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  1. When I first started going out with my wife, she was quite curious I think. I'll never forget the first time we stayed a night at a hotel together, the next morning I woke up absolutely bursting. I thought she was still asleep so I left the bathroom door ajar while I had my morning pee, but she followed me in and the next thing I knew she was standing behind me both of us naked, gently cuddling me and looking over my shoulder like she'd never seen a man pee before while I finished off my business. Before I'd even finished shaking she'd already pulled the chain, grabbed my arm and half chewed my face off - like she was *really* aroused by it. I certainly was!

    I never told her about my fetish so I thought I was really onto something. Next time the opportunity arose I asked her if she'd like to hold it for me and she said yes, but she didn't really know how to aim it and only half the pee went in the toilet bowl. We did this quite a few times when we started going out, I even let her hold my dick at a urinal wall once at a deserted 24hr public toilet late one night when there was nobody else around.

    It's been a few years since we last did it. I'd love to do it again, but I think she's gotten over the fascination now unfortunately.

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  2. If it's a bowl urinal I'll kind of hover over it and pee over as much of the surface as I can, first in a circular motion around the rim and then into the middle as the flow reduces. I like to think of it a bit like leaving a little bit of myself behind, like my own unique mark or scent. With troughs I sometimes like to stand back a little, pull my foreskin right back and "paint" as much of the urinal as I can, left to right and right to left. My favourites are the steel troughs, as you can often see the marks left by others, so I can direct my stream into the exact same spot where the last person peed. The turn on for me is having my pee mixed with others publicly. I love the thought that sometime after I've left others will see and add their own pee to mine, and imagining it all being washed down the same drain as one.

    I rarely use the toilet/stall in a public facility unless it's mixed sex and there's a good chance an attractive woman will see/flush or add to my pee if I leave it in the bowl, which turns me on massively.

  3. I know it's boring but I was looking for 'The Toilet' option, so could only truthfully choose 'Bath or Shower'.

    I like to piss in bidets too, and in all cases usually with a bit of help. 😁

    As for the rest, images I didn't need on my next hotel stay... depending on who did the pissing of course. 😜

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  4. Feel like I haven't posted in ages, and feeling a bit horny tonight so thought some of you might like to see a few different streams into public urinals.

    In the bowl urinals you can often make out the yellow water in the trap from the last person if it hasn't flushed recently, as in the first pic. Enjoyed adding mine to the mix.

    2nd and 3rd uncut as I normally pee, 4th pulled back and a bit more hydrated. 

    Finally, a few minutes later and it's on its way to wee wee heaven 😢🚽

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  5. 14 hours ago, InsertName said:

    Same!!! I thought maybe it was because I was into pee but you’re right it could also be that I’m into pee because there was a huge focus on it daily! Mind blown over here. I still can’t pee if other people I know are in the restroom, can obviously hear me through thin doors, or know it’s what I’m doing like if we were camping. But i consider it a huge win that I can pee in public restrooms or super quiet houses with thin doors at all since I couldn’t until my 30s. 

    Well done! You don't change overnight but any improvement is worth celebrating. I wanted it so badly that I slowly desensitised myself over about five years by just drinking loads of water and forcing myself to use public urinals every time I was out - so effectively tackling my shyness head on, and making communal peeing part of my normal daily routine rather than just a dirty fantasy. Took a while and a lot of pain but I'll never forget the first time I succeeded, it gave me such a massive confidence boost.

    Eventually you realise nobody cares, yet even now it still feels wrong somewhere in my subconscious mind, peeing where anyone could walk in and catch me in the act at any point. But also so hot to be sharing a toilet, peeing up against the wall of a trough into the wet patch left by the last person and watching it trickle away down the drain, peeing into a urinal pan full of someone else's pee and imagining the next person peeing into mine, etc. It'll never get boring.

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  6. I suffered for years with not being able to go anywhere in public, like at all. Not even in toilet cubicles unless they had full height walls and were relatively sound proof. It's quite life-limiting, when you think about it.

    Guess I fantasised *a lot* about being able to just whip it out and go anywhere without caring who saw. Still have my shy moments of course, but now I can (well, urinals or outdoors where it's not busy) it feels so good every time. Not sure I'd have managed more than a dribble in Bacardi's busy corn maze though - that's an achievement. 😀

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  7. I was brought up to see pee and peeing as a deeply personal and private thing, so anything involving public/communal peeing, the indignity of having my pee mixed with others' pee, seen by others or disposed of by others is kind of where my kinks lie. 

    Love the feel and sensation of peeing, especially with a full bladder.

    I'm a tidy person on the whole, so toilets/urinals are where it's at for me (although I guess that's pretty vanilla to many on here).

  8. I find the smell of fresh urine incredibly arousing too. It's very personal to each of us, subtly different for everyone.

    I remember my best friend at high school often used to piss up against trees or into bushes whenever the need arose if we were out in the woods for a long time. Sometimes I would sniff the wet bark or admire the shiny droplets on the leaves when his back was turned and often masturbate later thinking about it. I badly wanted to be able to add my own urine to his but being a shy kid it would never come.

