Sexually related or not?

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Hello dear peefans;

i was wondering if any of you have (had) the same observations: 

until recently i was convinced that my peeing fetish was just a fetish, so per definition sexually related. Due to recent developments i have to conclude that there is not always this sexual/erotic component involved. Sometimes i just love to pee and spray my piss around in unconventional places without feeling any sexual thought at all.

does that sound a bit familiar to any of you? I would really love to hear your thoughts on this from within this community as it kind of troubles me. 
thanks so much in advance for your input!