The fetish downward spiral brought me here

[dampsheets 4]

Hello fellows,

Straight male in my 30s here. I enjoy wetting in a non-humiliating way since childhood (with a pause, where it became unfitting to a live as a "healthy" child and until I had the freedom to remember and retry, and another one where I just couldn't open up in a relationship of a few years). Some psychology expert from earlier centuries said so, and I guess he was right. I deliberately let loose in bed before I even knew about sexuality. That's it, from that perspective.

As said, non-humiliating (and deliberate) is my thing. Earliest thing I found (back in the days on edonkey network) was a clip from hightide and it took a lot of wet sheets and sodden clothing to find enough content to actually get a collection large enough to enjoy just that, instead of blending them in with anything vaguely piss-related. Technical evolution probably helped, nowadays every smartphone serves as content producer and uploader and although probaby in a warped perspective, there are way more girls actually enjoying that fetish as expected and some of them produce content I like. Today, I think I can find just enough content to filter on the exact things I (really) like, which is becoming "not much".

Things I'm looking for in videos:

1. she's liking it
2. she wets soft things, preferrably (her) bed, clothes, .. (not the toilet, that's waste)
3. she's not afraid to get in contact with her mess (preferrably, she's not masturbating first and pissing as a finisher, but the other way round)

I'm a software dev, and I spent a lot of time supporting my fetish. I would share that software, but a) I'd like to cater to my needs first, and that includes some tradeoffs not suitable for most (tried to explain someone running a downloader script on reddit, was a total mess to non-devs) and b) I wouldn't want them next to the projects with my name on it. Nevertheless, I'm quite proud of them. My favorites:

• a web-based tool showing videos from various porn sites, filtered on pissing (whatever the site supports for that, categories or search function). Running on my NASberry Pi, it pulls in new videos on a click and otherwise shows me a cached view. It doesn't download any videos, just allows me to watch them without visiting every site (which I did earlier). Finding new amateurs stills leads me to subscribing to them, mistagged videos are the bane of my existence.
• Regarding mistagged: I had multiple attempts to catalogue my videos, and my last one is a desktop application - basically a video player with a bunch of tags next to the video. I iterate through non-tagged videos and set the tags I find fitting or add new ones. Profitting from that is...
• a small python app creating a VLC for android database - I define something like "favourite amateurs" along with a list of folders and it adds them to a playlist in a sqlite database. I have a bunch of playlists defined that way and the tool clears the database first and readds them all. New feature since the previous tool exists: playlists with videos by tags ("bed wetting", "dress soaked clothing"). Makes me happy to have it, but greatly adds to the downward spiral.

Generally, I'd like to share, and I'd like to support - I guess sinna earned enough just from my interest. Limiting factors to sharing include bandwidth, available online storage, DMCA existing and greedy people.

I needed to get that out 🙂