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  9. On a similar theme if you like this sort of picture, I'm having the bathroom in my flat re-done at the moment. Don't particularly want to use the kitchen sink so until the new toilet's all connected up I've been storing it all up in a milk bottle and then pouring the lot down the public pisser every couple of days once it's full.

    Here's another couple of litres going down the drain. Kind of sad really, it's like me but in liquid form. And so pretty... I love my pee!

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  10. On 2/23/2023 at 4:45 AM, rojo92 said:

    I used to feel that way to the extent that I would have a panic attack (I would get really scared without an apparent reason) when I was in my early 20's. I couldn't pee in a toilet and flush it and it would also terrify me if a cute girl was peeing in a toilet and flush. As you mentioned earlier, pee was something very important for me and the idea of flushing it "violently" freaked me out. I could pee anywhere else like the sink, shower or any other place that didn't require flushing it.

    After trying so many counselors I finally found one who dug into my childhood traumas and we found out that the pee was my unconscious bond to my mother and all the great memories I had as a child. 

    I was exposed to physical and psychological abuse as a child, we refer to it as "violence". We discovered that my unconscious fear of flushing my pee was related to see "the violence" of the water taking away something that I love. 

    After understanding that, my fear went away very easily. My counselor asked me if I still want to keep the fetish and since we determined that's something that I love and does not affect me or anyone I decided to keep it. To this day I still have second thoughts when peeing and flushing a toilet but I don't feel any fear whatsoever. I love peeing in bags of diapers and I do it when possible just because I love the feeling!

    That's really interesting! Thanks so much for sharing, it means more than you'd imagine. I posted this topic to try and find out if there might be anyone else out there who gets these feelings, but with the lack of replies I'd kind of assumed that it's probably just me and the rest of you will think I'm a bit crazy. 😆

    I never got the panic attacks, and I could flush the toilet as soon as I was old enough to rationalise that it wouldn't harm me. With me it has always been triggered by someone (or something) other than myself flushing MY pee for me. Interesting how you describe "the violence" of the water taking it away, as in a way it almost feels like having a violent act committed against me - like it's a bit degrading having a bit of me destroyed at the hands of someone else. For years I was incredibly anxious about using urinals because (and I know it's different in the U.S.) you don't get to flush your own pee - you just "let it mellow" and leave it to get flushed with everyone else's at some point later. 

    Great that your counselor helped you to overcome the fear element, but that you can still enjoy having the fetish. Certainly for me attaching some level of value and importance to my own urine, even though only at some weird subconscious level I don't fully understand, has formed the basis for my being into pee generally.

    On the plus side, there are people who have to ruin their furniture or their carpet to get off (I'm not judging, by the way). I only had to piss in three urinals today and I'm having so much pleasure imagining the moment each one got flushed away!

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  11. Sharing a toilet with a really cute girl sat on top of my open legs, spraying my penis with her warm stream while we both pee into the water.

    Having a cute girl hold and aim my penis while I have a really long pee into a toilet or urinal, shaking it off and then pulling the flush on me before I have the chance to do it myself.

    Cuddling, both fully clothed but desperate, and just letting go and soaking each other in our warm piss.

    I've only done the first two. 

  12. I also tend to use a vpn. Your ISP keeps a record of every website you visit if you go through their servers. Not that there should be any issues, but I always worry about inadvertently viewing something illegal or deeply embarrassing information about me falling into the wrong hands, not that you can ever be 100% safe. Best use a secondary email address for accounts too!

  13. 2 hours ago, Takashi96 said:

    My friend's young son had this issue with flushing. And for the same reason. Her son's psychologist explained that it was quite common. That was the first time I'd ever heard of it.

    I actually borrowed some of my words from a parenting advice site as I thought it described the feeling perfectly.

    It's a pretty weird fetish, and I've never seen anyone else mention it before which is why I brought it up. I have all the regular kinks too - letting my partner hold it, being pissed on, women pissing etc. but I've never understood drinking it or making a mess. The psychology interests me - guess we're all different.

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  14. I found this site exploring a really unusual kink I have. Just curious to know whether anyone else on here can relate?

    When I was a kid I had a fear of flushing the toilet. Not just because of the noise, but I’d look at the amber water in the pan and realise that it was part of me. I feared that by pulling the chain I’d flush a part of myself down the toilet – that I’d lose something important forever. This is very common apparently, but most kids grow out of it.

    Not me.

    So now I’m aroused by having my pee flushed away by others. I always leave it in the pan for my girlfriend to flush to “save water” (she’s okay with it). I’m not gay but I’m turned on by urinals, especially troughs with a single drain which are still quite common in these parts (Scotland). The feeling of abjection, the thought of our bodily fluids in which we invest much of our notions of privacy and personal identity, mixing with those of others. Knowing that we’re all going to have our pee flushed down the same toilet the next time the timed flush activates and that there’s nothing I can do about it.

    Anyone get similar feelings of attachment?

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