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Just now, Mary Moon said:

My former middle school classmates know this because i got into an accident in front of them (even if they don't know specifically). And the word has spread a bit, some know that i have problems but they try not to tell me, but i sleep in diapers and sometimes i even wear them during the day, only my girlfriend and a friend of mine know. I don't like talking about this thing, because it embarrasses me a lot, the times the topic came up i felt uncomfortable

We support you however you decide to approach it with your friends.  It's hard but we are all in the same boat and we will not abandon one of our own

2 minutes ago, Mary Moon said:

Usually in these situations you wear a pullup but it was summer and it showed, and i didn't want my friends to find out, they would see the bulge with summer clothes, so i decided to wear a long black skirt, so i could hide the 'accident. Unfortunately due to my condition i have no chance to resist, i absolutely have to pee at most every two hours and i also had to drink a lot due to the heat, so my resistance was even lower

Do your friends know about your bladder size?

1 minute ago, Mary Moon said:

A couple of years ago, as soon as the pandemic was over, i peed on myself at a concert, wetting my panties because the chemical toilets were disgusting and had too many queues and then I didn't want to lose the good seat. So when I had to go I took her out slowly, on the grass trying not to get my skirt wet, no one would notice because I was wearing a long skirt. It was very hot and i was forced to drink a lot, and my little bladder filled up several times, so i was forced to pee on myself 3 times, in a controlled way, this way i avoided the big accident i would have had. In this way the panties that i took off at the end of the concert only got wet

Good idea and no one is the wiser for your little deed.  Have you done anything like that since or was it special cause it was the first time since covid started?

Welcome aboard Zee!  So glad you can come aboard and explore this part of yourself it is definately an adventure and we are hear to support you throughout it

2 minutes ago, Riley said:

I'm careful! I will let me body rest for a few days I promise

I hope it's impressive what you did but you should take care of yourself @Riley

Just now, Riley said:

I mean isn't that the point of holding to your limit?😅

sure but without damaging your own bladder and therefore your abiltiy to enjoy this kink to it's fullest potenital

4 minutes ago, Riley said:

It's so hard. I really really try not to leak whenever I'm doing something like this but it always just happens. The pressure just overwhelms me for a little bit before I can fight it. 

Unless you mean afterword? I don't know I think i just pushed them really really hard and now they can't hold back anything. I'll just make sure to give them a break so they can recover hopefully

Do you think it's that you are holding too much or waiting too long?  It could be that your bladder feels so abused that it just needs to expel anything that comes in when you drink before you go pee

Just now, Riley said:

My muscles are ruined after that. I bent down to put a load of laundry in with my panties and a leak shot out when I didn't even really feel the need to go.. hopefully I didn't accidentally break myself

Fingers crossed thst if you practice this those leaks will not occur

I'm quickly filling up probably around a 5

Are you empty @Riley?

Yes measure through your panties

Just now, Riley said:

Frick it's hard to hold it. I'm worriied if I take my panties off now I'm going to lose it completely. If I move my hand idkk if I can hold it. 

You should take off your panties bit slowly

1 minute ago, Riley said:

I just leaked again. It's so hard to keep it all in I promise I'm really trying. 

where would you want ot be if you could do this anywhere?

Just now, Riley said:

It gets really hard to keep it all in when I get this full so II leak. I'm not sure how much but usually at least a few leaks I think

i definately want to practice to the point where i can comfortably leak

Just now, Riley said:

I'm in the bathroom sitting on the edge of the tub. Now that my pants are off it's pushing so hard

how much does it usually leak when you are this full?

Just now, Riley said:

I just leaked a tinny bit. I know I can hold longer than this why is it so hard. I know I can go a bit longer. Let me get into the bathroom so if I lose it earlier thaan I think I can measure still

smart idea you should definately go for it

1 minute ago, Riley said:

No that's cheating. I can't count leaks in the final capacity. I want to make sure I do this right and get an accurate measurement. Even if it's slightly lower than what it could've been

really how is it cheating?  How much longer do you think you can hold for?

1 minute ago, Riley said:

I feel like I'm about to leak. I'm so full

i think you should take off your panties if you are wearing them and put the cup under you

I peed in the bathroom drain next to the toliet recently so I'm feeling really naughty after that

1 minute ago, Riley said:

I'm going to try and hold it as long as I can but my stomach is already rock hard which means my bladder is really full already 

Do you have a bladder belly?

Just now, Riley said:

I can hold it longer. I'm not sure how much longer but I can wait

That would also be great

Just now, Riley said:

I have something that is a literr so that should work!

Prefect.  Can you get ready to go in it now?

1 minute ago, Riley said:

Oh! That could be fun... I'm not sure I have anything that big though. Let me see

Anything more than a liter should work

Is there anywhere you would prefer not to go?

1 minute ago, Riley said:

I guess I could... What do you have in mind?

You say you hsve such a big bladder what if you measured your capacity in a measuring cup