and figure out a plan, my bladder throbbed and a small spurt dampened my panties.  I knew I had to find somewhere to release and soon. If I didn't find a place to release my aching screaming full bladder I was going to be standing here in pee soaked clothes. I knew my brother was off playing somewhere so all I needed to do was make sure he didn't catch me with my pants down. I decided to go behind the barn where I was out of complete sight of all other buildings. When I got back there I could freely pee dance and hold my crotch and cross my legs as tight as I could. (inactive farm) I stood in one side building hold myself tight wondering what in the world I was going to do, where could I go where I wasn't going to get caught? I wasn't sure at this point of my peeing outside abilities. As I was standing there trying to figure it out another spurt came out of me a little stronger and a little more than the first initial one and i tightened my muscles again begging my body to hold on. I saw this building , looking at it definitely looked like an outhouse. OMG I am saved my cousins must have put this here when they had their camper in the back for hunting. I crossed my legs tight squeezing to hold on a bit longer and crossed to the outhouse. Opening the door.. ugh no!! It was not good this was definitely made only for guys to use. There was literally no seat at all!!! It was a plywood floor and walls with a hole in the ground for them to pee down into.. or maybe looks like bring a bucket as needed. I don't know. I shook my head trying to figure out now what should I do when another spurt let go and this one was a lot more persistent and barely stopped it before it could do damage I couldn't hide! At this point I no longer cared!! This was my stepdad's fault and I could either stand here wetting my pants or get the relief i need. I took down my pants and underwear in same quick movement and sat down on the edge of the opening for the doorstep. I left the door open and I didn't care. I had run out of time. I made sure i spread my legs apart, moved my shoes out of the way, and held my pants away the best I could and i told my body now is ok to let go. It started slow at first but then I started to piss so hard! It was spraying out of me you could hear it hissing as it hit the leaves. It was pooling under where I was sitting by the door, in the leaves and dirt. I didn't care I kept going until I was completely empty. I got up and shook off the best I could and pulled up my pants. I felt so much better even if my bladder was sore from holding on so much. I guess I should have bothered the teacher.. 😉 Oh well not too much damage was done. 

Hope it's not too long. enjoy. 😉

[gldenwetgoose 21,500]

Thanks for sharing - and bless you.  I’m guessing that experience and perhaps similar ones had a big part to play in shaping where you are now.  Also guessing that you didn’t enjoy the experience too much at the time, but great that you can now. 

Thanks for sharing. 

[Colormerose 819]

1 minute ago, gldenwetgoose said:

Thanks for sharing - and bless you.  I’m guessing that experience and perhaps similar ones had a big part to play in shaping where you are now.  Also guessing that you didn’t enjoy the experience too much at the time, but great that you can now. 

Thanks for sharing. 

It was definitely more of a frustrated panic feeling then I'm sure.. but thinking back on it now can definitely enjoy the thought of how amazing that relief had to have felt!!! To be that incredibly desperate. I do know I have a few others I can share from being younger teens following that same rule later. 😉 haha wonder why I am why i am. 😛

[gldenwetgoose 21,500]

2 minutes ago, Colormerose said:

It was definitely more of a frustrated panic feeling then I'm sure.. but thinking back on it now can definitely enjoy the thought of how amazing that relief had to have felt!!! To be that incredibly desperate. I do know I have a few others I can share from being younger teens following that same rule later. 😉 haha wonder why I am why i am. 😛

We  can probably all trace our beginnings back somewhere. In my case right at reception class sort of age and seeing a girl friend sat on the toilet - I think.  Site rule is it’s absolutely fine to share experiences just as you have done - just not ok to associate sexuality with them. So, the way you shared is 100% fine. 

[Colormerose 819]

1 minute ago, gldenwetgoose said:

We  can probably all trace our beginnings back somewhere. In my case right at reception class sort of age and seeing a girl friend sat on the toilet - I think.  Site rule is it’s absolutely fine to share experiences just as you have done - just not ok to associate sexuality with them. So, the way you shared is 100% fine. 

All experiences or just from younger times? just curious. 🙂 yes i'm sure we all can. they have to come from somewhere. 🙂

[gldenwetgoose 21,500]

6 minutes ago, Colormerose said:

All experiences or just from younger times? just curious. 🙂 yes i'm sure we all can. they have to come from somewhere. 🙂

Sorry - was walking as I typed (and bursting lol).  What I should have said is underage memories are fine proving they’re just memories and not sexualised.

Above the age of consent anything is fine. 
 

[Colormerose 819]

Just now, gldenwetgoose said:

Sorry - was walking as I typed (and bursting lol).  What I should have said is underage memories are fine proving they’re just memories and not sexualised.

Above the age of consent anything is fine. 
 

walking and bursting what a fun combination. 😛 lol I kind of was figuring that is what you meant but I definitely wanted to clarify and make sure. Don't want any problems. 

Well if were being honest something kind of kinky to think about. My husband and i currently rent my old childhood home from my parents on that property now. 😛 haha we haven't done really anything play wise yet... but it has been discussed.. lol

[gldenwetgoose 21,500]

Such a great combination of memories and the chance to create new adventures...   Are the farm buildings still there?

I recall from your previous posts that your husband is supportive, but in my mind I can see pictures of arriving home from work or wherever, feeling full and mischievous and maybe reliving those days of not being allowed in the house... And having to find enjoyable relief somewhere else...

Only now it is solely for enjoyment without any real discomfort or fear of being caught.

 

[Colormerose 819]

5 minutes ago, gldenwetgoose said:

Such a great combination of memories and the chance to create new adventures...   Are the farm buildings still there?

I recall from your previous posts that your husband is supportive, but in my mind I can see pictures of arriving home from work or wherever, feeling full and mischievous and maybe reliving those days of not being allowed in the house... And having to find enjoyable relief somewhere else...

Only now it is solely for enjoyment without any real discomfort or fear of being caught.

 

The buildings (minus that outhouse thing) are all still around actually. 🙂 MY husband not only is supportive but also enjoys it as much as I do. We just have really put our love for our kink on the back burner.. and we have been discussing alot recently about how we need to atleast once every couple weeks do something with it. even if for now it has to be planned out. haha well now yes enjoyment no discomfort but still small risk of being caught. there are 2 houses on the property right next to eachother and we live and rent the one... my parents (step dad) live in the other lol. so haha we can only do stuff either during day on a weekday (husband working unless i do solo play) or on a weekend they go camping. but I would like to do some naughty things around here for sure. I have thought about on a weekend they aren't home being desperate and straddling hubby outside on steps to their deck and wetting. been a thought lol 😛

[gldenwetgoose 21,500]

Just on that mention of the options you have available now and the mention of solo play - if as part of your pillow talk you whispered into Hubby's ear about how you'd arrived home earlier bursting, and then described to him exactly how it had felt and how you took care of the need whilst nobody else was about...    Would that work for him?  (I know it would for me).

Just a thought of how maybe you could both get a quick-fix without all the logistics of both working it together, if you see what I mean.

[Colormerose 819]

It may... haha it would result in bedroom time atleast of some sort haha. 🙂