My first piss outside

[Deanna Lydia 81]

I mean, besides those walks I would take at night into the woods, knowing I wouldn't run into anyone.

Still awake at 7:30AM, so I invented a reason to go to the store down the street. On the way back I pushed as hard as I could, and the warm wet spot soaked into my pants, and down my balls (sitting in the driver's seat).  That's new.

Took the long wat through the apartment parking lot and push more, and made sure I was nice and wet, and I could have to hide myself if I saw anyone.  That's new.

Pouring rain outside, so just a tiny bit of safety, but I still have to walk to my apartment (without being seen) and get inside. 

I made sure to fiddle with my keys while standing outside, in the rain, and pushed again as hard as I could, and this time it soaked all the way down to my socks before I could find the right key - ya, right.

By the time I got inside, I was nice and wet (and not from the rain) - and it felt so good to risk the humiliation.  And and all the while still wearing wet panties from peeing in them earlier - maybe they smell, they're definitely still wet (but won't soak through my pants) - but... 

I pissed my pants in public for the first time, hoping no one would see, and doing my best to be nonchalant about it.

And I loved it.  🙂

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