My first time peeing my pants on purpose and what started this fetish for me

[Kellykellypee 6]

I was on vacation to visit my cousin and one day I saw someone really in need to pee and some reason I wanted to feel that way so bad. The next day we were going to someone's house who had a pool, forgot who pretty sure a family friend, and I kept drinking water and not peeing. I was in the pool when my desperation hit me hard but I kept holding. Later on we went inside and were laying on towels watching something, and I thought hey I'm already drenched so no one would notice so I peed a little onto the towel just a few leaks. I never felt so aroused from something like that before, I had to make sure I didn't get a boner or something in front of everyone. I decided to go to the bathroom, I closed the door and saw I was dripping water from the pool so I opened the toilet and just started peeing without pulling my swimming trunks down. The warm piss going down my legs was amazing, the trunks absorbed some of the piss too so the warmth stayed around my crotch also. I wiped the floor some and flushed and went to lay back down on my towel. Since then I've had this fetish and I love it. 

Since then I've found out it's a lot more difficult to pee myself if I'm not already wet from a pool or something.

[Colormerose 818]

very hot first experience! I hope you have been able to find friends and confidants here you can talk to as you have started to explore this new found  enjoyment.