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On 5/13/2019 at 10:02 AM, Bacardi said:

The only person I have ever told was my now ex boyfriend. We were fresh out of high school, I was a virgin and he was not. When the whole fumbling around, making out in his apartment staircase, and awkward sex in his closet away from his little brother thing just didn't turn me on anymore I finally got up the courage to tell him that my thing was piss. Boy, worst experience of my life. 

He literally laughed at me. He asked me if pissing my pants as a child is what triggered it and called me disgusting. From then until we broke up months later every time we got intimate he would ask if I wanted him to pee inside of me. I never had the nerve to tell him that it was naughty peeing that turned me on, and I just stomached the shame each and every time. 

Now my lips are sealed. No one, not my husband or my super inclusive kinky best friend know about my fetish. Just you guys and you don't even know who I am lol. I kink write from time to time on my fanfiction platform and have written a plethora of kinks, but all the piss ones are labeled "requests" instead of originals. It's a sad life, but when I'm here on this form I don't feel ostracised and "disgusting."

I'm so sorry to hear of your experience. People can be cruel. Please see my post. I've told 4 women over the years, and one was intensely receptive, one moderately so, one lukewarm, and one a plain no.
I hope you will find the courage to tell your husband. You're not disgusting at all, but very exciting. Anyone here would be happy to write experiences for you, tell you stories, or anything else.

I've told 4 lovers over the years. I told my first lover. She was exceptionally receptive, spinning urinary fantasies for me and letting me watch her pee all the time. She would use diuretics and put on a show.
My second wife knows of my interest and will readily indulge it if I ask. A third girlfriend did a couple of things but really wasn't enthusiastic. The fourth blew me off.

I've had many other casual lovers, and never told any of them. My experience is that if it is done gently, with eroticism rather than lust, that the response is positive.